Once daddy is gone for the day she usually takes a nap and I go around and clean up around the house.

Then she is back up and we do a diaper change and some food and its back to sleep.

I love being around her everyday she makes the days brighter and life more fun.

Do not get me wrong I am itching to get back to work. I want to do the paperwork and go catch bad guys and everything that goes along with being a cop. Like Jake I know it is going to be hard to go in harms way. We have a child someone to depend on us and we need to make it home. As much as I hate to say it I have been looking for a job within the force that does not involve going in the field. Would I take it maybe but I just want to go back to the 99 and see how everything feels first.

I just do not know how it is going to feel when we have to take Hannah to day care. I have been around her every moment since she has been born so I feel like I am going to miss out on so much.

Terry has told both of us that the first time you drop them off it is hard but it gets progressively easier.

I also cannot wait to see how she grows up. What interests she is going to have who she is going to look like? Everything like that.

I mean I am also looking to our family's future. Jake and I are going to start planning our wedding. Possibly more kids I have no idea.

I know the future will be bright and great

This is the end. There will be more coming, my next area to cover will be the wedding.