~~~ Author's Note~~~

This is my first attempt at fan fiction. I have written things in the past, but have never had the courage to publish anything. I hope you enjoy this story. Please be kind. I gladly accept any feedback.

As always, I do not own FSOG or any of the characters, they are the property of EL James and I am just borrowing them.

Chapter One

Ana's POV

"Why am I so nervous?" I ask myself while pacing in the bathroom. It isn't as if we were not planning on another child, but having only been trying for a couple of months, it is a little nerve wrecking.

I look at my watch and see that three minutes have passed. Taking a step to the counter I proceed to look down at the test. The screen shows the word pregnant in bold letters. My heart is beating fast. I take the test and put it in a drawer.

My first thought is telling Christian. He is in New York for a business meeting. He didn't want to leave Teddy and I, but it wasn't something Ros could take care of. I look at the clock and consider calling him, but feel that it wouldn't be personal enough over the phone. I know it will be better to tell him in person, so now I have two days to figure out how.

"Mama!" I hear come from the baby monitor, letting me know my son is awake.

I make my way into his room and see him standing in his crib. It is so hard to believe that he is almost a year old. His blue gray eyes are bright and his mop of copper hair is unruly. He is most certainly his father's son.

"Look who's awake! Let's get you changed my handsome little man," I say as he reaches up to me.

After I change him we spend sometime in the backyard having a dinner picnic and playing. It has been a wonderful day. The only thing missing is Christian. I decide to give him a call so Teddy can talk to his Daddy before we start getting him ready for bed. We make our way into the house and sit in the great room while I make the call. The phone rings but eventually goes to voicemail.

That is odd. I think to myself as I try dialing the number again. The same thing happens. I know he isn't in a meeting and even when he is he will still pick up. My mind begins to worry, which is unlike me. I try calling the apartment and there is no answer there either. Eventually I make the decision to call Taylor. I know it seems a bit crazy, but I am worried about Christian. His phone also goes to voicemail as well.

"Gail," I call out as I walk to the kitchen.

"Ana, is something wrong? You look a bit pale."

"Have you heard from Jason today?" I ask as I set Teddy in his highchair with his sippy cup.

"He called this morning, but I haven't heard from him since. Why? Is something wrong?" Gail asks as she finishes loading the dishwasher.

"I tried calling Christian, but there was no answer. I even called the apartment and Jason's phone, but no answer. I'm a bit worried," I tell her while wringing my fingers together.

"Why don't you go to the security office and check with Sawyer? I'll keep an eye on this little guy," Gail give me a reassuring hug and beings playing with Teddy.

"Thank you Gail. I shouldn't be long," I reply as I give Teddy a kiss on the forehead and make my way down the long hallway to the security office.

As I approach I hear someone speaking loudly, but I can't make out what is being said. My heart is racing even though I have no reason to think anything is wrong. I take a deep breath and knock on the door before entering.

"Hey, I have to go. Mrs. Grey just entered the office. Keep me informed,"Sawyer says to someone on the other end of the phone as he hangs up. He looks up at me and I automatically know something isn't right.

"What has happened to Christian?" I ask desperate to know what is going on.

"Ma'am… Ana…. Why don't you sit down?" he says pulling a chair out for me.

"Dammit Luke! I just want to know what is going on!" my heart begins racing and I know I should sit, but don't want to waste a second.

"I'll tell you what I know," Sawyer says as he shifts in his chair,"Two hours ago Mr. Grey and Taylor were on their way back to the apartment when someone ran a red light and hit their car. Welch is getting information as we speak, but I don't know anything else at the moment."

My legs become jelly and tears stream down my face. Frozen in place, my mind begins to think worst case scenario. Then I realize I've sunk to the floor with my head in my hands. The idea of a life without my husband is unimaginable.

I finally manage to get up and run out of the room. I make my way up stairs to our bedroom. Once I'm in my closet I pull out a bag and begin packing. Getting to New York is the only thing I can think of right now. I need to get to Christian is the only thought going through my head.

"Ana what are you doing?"Sawyer asks as he enters the closet.

"I need to get to New York. Have Stephan get the jet ready. We need to leave as soon as possible," I order him though the tears still streaming down my face.

"Ma'am we don't know anything yet. I can't let you go until we know more. Plus, the jet is unavailable."

"Then book me a flight! If you won't then I will! If I have to I'll drive there myself!" I yell as Sawyer kneels down and puts my head in his hands to force my eyes to look at him.

"You need to think about Teddy right now. We don't know Mr. Grey's or Taylor's condition at the moment. They could be fine and arguing with the hospital staff for all we know. Please wait until we know more. If it is bad then I will get someone to fly us to New York," he pleads with me.

The tears finally begin to subside and my mind begins to clear. I know he is right. I have to think about our son. Christian would be furious with me if I did anything less. As I stand Sawyer takes hold of my arm to keep me balanced. My whole body is still shaking and I know I must look like a mess.

"I'm sorry Luke. You are right and I am over reacting. I need to clean up and put Teddy to bed. Are you going to talk to Gail about Taylor?" I ask realizing that this affects her as much as me.

"Once you are settled I will tell her what is going on. Should I call Mr. Grey and Dr. Trevelyan?"

"Please do. Ask them if they would like to come over. If so, please send of the guys to get them. I would hate for them to be driving after hearing the news."

"I'll do that now. If I hear anything I will let you know. Is there anything else I can do?" Sawyer asks as he begins to step out of the room.

"No, and thank you for everything. Especially for being a friend," I say before closing the door.

My clothes are riddled with tears so I change quickly and splash some water on my face before heading to get Teddy from Gail. I know that taking care of our son will help to ease my nerves. Plus, I know that once Gail hears the news she is going to need my support as well. The only thing I can do right now is keep a level head and hope Christian and Taylor are okay.