Hi guys! I wrote a fanfic before but I got pregnant, had a child, and it's been a wild ride. I deleted it because I couldn't find my motivation anymore. Here I am with a new story! Hope you guys like it! Please review :)

UPDATE: Hello! I am going back to my story to fix some grammar mistakes and cleaning it up a bit. Most of these chapters were written in a hurry. So hopefully, they will be read better. Thank you guys for the support!

"Mom, I'll be fine..." I huffed as my mom squeezed me into a hug.

"I know you'll be fine, but I am going to miss you this summer," she pouted. I laughed at my mom's facial expression. My mom has always been so expressive and so outgoing. I wished I could be more like her.

"Alright mom, I gots to go!" I urged her while ripping her apart from me.

"Have fun! I love you Milly!" She shouted as I walked away.

I was currently at the airport boarding on a flight From Miami, Florida to Forks, Washington. I had an aunt that lived in a small reserve called La Push. She's my aunt from my dad's side and I haven't seen her since he passed away when I was 8. Now I'm 18 and my mom decided that I needed to get away for a while. She's right. I did need some space. I just hated the fact that it had to be with my aunt. It's not that I hated my aunt. In fact, I used to visit her every summer until my dad passed away. My aunt and dad were twins so looking at her would open old wounds.

Mom wasn't sending me back to rekindle my relationship with my aunt though. She was sending me there for therapeutic reasons. She wanted me to be away from the source of my nightmares. What she didn't understand was that I was broken and it would take more than a summer trip to repair me, but here I was, finally landing at my destination.

Forks was cold, rainy, and always grey. It was nothing like Miami, where it was always sunny even when it rained. I couldn't understand how mom thought taking a trip here would cheer me up. If anything, it should make me more depressed.

The airport was empty compared to the one in Miami. Forks was a small town and people usually didn't leave the comfort of their town. I grabbed my suit case and started making my way to the pick up area of the airport.

"MILLY!" I heard a voice shout. I turned around to see my aunt holding a huge teddy bear. The bear was practically my height. I was 4"11, with long straight brown hair, and faired skin. I lived in the city best known for going to the beaches and getting a great tan, but that wasn't my scene.

"Hi aunt Jane," I smiled at her awkwardly. She immediately put the bear down and gave me a huge hug, which I returned softly.

"I haven't seen you since you were a little girl," she said while pulling me away from here and giving me a good look.

"Yeah, long time no see," I laughed sheepishly. Aunt Jane grabbed the bear from the floor and handed it to me.

"I thought you would like this," she smiled. I wrapped my small arms around the bear.

"Love it," I answered sarcastically, but I don't think she understood. I could barely see anything in front of me from how big the bear actually was.

"Okay, lets go then. I'll grab your suit case, and you can carry your bear," she smiled. I nodded my head, but I was pretty sure she couldn't see me with the bear in the way. I walked closely besides her making sure I didn't run in to anyone.

The car ride was weird. She tried to make conversation with me, and I gave her half assed answers. I wasn't trying to be rude to her. It was difficult for me to open up to her. She was basically a stranger to me, even though it was my fault that we grew apart. After my father died, she tried to maintain communication with me. I was the one that avoided her. She really tried hard to be part of my life. She called me on birthdays and holidays, but I was too stubborn to talk to her when I was younger. She still called when I was older, but at that point I didn't have anything to say. I finally talked to her after school ended, but it was just to let her know that I was coming to visit her. She was so excited.

Aunt Jane was currently making her way back to her house. She didn't live in Forks, she actually lived in a little reserve called La Push. My dad's side of the family is part of the Quileute tribe. Unfortunately, the only person left on my dad's side of the the family was my aunt.

Aunt Jane parked in front of a little green house. It looked exactly the way I remembered it.

"You can take the room you used to sleep in when you used to visit me," she smiled at me. I felt a pang of guilt when she said that.

"Alright," I got out of the car and made my way to the trunk where I grabbed my suit case. Aunt Jane waited for me by the car still smiling at me. I found it a little uncomfortable the way she was watching me like I was going to disappear.

"Alright, I got my suit case..." She nodded her head and led the way to the house. She unlocked the front door. The house was extremely dark. I didn't think much of it because obviously she wasn't home, so of course she would turn off all her lights.

"Oh, it's so dark. Come on in, I'll turn on the lights," she said while urging me in first.

"Okay," I answered nonchalantly and walking in.

"SURPRISE!" People jumped out shouting.

A man jumped in front of me and shouted "MILLY!"

I let out a shriek and reflexes made me punch the man. I instantly regretted it as I felt the bones in my wrist crack.

"Ahh!" I shouted in pain while grabbing my wrist. I knelt down to the floor trying to hold the pain.

"Are you okay Mills?" I looked up at the man that I punched. He was huge and very built. He obviously knew me, but I couldn't recognize him. I gave him an angry "what the hell" look. I guess he realized I didn't recognize him.

"It's me Jake, are you okay?" he asked. I looked down to the floor and grabbed onto my wrist in pain. I felt my blood boil. I looked up to meet his eyes. I felt my heart start to pulsate faster when I got a good look at his eyes.

"Jake?" I asked confused. I knew a Jake for La Push, but this couldn't be the same little Jacob Black that I knew. Last time I saw him, we were both 8 and he helped me get through my dads funeral. He did not grow up the way I expected him too.

"Omg, Jake..." I muttered surprised taking a good look at him again.

Jacob was over 6 feet tall and very muscular. My only thought was that he must have started on steroids or something. He didn't even look like a teenager. I knew I was gawking at him, but he was staring right back at me. Jacob didn't take his eyes off me, probably because he was concerned about me but he looked at me with such intensity that it made me nervous. I took a deep breath to try to calm my heart rate and to try recollect my thoughts. I figured that the cause of my heart rate increasing was due to the adrenaline rush I had from punching him.

"Ahrgg," I groaned grabbing my wrist. Pain surged from my wrist to my elbow. Jacob went down to my level.

"Way to go Jake! She just got here and you already broke her wrist," another man said while putting his hand on Jacob's shoulder.

"Hi Milly, remember me? Quil?" He said smiling at me. I looked up at Quil. He looked just like Jacob. He was just as tall and muscular.

"What are you guys on? Steroids?" I groaned.

"We should take you the hospital," Aunt Jane said worriedly. I shook my head no.

"It's just a sprain... I just need a brace," I bit down on my lip in pain.

"I have one upstairs!" aunt Jane shouted while running upstairs. Jacob kept staring at me, not saying one word. I awkwardly stood up and made my way around Jacob and to the couch. There was another huge man sitting on the couch as well, but I was able to recognize him.

"Embry," I smiled at him.

"I don't want to get too close to you. I don't want to break you too," he laughed.

"You're not going to break me," I laughed and gave him a half hug.

"It's nice to see you again," Billy said wheeling towards me in his wheelchair. I gave him a half smile. Billy always had a distinct voice that reminded me of my father and it pained me to hear it again after a long time.

"Hi Billy, long time huh?" I asked awkwardly.

Aunt Jane came downstairs and wrapped my arm with the brace. She also gave me ibuprofen for the swelling.

"Are you sure you don't want to see a doctor for that?" Jake said taking the seat next to me and sitting extremely close.

"Yes, I am sure," finding it strange that he was sitting so close to me. I shifted slightly away from him.

"I am fine," I said feeling uncomfortable.

I decided to get up and greet everyone else. I hated surprises, but it would have been rude if I would of just gone upstairs. I made conversation with Billy and Sue, but as I spoke to them, I could literally feel Jacob's eyes behind me. I turned around to see if I was going crazy, but I wasn't. He was actually staring at me. Jacob noticed that I caught him staring and snapped out of it. He made his way towards us. He looked uncomfortable and whispered something in Billy's ear.

"Okay, I'll see you later," Billy told him and he walked away. I felt a little shock that he was leaving so soon.

I walked towards Quil and Embry and made conversation with them as well.

"Remember when we decided to make a volcano with diet coke and Mentos and we made such a huge mess!" Quil laughed.

"Oh yeah! That was great! We made such a mess in Jacob's living room and then Billy made us clean up the whole place!" I laughed along. Quil and Embry were so naturally easy to get along. They made interacting easy and also got my mind off of Jacob.

It was getting late and I was exhausted.

"Thank you for coming to greet me, I really appreciate it," I smiled to everyone. Jacob walked through the door at the right time.

"Hey Jake, we're leaving already," Billy said while rolling to the door.

"Alright, just meet me by the car?" Jacob asked his dad. Billy nodded his head and left the house.

"See you around, okay?" Embry said while giving me one last hug.

"We need to definitely hang out," Quil said also hugging me.

"We'll see," I said jokingly, but what they didn't know was that I really didn't want to hang out with anyone.

"It was great seeing you sweetie, you need to see the kids again. Seth and Leah have gotten so big too! They couldn't make it today because they were busy, but you will see them around," she said winking at me.

"Can't wait," I smiled.

Jacob was the only person left to leave. He came up to me, barely looking at my face.

"You've changed," he said smiling. I snorted.

"Me? You've changed!" He laughed, rubbing his head nervously.

"Sorry I had to leave, I had something to do." I nodded my head in understanding.

"That's fine. You're not obligated to be here." He finally looked at me in the eyes. His eyes instantly took my breath away and I felt my heart racing once again. I don't know why looking at him caused me to react this way, but I didn't like it.

"U-um, I want to sleep. It was a long flight." I starting to feel panic and I wanted him out of the house.

"Okay? Do you want to hang out tomorrow?" he asked hopeful.

"No," I said shaking my head. He looked at me shocked. I knew he didn't expect that response from me.

"Look, I need to go. I am very tired, I have a migraine, and my wrist needs to relax," I grabbed my suit case with my good arm and started making my way upstairs.

"Do you need help carrying that up?" he asked concerned.

"No, I got one good hand. Thank you," I said while rushing upstairs. I knew I left him dumb founded.

I went upstairs and threw my suit case in a closet. I took a deep breath and tried to get the image of Jacob's eyes from my memory. I felt panic creep into me since I have never felt this way when looking at someone. Maybe I had to sleep it off. I had a long flight, and maybe it was just a reaction. I had convinced myself that all I needed was sleep. I was just being delusional since he looks completely different.