Hi peeps,

lately I have been more obsessed with Death Note that usual

and i think Near is adorably.

which is where this stemed from.

Near is L and Light Child in this and it will be a carrier fic.

Chapter 1

Light looked down at the pregnancy test in his hand, shaking and slightly sweating as he did so.

Positive

3+ weeks

Even though logical he knew that there was less than a 2% change of a false positive, and even less of tests that were designed for carriers, all logic went out the window at that moment.

He tried a total of 10 pregnancy test after that, all high quality, all reliable, and they all said the same thing.

Positive

The word was mocking, scornful, like it was screaming out at him "what you gonna do now?"

"Light, I'm back" Light's fiancé, Misa Amane, called as she walked through the door of their apartment.

But Light didn't have the energy or the motivation to do anything, he just sat on the bathroom floor crying, surrounded by various pregnancy tests.

"Light?" Misa called hesitantly as she stepped into the room.

Then, she caught sight of the pregnancy tests.

Within an instant her hand came up to her mouth, tears gathering in her eyes, threating to spill out.

"I'm sorry" Light said in a broken voice, and he meant it, he might not like Misa the way she liked him but after he asked her to marry him he promised he wouldn't be unfaithful, it was just his luck that the baby was conceived before that.

Suddenly Misa collapsed on the floor next to him and they were both sobbing on their bathroom floor. Letting their emotions flow out as a baby grew inside him.

"What happens now?" Misa asked, and the question hit Light like a ton of bricks.

For once he didn't know, he didn't have a plan, he didn't know what happened next and it terrified him.

Babies were uncharted territory, they came with surprises, stress and scarifies, and most importantly they were unpredictable.

"It's L's, isn't it" Misa stated when Light didn't answer the first question.

Light nodded, it was even so slight but he nodded, then suddenly he was sobbing again and he couldn't stop himself.

"Hey, it's going to be okay" Misa said as she reached out to hug him but Light wasn't listen, he was in his own world.

The time he spent with L, even with all the suspicion, were probably the best moments of his life. Until that day. It was a week before they discovered the death note, or rediscovered in his case, they were lying in bed and then he said it.

"Light, I'm breaking up with you"

It was so blunt and there was no room for argument, no hint of sadness in his voice, just coldness, like all the nights they'd spent together and all the "I love you's" meant nothing…and it broke him.

He spent the rest of the week crying until he got his memories back, but even when he did so the rage inducing the desire to kill him had disappear, which is why he was still alive even after he acquired his name from Misa.

God, I'm pregnant with L's child Light though as he calmed downed, the fact slow sinking in.

"You're not getting rid of it are you?" Misa asked quietly, make up running all over her face.

"No" Light found himself answering instinctively, the word spilling out of his mouth without his consent.

Misa smiled slightly before asking "then what are you going to do?"

"I-I don't know, I don't fucking know, is that what you wanted to hear" Light snapped before taking several long breaths, trying his best to return to his calm and collected self.

"Its fine, I'll sort it out, just let me handle it" Light said before standing up, giving his face a quick wash and walking out the door.

A few moments later the front door of the apartment could be heard opening and closing, and just like that Light was gone.

The task force headquarters became like a second home to Light during his confinement so he went there and, thankfully, L was nowhere to be see.

"Where's L?" Light asked Aizawa and Mogi as he came in, trying to note look to out of character.

"Oh, he's off doing something with Watari" Aizawa answered "hey, isn't it your day off"

Light faltered for a bit before saying "yeah but I decided to come in anyway, Misa's being a bit insufferable, you know?"

"better than most" Aizawa said "my wife was the exact same when we were planning our wedding, word of advice, leave all the decision making to her and agree to anything she says"

"I'll bare that in mind" Light said before sitting down and drowning himself in work, trying to take his mind of the child inside off him.

Light got half an hour of peace before L walked in, Ryuk trailing behind him.

"I'm never going to get used to seeing that thing" Mogi whisper to Aizawa.

Originally Rem was going to stay with Kyosuke Higuchi but after complaining about his boredom and promising to do what Light say if it meant entertainment he took the death note to Higuchi.

In hindsight Light was glad about the last minute change, he couldn't imagine what Ryuk would say if he was him crying on the floor like he was earlier.

The urge to tell L about the baby was so strong, however, he knew that if he did then L would push for an abortion and the more he thought about the more he wanted to keep the baby.

Ring. Ring. Ring.

It was Misa, offering him an ample opportunity to get out of there without looking to suspicion.

"Yes, Misa" he said picking up the phone.

"I need you to come home now" Misa said before putting the phone and Light was left to walk back home to his impending break up.

10 minutes later and Light was walking into his apartment, shutting the door behind him, but not locking it, expecting to be kicked out before the night was over.

He walked into the front room where Misa was sitting on the couch before bracing himself for the screaming…but instead she just smiled.

"Light, I thing I've figured it out" Misa said.

"Figured what out?" Light asked confused.

"Figured out what to do with your child obviously" Misa said.

"o-ok" Light said as Misa lead him to the couch.

"You should disappear" Misa stated.

"What?"

"Disappear" Misa repeated "America, Europe, China, wherever"

"It's not that simple, Misa" Light snapped "it is disappear L will be even more sure that I'm Kira"

"Then I'll confess" Misa said.

"What?" Light asked for seemingly was the 100th time that day.

"I'll confess, say that you had nothing to do with it and you can leaving saying to need time to process everything"

"Why are you doing this?" Light asked after a moment of silence

There was another moment of silence as Misa lower her head to her knees.

"I told you why Rem gave me the note, didn't I" Misa said.

"Yeah a Shinigami saved your life" Light said, not seeing where that came in.

"Well before that man died he stabbed me in the stomach, I was pregnant at the time" Misa said in a quiet voice "that's one of the reasons I joined you, I don't want to see anyone else lose their baby the way I did"

"Ok let's do it" Light said agreeing with her plan.

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