Charley had fallen asleep in Jay's arms pretty much straight away. It was about 2am when she woke up. She carefully disentangled herself from Jay trying her best not to wake him. She grabbed her clothes from the floor and tiptoed into the living room where she got changed. She looked at the lasagne on the bench and she felt guilty. She picked her phone and and keys out off her bag. She was careful to close the door quietly behind her. She made her way to her car and she drove, at first she drove around aimlessly, but then she started to make her way to Matt's. She parked her car outside Matt's and she just sat there looking at the house. She pulled her phone out and unlocked it, finding the number that she wanted. Her finger hovered over it. She threw her phone down on the passenger seat and put her car into gear ready to pull away. She glanced over at her phone again. She was torn.

Eventually she made her decision, she knew it to be the wrong one but she just couldn't help herself. She turned off the engine and she picked up her phone dialling the number without giving herself time to talk herself out of it.

"Charley?" asked the sleepy voice on the other side of the phone. She was silent for a few moments before replying.

"I'm outside" She stuttered.

She heard the beep of the phone being disconnected. She looked down at her screen and saw that he had hung up. It had been a terrible idea coming here.

She saw him come out the house and make his way to the car. She pressed the button to unlock her car and he climbed into the passenger side, and shut the door.

"What's up?" He asked.

"I can't sleep."

"Me either." he replied. She looked at his eyes and she could see the bags underneath. She could smell the Whiskey coming off his breath.

"I'm just constantly on edge thinking something bad is going to happen to you or Matt."

"Hey, we aren't going anywhere Loti." He put his arm around her pulling her to his chest.

"And I'm scared that I'll never feel this way with anyone else."

"How do you mean" he asks, she feels the vibrations from him speaking as she buries her head into his chest.

"The way I feel when I'm with you, when you hold me in your arms. I'm scared I'll never feel like this with anyone but you."

"Loti…" he said slowly as he pulled away. He tilted her chin up with his finger and wiped a tear from her cheek as he moved closer to her. His lips touched hers softly and he slowly kissed her. It quickly grew hungry and desperate as her hands found their way to his jeans and began unbuttoning them. He pulled her onto his lap and began trailing kisses down her neck towards her chest. It was getting hot and steamy in the car.

When suddenly she woke with a start. Jay stirred in the bed beside her and turned to face her. Thank goodness it had been a dream. She'd hate herself if she cheated on him. Jay doesn't deserve to be treat like that. She lay back down beside Jay, with her back to him and felt his arm wrap around her and pull her close. He held her tightly to his chest. She fell into a light sleep but Kelly was never far away from her thoughts.

When she awoke a few hours later Jay was nowhere to be seen. She got up, showered and dressed before making her way to 51. She got out of her car and the first person she saw was Kelly, she blushed thinking about her dream last night.

"I just wanted to say thank you. For what you did for me yesterday."

"Anytime Sev."

She linked his arm as they walked in. Ready for a day of madness. They parted ways in the firehouse as they walked away from each other. She turned back to him before he disappeared.

"Oh and Sev, please stop thanking me. I don't want your thanks that's not why I'm doing this. I'm doing it because no matter where we are in life or who we are with. You will always have a part of this" she said as she lay her hand on her heart. He smiled at her tenderly before she opened the changing room door and disappeared to get changed.