A/N: Love Divergent but sadly don't own it! Hope you enjoy, please R&R!

If I go through with this, I die. If I don't go through with this, we all die. That's the last thought I have before entering the Weapons Lab. I couldn't let Caleb go through with this out of guilt towards me and he would almost certainly die from the death serum. I walk into the lab, I'm weak and slightly dizzy from the serum release but I have a mission to complete. I know it. I look around the room and search for the green button that will stop the memory serum release. I find it and place my hand on it as I fall to the ground, breathing heavily and filled with exhaustion. I turn and try to will myself towards the exit but I'm too late. David enters the room, pistol in hand. I can't make out what he's saying. I take a deep breath and feel the pain of a bullet hit my ribs. I want to scream but I can't get enough air as it is. Blood floods the floor around me and every breath begins to hurt. I collapse and everything goes black.

I wake up in a sterile white room laying in a hospital bed. I don't recognize this place, it's not the bureau hospital because the room doesn't look like Uriah's room. Where am I? Where is everyone? My heart aches for Tobias, does he even know I'm alive? I take in my surroundings, I realize the bullet is gone but the pain in my ribs is still there. I swing my legs off the bed and stand, taking the IV pole and a mysterious bag of fluid hanging from it with me as I try to open the door in the room. I panic, not knowing where I am or how to get out.

I scream and cry but no one answers, I sit on the floor crying. Defeated. I stare at the door knob, wondering how this thing won't open and who locked me in here. The knob starts turning and I see an unfortunate, familiar face: David. He's up and walking again without his wheelchair. "Hello, Tris. You're up!" he says in despising way. "What do you want?" I ask him angrily. "Let's have a little chat and then I have some fun planned for you." I shove him into the door and hold my arm over his throat. "Let me out. Now!" I yell. He shoved me back surprisingly strong and pick me up. I kick and flail in his arms. He slams me down on the bed and holds me there as he fastens the restraints.

"You are never getting out! Do what I say or else." He orders. I just nod with tears brimming in my eyes. How did I get myself into this situation? How will I ever get out? "Do you feel guilty? Like, at all?" I say with my voice cracking and tears threatening to spill but I won't let him see me cry. I try to concentrate on my anger with him instead. "I don't have time to feel guilty. And neither do you." He says sternly, an angry darkness forming in his eyes. He goes the IV pole and turns the rate of the mysterious purple fluid on the pole up to the maximum rate. "This is serum and you're going to test a simulation for me." I scream no repeatedly until everything goes black, afraid of what another simulation will bring me.

When I open my eyes, I'm in a locked room with all my friends and family on the outside. I try to yell out to them but it's if they can't hear me. I can't open the door. I know this is a simulation so I try to think hard and manage to get a key. I pick it up off the floor and frantically try to use it to open the door until I hear a click and pull it open. I see my loved ones including Tobias for a few seconds; smiling and happy until they fade away. Next, I see David and Jeanine sitting at a table with a gun on the table. "Do it!" they both say and force the gun into my hand. David yanks the gun out of my hand and points it at my head. He shoots and I fall backwards onto the floor instantly. I wake up, panting as the sim ends. I'm still stuck in the bed with my hands and feet tied. David is gone for now and I slip into a dreamless sleep as I finally feel like effects of painkillers coarsening through my veins.