they are powerful
they will watch
they are colorful
they are in every notch
. . .
do you dare
defy them?
do they care
about anything but them?
. . .
if you asked us
that question,
the answer
would be
no
. . .
some days they descend
from their heavens
but never will they defend
that's us; some call us heathens
. . .
generations
of the
same
pattern
. . .
they are content
to just watch
and we resent
the bleeding we must staunch
. . .
it is
their fault
we are stuck
like
this
. . .
they call upon
us and they
call us "daughter, son"
and we listen but do not obey
. . .
the thing about blood
is that theirs is gold
and ours is red
. . .
and really,
they had it coming
when their heavens
oh, yes, those heavens —
when the heavens caught fire
. . .
someone had to do it
and someone did do it
(he's in elysium, now)
they got their wake-up call
and they did not listen
so we took the fall
and in our eyes the tears glisten
. . .
yes,
we take
the falls for you
and we take
the calls for you
we ask
so little of you
and yet we get
nothing from you
(we learn to expect it)
. . .
that night
when the heavens caught fire
(again)
that night we knew
we would have to put out the flames
that night
when the heavens caught fire
. . .
some people dared
to defy
those who didn't care
they now lie
broken in the deep
. . .
that night when the heavens caught fire
we wanted to let it burn
and we wanted to face their ire
when they were to return
. . .
instead
that night when the heavens caught fire
we burned
our flames rushed with ire
and we knew what was coming
if we returned
. . .
but they are family
so we stay
anyway
. . .
and they are family
but they use us
anyway
. . .
i think of bittersweetness when i think of the gods/demigods relationships. this is the more bitter side