A/N: This chapter is M-rated. You are warned. Also my first time trying to write it. Thanks again for reviews.
After Leonard overcame the shock of Penny kissing him, he kissed her back with the same intensity. It took only seconds before Penny's tongue begged for entrance. He opened his mouth and their tongues wrestled for several minutes. Penny moaned into his mouth, while she wanted this to be slow and full of love, she also wanted him now.
"Let's move this to the bed." She whispered between kisses.
She lifted off his hoodie and started to unbuckle his belt while he kissed her on that spot on her neck he knew she liked which made her moan.
He then lifted her up and carried her over to the bed while she bit his earlobe.
She used those moments to discard her sweater and bra, so when he gently let her down on the bed, he kissed down her neck and onto her breasts, taking her left nipple in his mouth, making her moan. It had been a while for her and she was desperate to get him naked.
Then Leonard remembered something important. "Penny, I don't have..."
"IUD" Was all she responded and then she grabbed his belt buckle and dragged his pants down, showing off his spider-man boxers. She quickly pulled them down which made his erection stand out after being released. Penny licked her lips.
He continued caressing her breasts, licking her nipple and around her areola, making Penny moan at the feeling.
Finally she couldn't take it anymore and pushed him down on the bed. She then crawled on all fours with her breasts hanging down, giving him quite a view.
When she finally got face to face with him, she kissed him deeply again, then grabbed his cock and centered it on her entrance. Their eyes locked before she went down on him, releasing the breath she didn't know she was holding. After letting herself adjust to him, she started moving a little, slow but steady as she wanted to savor this moment. Feeling him inside her made her realize how much she had missed this. Not that everything else with Leonard wasn't good, but their sex had almost always been very good. Only those awkward first times were bad, or okay as she had stated back then. She guessed she was right when she told him that they needed to find their likes and dislikes and how they wanted it. Once they had, the sex was amazing, if not the best she ever had. But now, as she have confessed her love for him for the first time, she wanted it to be slow and full of love.
So once she moved, she leaned forward to look into his eyes as they moved in sync. She wanted to really show him how much she wanted this, wanted him. She leaned down and kissed him again as he started helping things along and it didn't take long before she came. She felt her walls clenching as she moaned loudly into his mouth and her breath was erratic. Her eyes were black with arousal as he watched her coming down from her high. So Leonard decided to switch position, holding her while turning so he was on top, never separating from her.
He started thrusting deep, but slow making her gasp at every thrust as she saw the love he had for her in his eyes, which was probably a mirror of her own.
She decided to put her legs around his hip to get him even closer while getting her arms around his neck as he continued thrusting.
She pulled him down to kiss him again. She poured all her love into it and it made him speed up a fraction which signaling he was close. She clenched her vaginal muscles as he kept thrusting and she desperately wanted to come with him this time. So she bit his earlobe and whispered. "Come for me Leonard. I'll be there with you." That was all it took and he sped up and spilled inside her as she came with him for a second time.
It took a couple of minutes and him using his inhalator to calm their breath down, he then got some wet wipes and gave some to her to clean up. After they were done, he pulled the comforter over them as they snuggled closely and a bliss-full sleep got over them.
Next morning...
Penny woke up feeling very satisfied. But Leonard was not holding her, she used her arms to reach out, but he was not there. Panic got to her and she wondered if it all was a dream. She shot up and looked around, but relaxed when she saw that she was in the hotel room they had stayed in for the night. But where was he?
She heard the toilet flush and him walking out from the bathroom. She smiled.
"Hey you." She said, the covers barely covering her naked body.
"Good morning." He replied and walked towards her and leaned down to kiss her. She immediately complied and deepened the kiss and getting her arms around him and dropped the covers as she did. When he pulled back, his eyes widened at her naked body. It made her feel good, knowing the effect she had on him even after these years.
"How did you sleep?" He then asked her.
"Like a baby." She replied kissing him again. "Last night was great Leonard."
"Yeah?" Leonard looked at her, still insecure after spending the night with her.
Of course he was in doubt. But she was having none of it so she linked her arms around his head, looking into his eyes. "Leonard, last night was the best thing that happened to me since we were together. You don't even know how much I've missed this. I made a huge mistake breaking up with you and I promise you, that will never happen again." She kissed him again.
"That's good to know." He said. "But can I ask you something?"
"Sure." She replied.
"What have changed? What has happened since we were together that made you feel like this?"
Penny sighed. She really wasn't good with this things, but she wanted to be honest with him.
"Leonard, I really mean that when I say it was a mistake. To be honest, when you said you loved me, I panicked because of the last few relationships I've had didn't end well. I told Kurt that I loved him and he cheated on me several times. The last relationship I had before you was with Mike and even though he cheated on me and posted those things online about our sex-life, I loved him. At least I believe I did." She thought about it for a few seconds.
"You believe you did?" Leonard asked.
"Leonard, it's hard to explain." Penny wasn't sure how to say it.
"Penny, I'm pretty smart guy." He smiled at her.
"Okay Leonard, I guess at the time, I loved them both because I didn't know better. Kurt brought me here to Los Angeles and promised me a good life so I thought I was in love with him. With Mike, we were really close and he even asked me to move in with him before we broke up."
Leonard was surprised at this revelation.
"Anyway, both of them cheated on me and I was an idiot thinking it never happened. So Leonard, when you came along, being the nicest guy a girl could ask for, I fought my feelings for you for a long time. I thought it was just my imagination, so I pushed those feelings away and went on several dates, even though I never initiated something with them and I never felt any connection to them as I did with you. Which I was upset about and couldn't understand. So when you asked me out after Mike, I thought it could be good going out with someone who actually cared about me. You remember that right?" She asked and he nodded. "But I was also terrified at the time because we were getting so close as friends and I didn't wanna lose that with you. That's why I'm guessing it was weird when we had sex the first few times. Going from friends to something more, was strange and I guess I was nervous those first few times since I wanted it badly. But hey, in the end we figured it out right?" She winked at him and he blushed.
Then she grabbed his face and made him look at her. "But Leonard, never doubt that I really love you. You are the only man I have really loved and I'm yours for as long as you want me." She then kissed him hard to cement those feelings.
After a hefty make-out session, they both got up and dressed for breakfast. They held hands walking down to the buffet and got themselves a selection and sat down eating, always holding one hand. They chatted about how they had seen the last few days, the stress of everything and how they should have cleared things up earlier. Eventually they got over to my light subjects, enjoying their breakfast together.
Once back in the room, Penny remembered something.
"Leonard? What are you gonna do with Sheldon? You terminated the roommate-agreement."
Honestly, he hadn't thought much about it. He was tired of living with Sheldon and wasn't really in a hurry to move back there.
"I don't know Penny. I really doubt I wanna move back there again. Living with Sheldon is so annoying and I'm tired of it." He explained.
Penny nodded. "I don't blame you there. How anyone can live with him is beyond me, no offense."
"None taken." He smiled before grabbing her arms and getting her flush to his body and started kissing her passionately.
When it ended, Penny's cheeks were red. "What was that for? Not that I'm complaining."
"No reason, just wanted to kiss my girlfriend."
She liked hearing him say that. "So I'm your girlfriend huh?" She teased him.
Suddenly Leonard got self-conscious. "Oh, I'm sorry. I guess I just assumed after last night..." He got cut off.
Penny smiled. "Relax Leonard. I'm just teasing you." She kissed him again.
Leonard smiled wickedly. "Well, if that's how it is, I might have to punish you." He grabbed her ass.
"Oh really? What are you gonna do about it?" She wouldn't stop this for anything.
He kissed her and lifted her towards the bed and it was another 45 minutes before they got dressed again.
Later that day...
Leonard was looking at his beautiful girlfriend putting on her clothes. How did he get so lucky? Of course Penny noticed him staring.
"What are you looking at?" She asked smiling.
"You of course." He replied.
"What about me Leonard?" She wondered.
"I'm just mesmerized by your beauty. How anyone can look like that is beyond me."
That made Penny blush. "You are such a smooth talker, you know that?" She blew him a kiss.
"I'm only speaking the truth." He held up his hands in mock-defense.
Penny knew that. He was the only one she believed saying those things. Guys said she was sexy and hot all the time. But nobody except Leonard had said she was beautiful and it meant so much for her coming from him.
He walked up to her and circled her waist. He leaned next to her ear. "You know, looking at you standing here in just bra and panties, makes me wanna forget the dinner and just ravish you right here and now." That made her shudder in delight.
"Leooonard, as much as I would like that, I really wanna go out and eat. I'm getting quite hungry and later you can do what you want with me okay?" She gave him a quick kiss before disappearing into the bathroom.
Penny was standing in front of the mirror, looking at herself. She couldn't help but smile. She was so happy right now. Finally confessed her love to Leonard. Telling him about her feelings, not just about what happened with Raj, but everything regarding their relationship and even before that. She meant it when she said that Leonard is the only one she truly have loved. If she hadn't been so foolish when she broke up with him, they would have been so much further in their relationship. Although it was not starting at scratch again, it was several steps backwards. But there was no doubt she wanted to spend her life with Leonard. No woman was to ever be allowed to take him away from her again. No Priya, Leslie or that doctor Stephanie. Why was it always highly educated woman? Of course, they could see how good a catch he actually was. Leonard was not only incredibly smart, he was caring, nice and believed that people in general was good, which some people sure took advantage off. But she would be with him from now on. She was not gonna let anyone take advantage of her man again. If they tried, she would go all Nebraska on them.
A knock on the door got her out of her thoughts. "Penny, are you ready?" Leonard asked.
"Just a minute." She applied some light makeup and put on a light summer dress and walked out of the bathroom.
"Wow." Was all Leonard could say.
Penny felt good knowing she could get that reaction out of him by just putting on some light makeup and a cute dress. She grabbed his hand and strolled out, enjoying the nice weather.
After they walked for a little while, she couldn't help but ask.
"So where are we going honey?" She squeezed his hand at the same time.
Leonard looked at her. He had his way of looking at her without her feeling like a sex-object, which most guys usually saw her as. But he always saw the person underneath. The person only a small amount of people wanted to see. But he loved that, he loved her for how she was being friendly to everyone, not stepping down for anything and how she never just saw him and his friends for just nerds, but nice guys. Sure, it had taken a while for her to warm up on the other guys, but Leonard usually always made it tolerable.
"We are going to that Italian place you like so much."
"Oh oh, you are taking me to Il Fornaio?" Her eyes lit up in excitement.
"Yes, that's the one, just a few minutes walk from here. Let's go." He dragged her along.
Of course he remembered her favorite place. Just the guy Leonard was.
They reached the restaurant just a few minutes later and Leonard got them a table outside. There was not many other at the place yet, so luckily there was no problem getting a table.
A waiter, whose name was Ricardo, quickly gave them the menus and they spent the next few minutes deciding.
When Ricardo approached them again and asked if they have decided. Leonard told him that Penny wanted the cannelloni al fornox, which is fresh pasta with free-range rotisserie chicken, sun-dried tomatoes, ricotta, pecorino, smoked mozarella and organic spinach. He decided for the pollo toscano which is free-range chicken seasoned with rosemary, served with seasonal veggies and yukon gold-roasted potatoes.
While waiting for their food, they drank some of their wine, of course Penny had chosen as she knew more about that than Leonard.
Penny was freaking out a little, because she was about to take a big step in their relationship and even though she wasn't sure she was ready for such a big step, she knew she needed Leonard and this would fortify their relationship so much more and she was excited for that.
She looked at him with his curly hair and glasses, he had started talking about his last experiment at work and she had no idea what he was talking about, but she saw how happy he was talking so passionately about it and she was feeling a little jealous as she didn't have that thing in her life. But a thought hit her and she smiled at that.
"So Leonard, I have something to tell you." She was feeling nervous, but she really needed to say this.
"Okay? Is is something bad?" Leonard was getting worried.
Of course he would get nervous and worried. "No, nothing bad Leonard. It's actually something good." She smiled and grabbed his hand.
"Okay Penny." He stroked the palm of her hand which helped her calm her nerves.
"Leonard, I hear all the time how passionate you are about your science-stuff and to be honest, it makes me feel jealous that I don't have that in my life." Penny started.
"Oh Penny. You.. " She stopped him mid-sentence.
"Please, let me continue." When she was met with silence, she took another deep breath.
"Then I realized I do have something." At his confusion she continued. "I am passionate about you." They both smiled at each other. "What I'm saying Leonard is that I love you and I am always happy being with you. You always brighten my day with everything you do. So I... I want to take it to the next level." She looked at him again.
Leonard was stunned. Was this the same woman that was so afraid to say I love you to him?
When he didn't say anything, she continued. "So Leonard, I know this will come as a shock to you, but I want us to move in together."
A/N: So there you have it. I know that the M-rated part was not as descriptive or long as I planned, but there will be more of that in future chapters. Please leave a review and maybe give me ideas if you have any.