A/N: Hey guys! So I'm back! I'm trying to get back into the flow of writing with this fic. There is a trigger warning for rape in this story. Anyways, enjoy and please review!
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"Lindsay's at the same location." Mouse said through the phone.
"Alright, got it. Thanks." Jay replied, panting. He needed to find her.
"Left on Warbash!" He shouted to Antonio, banging on the dashboard.
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She couldn't breathe. The stench of what ever they used to drug her, stuck at the back of her throat. All she could do was cough.
She felt vulnerable. Erin Lindsay felt vulnerable because she never let herself get into a position to feel that way. Except for now.
She continued to struggle against the bounds. Hoping that maybe she could break free. She couldn't.
Erin could hear people whispering. They were probably discussing what to do with her. Kidnapping a Chicago Cop was suicide.
Suddenly, a tall man walked into the room. When the door opened, she could see Tawny and Spence looking at her with no emotion in their eyes. The tall guy had a kitchen knife in his hand.
He walked over to her, as she struggled some more. He put one knee on the bed and leaned over her. The knife was as her neck as he stuck his nose in her her.
"Get off of me." Erin tried to speak, through the gag over her mouth.
"Relax." He whispered, his breath reeked of alcohol.
She tried to kick him, but her legs were tied together too tightly. When he moved away, she unsuccessfully tried to scoot over to the overside of the bed.
She turned her head to see him put the blade on the nightstand and walk over to the other side of the room. He shot up on what ever drug he was using before making his way back over to her. Erin tried to get free again but it just wasn't working. She was getting tired.
He leant back over her and put the knife back in it's place, on her neck. He was disgustingly close to her. She could feel his erection against her ass. She wanted to throw up. This was all so fucked up.
He put one of his arms around her waist and pulled her closer into him and started to grind his crotch against her backside.
That's when she felt the tears coming. Where was her team? Where was Jay? Weren't they coming for her?
His hand made it's way across her front where he viciously ripped her shirt open, showing her plain black bra.
It didn't take him long to have that off aswell. All Erin could do was keep moving, keep his hands off of her. It didn't work.
He grabbed at her breast, which sent a sharp pain go around her body. How was this happening to her?#
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As soon as the door was down, Jay ran through the house, looking for his partner. He saw Ruzek and Atwater go after Tawny and Spence so he could find Erin.
When he heard her scream, he knew exactly what was going on. He ran up the stairs as fast as he possibly could to the room where the unthinkable was happening to Erin.
He felt his feet moving faster. How could he have let this happen to her? He should have never have let her gone. She was his girlfriend. She was his partner.
When Jay found himself in front of the door, he aggressively pushed it open. What he saw on the other side was something that he never wanted to see.
He slowly and quietly walked into the room. He didn't want to startle the guy, in case he had a weapon and he didn't want to startle Erin either.
The man had his pants and underwear around he ankles. His ass clenching as he thrusted into Erin.
He was too late.
He walked closer to Erin, she wasn't making any sound. When she saw him, he put a finger up to his lips, showing her to be quiet.
Jay could see that she was in pain. He was in pain for her. He walked up and put his gun against the back of the scumbag's head.
"Put the knife down." Jay sternly said.
"You shoot, she's dead." He snickered.
"Put the knife down. Pull out. I won't ask again."
"Make m-" Before he could finish his sentence, Jay shot and the knife fell to the floor.
Jay grabbed his lifeless body by the neck and pulled him off Erin.
The fear in her eye was hard not to miss. Her top half was bare, the only clothing she had on was her ripped panties.
He quickly untied her and took the gag off. She said nothing. Jay looked down to see how much damage the disgusting man had done to her.
The most sensitive part of her body was red and cut. He could see that she was bleeding.
"Hey, you're okay, baby." He whispered. He didn't know if he was lying or not. She was so stiff in his arms. She needed to know that she was safe. "He can't hurt you anymore."
With that, she loosened in his arms and started to sob. He held her tight, being careful not to hurt her.
He heard someone walk into the room, so he covered Erin up with his jacket.
Jay turned his head to see Antonio. He was just grateful that it wasn't Voight. Hank didn't need to see Erin like this.
"Call an ambo." Jay said to Antonio. She needed a hospital.
Erin was in surgery. That bastard had damaged her so badly that she needed surgery.
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As soon as they had arrived at the hospital, Nat and Will had been waiting for them. Erin needed people that she knew and trusted.
Hank hadn't been by yet. He was mad. He had both Tawny and Spence back at the district.
"Jay." Natalie said as she walked over to him.
"Is she okay?" Jay asked. Fear laced his voice.
"She's going to be fine." Nat replied. "Physically, anyway."
"Meaning?" Jay questioned.
"Jay, the damage done was brutal. She's going to be in a lot pain. Not just physically but mentally too."
Jay nodded. "When can I see her?"
"Soon."
He was going to try so hard to make things right.
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Jay was sat in Chicago Med's waiting room for another forty-five minutes before Erin's nurse told him that he was allowed to see her.
He was nervous. He was afraid that she would hate him for not coming for her sooner.
When Jay got to her room, he pulled the glass door open to see her sat upright in her bed.
"Hey." He whispered.
"You're here." She muttered.
"Of course. Why wouldn't I be, baby?" Jay asked, shock filling his voice.
"Because I thought that maybe you'd think that I'm disgusting." Erin mumbled.
"Erin." Jay Replied. "I could never think that you're disgusting."
"You sure?"
"Yes. I'm also sure of one thing else."
"Yeah, and what's that?"
"It's gonna be okay, baby."
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A/N: So, that was very difficult to write. I hope I did okay. I've never been in that situation. Anyways, I hope you enjoyed. Next update will be on Tuesday. Thank you all so much for reading. Please Review!