This is a filler chapter guys, it takes place during the first 3 months Lena and Kara begin to date, and adjust.

Chapter: Filler 3 P.1 Month 1

The sound of lips coming together and pulling apart came about, it echoed inside the spacious office along with the sound of small moans. Two women laid on the couch in a deep makeout session, a ravenette straddling the Blonde's hips.

"Kara", The ravenette whined slightly against the super's lips, her breathing was uneven.

"Mmm", The kryptonian groaned lightly as she held the woman by her hips. Her lips curling just a bit at feeling her lover's breath against her lips.

"I have to go", Lena mumbled as she pressed one more kiss against the blonde's lips. sighing softly, she began to shift off the Danvers woman.

Kara hummed softly and began to let the ravenette go, she frowned slightly, already missing the intimate contact and closeness of the human. "Right, right…", Blue eyes looked to where the time was displayed over by the ravenette's desk where a small electronic clock was. "Sorry.", she apologized softly as she began to sit up.

Lena released another sigh, this one was much deeper. She gave the super a soft glance and began to straighten out the wrinkles in her skirt. "Come over tonight, Kara.", The CEO whispered softly, she looked down to the marble floor for a moment and then after a few seconds, she looked up to meet Kara's soft gaze, "I...I don't mean sex-"

Kara smiled softly and chuckled, "I wasn't thinking about that, Lena". The blonde slightly cuts in, not wanting her lover to feel embarrassed about what she had said.

The ravenette nodded and took her bottom lip between her teeth.

"Want me to bring take out?", Kara questions as she stands up from the couch, her pink lips stained with Lena's red lipstick.

"Sure, and if you can, could you maybe bring me some of those pastry puffs from that bakery a couple of blocks down from L-Corp?"

Kara nodded, her lips remained curled, "No problem, anything else?"

Lena nodded, "That's it".

Kara sighed softly and walked towards the woman, "Alrighty then, I guess I'll be seeing you later.", Kara stepped in front of the Luthor and settled her hands over the ravenette's hips, she then leaned in and closed the gap between their lips, "I love you.", Kara whispered softly as she pulled away. The heiress brought a hand up to her face and lightly pressed a thumb against her lips, gently rubbing her thumb to no doubt take the smudged bits of her lipstick off of her lips, Kara chuckled softly and then backed away to walked past the woman to get to the exit of the office.

Lena felt her heartbeat just a little faster, she turned around and spoke, "Be careful, darling", She said.

Kara paused as she reached out for the door knob, her lips remained curled, she turned to look over her shoulder, "I'll see you tonight.", with that, the blonde shot the woman a wink and opened the door.

Lena felt her chest fill with warmth.

She loved Kara, of course she did.

But she just wasn't ready to become that vulnerable yet. After all, she still felt the need to be wary.

'I love you too, Kara'

Kara didn't come like she said she would.

Kara was badly wounded, beaten and tossed around like a ragdoll by some alien warlord.

and Lena had witnessed it first hand due to her staying at her office much later than she wanted to.

Superman, Wonder Woman and a man who called himself 'Green lantern' were beaten down, many buildings across the country suffered greatly, Coast City, Metropolis to National City. The final stop being National City, and Kara being the last Super standing was forced to give it all she had.

Everything was going well, Lena hadn't had the faintest clue of what was happening, not until a battered and beaten Supergirl crashed into her office. The sight of her lover all beaten, battered and bleeding broke her Heart. and just as quickly as Kara came crashing into her building, Kara shot off, flying towards the force that had beaten her so badly.

Ultimately, Kara won, Kal and Wonder Woman came in just before the alien could blast Kara again with another dose of heat vision. The three took the alien down, Kara delivered the final blow, and as she did so, the female super finally gave, and collapsed, barely clothed, her suit was tattered.

DEO personnel came in, helping Superman and Wonder Woman, and Alex of course went running to her sister's body.

It was all over the news.

and Lena felt anger build inside of her.

"What day is it? How long have I been out? Kal- and Wonder Woman-"

"Woah there, Relax, Kara.". Hands pressed against the super's chest, trying to keep the super from moving too much. "Stay down, Kar. You aren't all better just yet."

Kara's breathing was uneven, she looked around the room and then down to her body, she was half naked, bruises and small cuts still littered her body, she looked up. "Alex, how long was I out?", Kara asks again, her eyes searching Alex's own.

Alex tensed slightly, she removed a hand from her sister's body and ran it through her hair, she sighed deeply, Keeping her sisters gaze, she spoke, "Two weeks. You were in and out for two week, Kar."

Kara's breath hitched, she sucked in a deep breath and closed her eyes, she brought her hands to her face and groaned as she buried her face into her hands. "What of Kal, and the others?", she asked, her tone was shaky.

Alex sat on the edge of the bed to be closer to Kara, she sighed again, "They're all okay, that cousin of yours just got away with a few bruises, as for the other two, they sustained a few...broken bones, but they're all alive.", Alex moved a hand to Karas tense shoulder, "Relax."

Kara grunted softly as she started to shift.

Alex now placed her other hand on her sisters other shoulder, "Kara, stop, you-"

"Alex, let me go", Kara said as she began getting out of the bed.

The brunette rose her eyebrows in surprise, "Kara what's so important that you can't stay still?", Alex stood up as to try and further her efforts in keeping Kara down on the bed.

The kryptonian grunted again as she began to put more strength into getting out of the bed. She narrowed her eyes and her eyebrows scrunched slightly, "I don't want to hurt you", she warned as she grabbed both of Alex's arms, "Let me go", she locked eyes with human trying to keep her down. "I need to go."

The white spotless room was filled with a beeping that came every few seconds, no doubt it came from the monitor that monitored if Kara was stable.

The human was taken aback, Kara had never been this insistent on leaving so quickly before. Kara had gotten put in an bed a few times, and each time she stood long enough to heal properly, but this time, Kara was anxious, to leave, too anxious. "Kara, you aren't properly healed, your still bruised up-", and before Alex could finish her sentence, Kara suddenly lifted them both up into the air, Alex yelped out slightly as Kara held her up by her wrists, "Kara!?"

Kara groaned, she winced, and suddenly, both fell to the floor, Kara landing right on top of Alex, quickly winding the brunette.

Alex coughed, and moaned, "Damn...it", she screwed her eyes shut.

"Alex! Kara!", came a familiar voice, one that Kara knew all too well. "Jesus, Kara!", a blonde quickly got to Kara and Alex's side, both women were a mess of limbs.

Kara sucked in a breath and began to get up slowly, ignoring the human that raised her here on earth, she sat up straddling the brunette and merely gave Alex an 'I warned you' look, to which Alex glares, and she stands up and walks off much to Eliza's bewilderment.

Lena signed deeply as she took a swig of the wine in her hand, she sat in the dimly office, a pile of paperwork awaiting for her to go through.

It's been two weeks, two whole weeks since she and Kara made plans to get together after she left the office, two week since Supergirl crumbled to the ground after finally taking down the alien threat.

And Lena felt so utterly cold and alone.

But she also felt anger amongst other things, anger because That damn Alien had hurt her Kara, Anger because Kara, freely threw herself into that fight. She's spent these passed two weeks thinking, wondering, and feeling. She thought about Kara, and wondered what happened to Kara, and she felt sincere concern about Kara. Kara had been in just about every thought she had.

Lena sucked in a breath, her lips began to tremble slightly, and she felt that distantly familiar sensation of warm liquid running down her cheeks, she swallowed thickly and sat back in her chair, she wrapped her arms around herself and began to cry softly, her breath hitching and growing uneven, her chest aching, her body trembling. She missed Kara, While a part of her was still wary of the blonde and unsure, she still cared, she loved Kara, but didn't exactly love that other part of Kara.

She hated it, she hated What the Danvers was, not because she was an Alien, but because of all the lies and deceit that had just accumulated to what turned into a reality shattering reveal, that pushed Lena towards distrusting the person she once thought she could trust. Kara had always seemed a little too good to be human, Lena thought this, and maybe already knew this, she'd fallen too hard and deep for the reporter, she became blinded by her affections for the woman, too blinded to realize what was in front of her face, she was smart, yet she failed to register all the excuses and sudden disappearances from Kara's end.

And there it was again.

The anger that just kept persistently welling up inside her.

She sat straight for a moment and reached out, she grabbed the wine glass that sat empty on her desk, and she threw it across the room. A small whimper escaped her throat. The sound of glass shattering echoed inside the spacious office, she then sat back into her chair, her hands soon grasped at the arm rests of the chair, and she gripped it tightly.

She opened herself up to the blonde, and the blonde couldn't do the same for her?

And just as Lena was getting deeper in thought, the sound of a small thump came from just behind on her balcony. And she knew.

The sound of the door opening and closing came, the sound of a small shaky intake of breath came, Lena turned, her cheeks stained with tear tracks, her eyes watery. Kara stood before her, small cuts and bruises on her face, Emerald eyes further scanned the kryptonians body, from the cuts and scrapes around Kara's face, that nasty purple bruise just under Kara's cheek, to the purple knuckles on the Super's hands.

"Lena-"

"Save it", Lena cuts Kara off quickly.

Kara quickly shuts up, her lips pressed into a tight thin line, she grows visibly stiff.

"I had quite an amount of time to do some thinking.", Lena continues, she keeps her gaze firm and cold.

Kara's swallows thickly and stands silently.

Lena slowly began to stand up from the chair, she cleared her throat, and stepped forwards just a bit to lean against her desk, not trusting herself to walk too much for fear that she would walk towards the super and hug her tightly, for fear of surrendering to what she still thought was wrong of her to do. An odd feeling of guilt creeping up on her. She rose a hand to wipe away her tears, and then crossed her arms over her chest, "I think...this is a mistake.", she says, trying her best to wear a straight face.

Kara's face quickly fell, Blue eyes welling up and floating with unshed tears, She looked down for a moment and then looked up again, clearing her throat, "W-What's...What's a mistake?", her chest growing tight, she nervously rose a hand up to push her glasses up, a clear sign that Kara was growing anxious.

"Us", Lena says bluntly. "We...we shouldn't have ever gotten together. You lied to me, hurt me, and-"

Kara now ran a hand through her slightly disheveled hair, "Lena...Lena I know I did wrong by you, but I'm trying to make it right, everyday, every moment I get to be with you-"

Lena rose a hand up, stopping Kara from speaking further. "You didn't trust me, you lied in my face for so long."

"I was trying to protect you"

"You were trying to protect yourself!", Lena now raised her voice.

"I wasn't!"

And both began to argue.

"You were! It was because-"

"Don't say it was because you're a Luthor!"

"It's true, Kara, don't lie to me!"

Kara's heart was racing in her chest, "Your mother threatened me, she told me you'd hate me if you ever found out-"

Lena scoffed, "and so you decided to believe her!? You decided to keep lying to me, everyday!?", The heiress now moved from her spot, stepping to the super. Her Emerald piercing eyes locked with those fierce deep Sapphire ones, "You played into what she said, and now everything's as fucked as she said it'd be.", her voice began to lower.

Kara shook her head, "What- what are you saying?"

"I do hate you, Kara.", Lena said as stopped just an arms reach away from the hero.

The blonde's mouth fell open and closed for a few moments, like a fish out of water.

"Who knows how long you were going to keep it up.", Lena began to chew on her bottom lip. "You open me up, you saw everything, and still, you did something that you knew very well I hated. You proved me right, I was right to not trust people. I was right."

The kryptonian wanted to speak, but couldn't find any words, her thoughts came and went faster than she could grasp any of them.

"I loved you, the Kara I thought I knew, my best friend. Not...this", Lena rose a hand and gestured in front of Kara. "...This, superhero person I hardly even know-"

"You do know me, Lena-", Kara tried to counter.

"No I don't, The Kara I thought I knew isn't bullet proof, she isn't a super. The Kara I knew was clumsy and sweet. Human.", the Luthor begins to step back, "I can't be with someone who I really don't know, who I don't trust. I tried, I really tried, I wanted to get over it. But I can't."

A small gasp breaks from Kara's lips and she turns around, she brings a hand up to her mouth to keep an on-coming sob at bay. She felt her chest aching, burning. She feels her heartbreak.

Lena is reaching her breaking point, a part of her wanting to truly forgive Kara, and hold her or be held by her, but the other part of her wanted Kara out of her life, two parts of her being, wrestling with each other. "Um", she clears her throat, tears start anew, rolling down her cheeks, "I need you to go, and just...stay away".

Kara merely nods, shoulders shaking, knees trembling.

And go, Kara does, leaving the way she came in.

Lena gives it a few moments before finally crumbling to her knees, sobbing, full on ugly crying.

Lena had many reasons for why she thought it better to just push Kara away for good. All the lies and deceit wasn't a good way to start, everything was a lie from how Lena saw it. But another reason why, was because of the whole supergirl thing. Seeing Kara suffer at the hands of that alien threat, shook her to her core, it hurt her, seeing the way her lover- ex, was beaten down relentlessly, it just...bothered her.

They say the line between love and hate is just too blurred out.

And maybe they were right.

There will be three parts to this filler, after all, it's about the first three months Kara and Lena begin adjusting to the new reality of their relationship.