'I died… my time is over … i have left the mortal plain… i don't know whether i should feel happy ...sad ...angry….because right now i feel nothing.'

' i feel no emotion except a strange calming feeling in the back of my mind, i cannot feel my limbs…. I can't hear , see , taste, touch …. I can't feel anything….. '

I start to panic everything hits me like a flood, like i have been holding back a river by myself…. I've never been a very open person, never been good at expressing my feelings or good at communicating but i feel like i just watched my whole live in a third person perspective…. And god was it boring….Hell i felt like i wanted to die again it was that boring but alas that calming feeling came back.

My life i soo boring ,was i guess, but its over know, i'm dead and nothing i can do will change that fact.

In my past live i was an otaku, i loved anime so much so i would take weeks off of school just to watch a new series or read new manga, i eventually dropped out of school, my parents didn't like that but they put up with me, i barely came out of my room and when i did it was to go toilet or to get food, my parents didn't mind but that changed when my brother moved out. He was 25 and i was 16, he helped me out alot ,always went to the shop for me to get me snacks or drinks, it was because of him i didn't really leave the house. I talked to him more than anyone , but still very rarely. But when he moved out my parents tried to get me to either go with him to his new apartment or get a job ,rather than free loading off of them.

I was 16 in Ireland trying to get a job and let me tell you , it wasn't easy. If you still a teenager getting a job in ireland was rare, the only ones people who job are people whose parents blow the employers. Since my parents weren't going to do that for me, finding a job is going to be a challenge. I was searching for 6 months before i got a part time job loading and unloading boxes, easy job and decent pay so i wasn't complaining, my parents let me stay as long as they got one third of my earnings a month, i didn't mind i didn't really buy anything anyway but still it was a steep price for a privileged white teenager to pay each month.

After that nothing interesting happened i would work during the day watch anime and whatever during the night, this lasted until i was 18 when i decided to do something interesting, i decided to go to Japan. My parents didn't really care what i did , i think they were just iwas going to leave the house. I had a penpal over in japan, his name was bigdaddy67, i kinda hope it's a guy cause any girl with that id would be kinda weird. he/she lived near akihabara and they let me stay at their house. Anyway they met me at the airport found out, bigdaddy was actually named Renji and is a guy,thankfully. He was a big Fairy Tail fan, like me, so we got on great thankfully we didn't argue over ships or anything like that, anyway the reason i was going to japan , other than meeting renji and sightseeing, was that Hiro Mashima was doing a signing for fairy tail. We waited in line the night before so we could meet him.

"Can't wait man, i'm so fucking excited to meet him", Renji always curses when he is excited and is actually rather tame otherwise.

" yea man same … here man imma gonna take a piss watch my space."

"Sure man no prob, hurry up though there going to start letting people in soon."he shouted after me.

I just waved at him .the restroom was across the street, it was actually pretty quiet for a main road, i guess it's because of the event going on. Anyway when i finished up i seen the line still wasn't moving so i went in to the convenience store to by some snacks, it was just a few doors down from the restroom. I guess you could say it was in a pretty convenient place….heh yes i know that was bad im sowwy.

Anyway enough of that bullshit, i got a bottle of water for each of us and warm bento. As i was coming out of the shop i seen that they started letting people in, for some reason seeing this i just ran across the street as i was doing this i realised the stupid mistake. I watched way too many anime with people running across a road in japan to know what's about to happen.

"Hello truck-cha-"that's where it hit me like a truck, literally because it was a fucking truck. I'm pretty sure more people get hit by trucks in japan than anywhere else in the world.

And now here i am, in what seems like an endless abyss, i feel nothing, see nothing, hear nothing and it's painfully boring. "God i wish my life was interesting, like an anime."

I took me a while to register the fact i actually spoke, that i could feel the words leave my mouth. When i realised that i had hope maybe i wouldn't spend forever in this endless abyss. I was never a very religious person, i didn't really care if there was a god or multiple, i didn't care about people's beliefs, i wouldn't judge them. If someone worship satan i wouldn't avoid them nor would i accuse them to be evil, i would let them be it's their live and they choose how to live it. But part of me held a little hope when i heard my voice, maybe i would be judged by a god and be able to carry on living, maybe i could actually do something rather than rot here and be driven to insanity by my own fucked up thoughts…

"Well aren't you an interesting mortal~" a powerful voice spoke out, it sounded feminine, sultry yet childish and playful. It held wonder and intelligence. Honestly it was the most beautiful voice, no sound, i have ever heard. I didn't sound like it came from someone who treats others as pawns , as mere tools on a playing field, it didn't sound like someone who thinks they are better than everyone nor did they sound cold and disgusted like the image people usually paint beings of higher power in stories. Honestly i can't even think of a face for such a voice… it baffled me that someone with such a voice would speak to me a lowly 18 year old virgin from ireland, a person who would rather stay lock in his room playing games, watching anime and reading manga rather than make friends, hell even socialising in general.

" Mah Mah, no need to think such depressing thoughts, your perfect just the way you are child." i snorted at this. " anyway enough of this we have little time to discuss about the next chapter in your story"

"Wait hold on story ? Ha what is this some kinda Fanfiction or something." in hindsight i probably shouldn't be talking this way to what can only be described as a divine being…. Bit late now.

" Heheh this not a fanfiction ….. I think…. Any way what i said was merely an expression. My name is Anabella i am an angel of life and death, a servant of The Shinigami, we have to talk about your next step. Mainly what to do now. You have multiple 1 stay here in limbo, option 2 be judged and go to either heaven or hell, option 3 reincarnation."

" I have some questions regarding the third one".

"I thought you might"she says with what sounds like a smirk in her voice.

" Will i be born into the same world as my last? Will i be the same person? Will i have to live the same boring live as before or will i like get sent to another world and live a new live as a new person? And finally will i be conscious of the reincarnation and will i remember my past live and how i came to be in this new world, or same world?"

"You... really taught this out haven't you"

"Yep" i said popping the 'p'.

"Anyway, it will be a different world and you will keep your memories, well at least you will remember this conversation and maybe other things, i can't promise you will remember everything from your past life, this means you will be aware of your surroundings as soon as you're born, maybe even when you are in the womb".

"Alright that's acceptable, i choose Option number three".

"Excellent most people actually choose number two because they don't understand that it's not a repeat of their past life, you are actually one of a small number of people who are being or have being reincarnated that actually ask intelligent questions. Anyway that's not all that has to be sorted out, first off there is the world you are to be reborn in, usually it's just the person's favourite fictional world. Or a world based on something they would like it to be, but unfortunately because of your … taste there are many worlds to choose from. So we are going to give you a choice of worlds."

As she said that a piece of paper appeared in front of me, automatically my body moved to grab it, i feel so relieved to see my hand and to actually feel it for once since i got here.

On the piece of paper was a list of worlds from different anime,tv shows,games, movies and even books and comics

Choose a world

Fairy tail

Onepiece

Attack on titan

One punch man

Sword art online

Tokyo ghoul

Highschool dxd

Highschool of the dead

Dragon ball

Rick and morty

Gurren lagann

Fallout

marvel [x-men movies]

Marvel [avengers movies]

Yu gi oh

Naruto

Yamada-kun to 7-nin no Majo

Blue exorcist

My hero academia

Random

Cross over of your choice[min 2 worlds, max 5]

"I honestly don't know what to pick, i kinda want to pick them all yet some i don't even know what to do when i get there." i was thinking of picking fairy tail because it was my favourite. But i can't decide which one to pick. If i pick a world i will most definitely alter it whether i mean to or not. If i'm an individual person like an OC i have some free reign but if i'm reborn as a character in the story i have to make choices like they would, unless i change major plot points.

"You'll hurt yourself thinking so hard". She said with a giggle.

"If i pick one i might regret it later on, i don't want to cross the worlds over, maybe slight crossovers like magic or an item being in one world but i don't want Natsu, Luffy, Goku and Naruto ending up having to fight some un godly combination of all their past and most strongest enemies. If i could travel to each of them by choice, like say have fairy tail as the one i'm reborn in but during the tenrou arc i go to the dragonball universe or one piece world."

"You might find a way to do that, but you will make ties to these worlds, the people in them could look up to you, some might even find out how to go to these worlds and might destroy the other. Frieza might travel to the sword art online world and destroy it to build his empire in that universe."

"Damn i didn't think of it like that… i have a question"

"Ask away."

"Will i be reincarnated as a character from whichever world i'm born into, or will i be an OC?"

"I don't make the rules but i don't think you will become the main character, maybe a main character not THE main character but it's more likely that you will be a character from one of the stories as we can just swap their mind and soul with yours. It's much easier than having to create a family and backstory for you and a body etcetera. But it is possible to be the main character but it's unlikely as the are the central point of their universe. Literally everything revolves around them and their actions."

"Alright i have chosen."

"So which world have you decided on"

" i choose fairy tail but if possible i don't want to get rid of any of the characters in order for me to be there if it's not too much trouble could you just make me anew in that world"

"It's not too much trouble, you can help me out with certain aspects of the story, basic things like your name and backstory but i could just make it a surprise, or let you make it up as you go in the world."

"I want my name to be Rinji Heartfire, i want to appear in the world a year or two before the whole Hargeon fiasco. I want to have a similar appearance to my old self but different, date of birth is march 10 X764 and that's it really.

"Ok that will do,what magic do you wish to learn?"

"Honestly i don't know i was hoping for it to be a surprise ."

"Very well, that'll do. You will fall asleep soon and when you wake up you will be reborn…..Enjoy Rinji."

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(Author notes)

This is my first attempt at actual writing, which I'm sure most people figured out by reading. I've had this idea in my head for a while and I taught why not uploaded it. so I did. If anyone has any ideas as to what to include in this story, maybe an ability or an item. I won't spoil to much in what I have planned just know this is set four years before cannon so I'll have a few time skips to get to cannon, but I'll explain what has happened during the skips.

I was had the idea to add in a familiar for the OC but I'm unsure as to what to have, any suggestions will be appreciated.

Hope you enjoy this story, it will be uploaded weekly, but I might post chapter 2 before then who knows.