Shingeki no bahamut Virgin soul:

Trapped and lost: Why fighting to live?

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Why did he fight back? Why does he want to stay alive? Why did he fight back in the arena? What reason could he possibly have? He should just get it over with. Yet he can't.

Him, fighting in the arena for humanity's pleasure, Laughable, pathetic. How could he have ever ended up here? Now in this dark cell waiting for the next fight to take place.

It is a rhetorical question. He knows damn well how he ended up here. It´s not Nina´s fault, it was his own fault. He was a fool, to hasty. He seriously thought that with Nina he could win but he thought to simple. He didn't even knew how her power exactly worked or what Nina really wanted. He only thought about himself and that he would be able to do it. Pretty usual thinking for a demon, but not as successful. He was desperate and impatient, blinded by rage and hungry for vengeance. The demons who trusted and followed had paid for it. He should have followed the example of his Brother. Waiting, planning, carefully watching and when everything is in your favour, attack.

But he was not Lucifer, he could not wait any longer seeing his kin being treated like that. What if the right time never came?

In the end Azazel overestimated himself and underestimated Charioce, humanity. That is why he is here. Now he is in this cell, rotting away while fighting for his life. But why is he fighting? All his demon ''comrades'' are dead and the ones that are left alive probably want him dead for failing. And Lucifer? Probably somewhere waiting for whatever. Nina and Kaiser were fools. Now they are locked up to.

His chest hurts and he wishes he could talk to his brother. He shakes his head and tries to lie down. He closes his eyes and takes a deep breath.

Mugaro...

How is Mugaro doing? He wonders. What is he anyway? That mysterious power, being summoned by the gods, called a holy child... Azazel never noticed. He is such a fool. His brother would have noticed. If he had, would it have changed anything? Are the gods and angels hurting him? Is Mugaro even a real demon?

Azazel sighs. He takes a deep breath and tries to sleep. Tomorrow there will be more fighting.

Mugaro...

where is he? He wants to see him. He hopes that he is all right. He misses him.

Now Azazel has realised why he keeps fighting to live.

He really is a fool and Pathetic, caring for a young demon child, raising it and loving it. Though it might not even be demon at all. Though he might be the worst guardian of all ... he still wants to see him.

''Mugaro...'' He whispers.

Author's note

I really like this show so you can expect more fanfics of me. I will probably put them all here. Sorry if my English sucks but I hope you like the story. I am not that good at writing but really wanted to write about this. Especially after the last episode where the screen from Azazel wondering why he was fighting goes to Mugaro looking at his flute.

My questions:

Who will save Azazel : Lucifer? Rita? Mugaro/El?

How does Jeanne really feel about Azazel raising her child?

How will Aazzel react to Mugaro being an angel and jeanne's child?

And will anyone be able to get Mugaro to not want to be a hero?

Feel free to tell me your theory.

Next chapter will probaly be about someone saving Azazel. Or about things I want to happen in the show.