I wanted to write something that was based on the Underworld song Juanita/Kiteless/To Dream of Love, one of my favorite songs. You can listen to it here watch?v=0oYoRg6Ws9U
It's the same spot Amelie finds herself in every time
When a Talon mission ends
All alone in her Chateau in the lake
Unable to join the masses on the shore
They already feared her family
Ruling them from a lake
Why would they accept a blue woman
Every time she's called on a mission
It's the only excitement she gets anymore
Getting herself propped up on paper wings
Freedom calls to her but she can't move toward it
All she can do is look
Look out the window
Look out the passages to the lake
Look at the pictures of her former life
Not 10 hours earlier she was just on a mission
Feeling alive the only way she knows how anymore
Sneaking in the darkness
Breaking out only to kill
Each time, something screams in her head
This isn't her
None of these deserve to die
She hears but does not obey
She only obeys her orders
However much her sanity tells her not to
One headshot after another
The false sense of happiness fills every time
And empties every time
She regains herself, finding she is back in her castle
Where she always ends up
A look out over the lake
At all the safe people
All their happy sounds
All the birds flying
All the fish swimming
The eerie silence leaves her thoughts screaming
The barbed wire in her head prevents her escape
The water on the shore will burn her up
Here she stays until the paper wings are propped up again