(Probably too raw as I am just writing this after the THAT TRAILER but this has just popped into my head and I know it won't leave)

The moment Bernie saw Jasmine's face she knew there was something wrong. The tear stained face of Dr Burrows was something she had come accustomed to but there was something else... fear. "What's happened?" It was then Fletch burst into the office looking beyond flustered and worried "Fletch?"

"It's Serena... she's on the roof Bernie" Bernie grabs her hoodie and rushes up from AAU. She knew it would come to this but she never expected Serena would try and take her life on hospital grounds. As she, Fletch and Jasmine bolt up the stairs she couldn't think of anything but getting to her partner. She rushes through the glass doors leading to the door leading to the roof and tries the door banging on it furiously "Serena! Serena open up!" When Bernie gets no reply she uses all her strength to break the door open. She frantically looks around her to see Serena perched near the edge "Serena" Bernie signals for Fletch and Jasmine to stay back especially the young blonde. "Serena come away from the edge" Bernie was terrified. She couldn't lose Serena. Not her. Bernie knew she didn't tell Serena that she loved her very much but Bernie did. Very much.

"I lost one more part of Elinor tonight. I lost her heart." Bernie knew about the young woman brought in with organ rejection but she had no idea that it had been Ellie's heart "My daughter is dead, my nephew wants nothing to do with me. What have I got to live for?!" Hearing those words from Serena broke Bernie's heart. Yes their relationship was strained right now but it would get better, with time, it would get better but hearing from the love of her life that she had nothing to live for...

"Us. What about me and you?" Bernie takes a cautious step forward, her hand outstretched "I know we've been distant of late but Serena there is no me without you. I know I don't say enough but I love you Serena. I always have. Seeing you so broken... so lost it's breaking my heart" Fletch and Jasmine look on terrified Serena will jump "I may not have lost a child but I miss her too. Everyday. I look at you and I see her. What happened to Elinor was a tragedy but Serena you have a nephew who dotes on you but you've been so blinded by your grief and anger you've pushed him away, like you tried to push me away" Bernie chances a look behind her silently pleading with Fletch and Jasmine to stay where they are "I will always have your back remember? That promise we made to each other when we became co leads? You have and always will be my first port of call just as, I hope, I am and always will be yours."

"I don't deserve you Bernie. You're so strong. I've treated you so badly." Bernie has to hold back her tears as she reaches a point where she can easily grab Serena's hand "I pushed you away when I needed you most. When I needed my partner"

"I'm here, where I've always been even when you didn't want me there, right beside you because if you jump, I jump" Serena turns around, her eyes wide and red, her face tear strained. "You are my life Serena Campbell. Without you I'm just an empty shell" Bernie looks at Serena's hand and cautiously links their fingers "Don't leave me" Serena throws herself into Bernie's arms, who catches her gratefully. She buries her head in Serena's shoulder holding her tightly "Don't ever scare me like that again"Bernie didn't want to let her partner go. Not after what had just happened, after what could have happened