Hi everyone!

This is my very first fanfic and I hope you enjoy it!

Please be aware, this fic will contain rape, although not too graphic.

If you are triggered by non-consensual elements, please don't read this story.

Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal minds or any of its characters.

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He laid still for the longest time. No tears, no words, no movement. Just silence. But there was so much blood. And he needed to be clean. Needed to scrub it all away. Needed to go back in time, so that he could've stopped this from happening.

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At the office:

Derek Morgan walked into the office at 8:24, and snuck off to his desk to avoid a reprimand from Hotch.

Emily turned around and saw him. "Wow Morgan. 24 minutes late. I think that's the earliest you've gotten here all year!" She laughed.

"Yeah, keep talking Emily. You wish you could have a night like I did."

"Oh ew. I do not want to hear about your sex life Derek Morgan."

Just then, JJ walked in. "Have any of you guys seen Spence?" she said, worry etched onto her face. "It's not like him to be late, and he hasn't answered my calls."

"I'll call him. I'm sure Reid just slept in or something," said Morgan, who was also beginning to worry about his friend.

Just as he was typing in the numbers however, Reid rushed into the office and sat down at his desk.

Morgan looked up from his phone. "Wow. I cannot believe my eyes. Did Dr. Spencer Reid just come in late to work?" He said it teasingly, but Reid just looked down and started to take some files out of his satchel. "Reid? You okay man?" Upon getting a closer look, Morgan noticed Reid's eyes were bloodshot, and his hair was unruly and messy.

"Yeah. I'm fine," Reid said dismissively, not looking up from his desk.

JJ, Morgan, and Prentiss looked at each other with concern, but decided to let it go for now.

At lunchtime, Morgan decided to confront the genius.

"Hey Reid, how's it going? Wanna go get some lunch with me?"

"No thanks Morgan, I'm not really that hungry."

Morgan took a good look at Reid and saw that he was pale and sweating. He looked like he might throw up. "Reid, you don't look so good. Are you sure you're okay?" Morgan put a hand on his shoulder to comfort him, but Reid flinched and shrugged his hand away.

Reid stood up, swaying as he did so "I-I'm fine M-Morgan, I j-just…" and Reid suddenly collapsed to the ground, Morgan catching him just before he hit the cold, hard floor.

"HOTCH!" Morgan yelled, and Hotch came running out of his office. "You need to call an ambulance, right now."

Hotch's normally composed face showed worry and concern for his youngest agent, and he immediately pulled out his phone to call 911.

Prentiss looked on in shock, and JJ looked like she was about to cry. After hearing all the commotion, Rossi came out of his office, his face calm, but concerned. "What happened?" He asked.

"I don't know. He was quiet the whole day and he came in late and all jumpy. I asked him to go to lunch with me and he said no. But then he got up and, and he sort of swayed and then he just collapsed. I don't know what's wrong!" Morgan said frantically, not leaving Reid, his brother's, side.

"An ambulance is on the way Morgan. You need to stay calm. Panicking won't help Reid. How's his pulse?" said Hotch, already taking control of the situation.

Morgan pressed to fingers to the side of Reid's neck. He looked up, his eyes wide. "There's no pulse."

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AN: So I know this is a really short chapter, but I promise the next ones will be longer. I'm not certain yet about where I'm going with this story, so please let me know what you think.

Thanks for reading:)