"Oh god" Erin groaned as she wiped her mouth and stood up from the trash can she had just thrown up in. Taking a deep breath she walked over to the sink and took some water into her mouth tying to cover the horrible taste in there.

"Are you okay?" A small uniform asked from the other side of the locker room, feeling a bit awkward talking to the woman she looked up to as an idol.

Erin gave an attempted smile and a wave before saying "yeah, yeah I'm fine, thanks Menson… actually could you not mention this to anyone" she asked walking towards the young woman.

"Ummm… yeah don't worry I won't tell but you've probably got a bug or something, I know Platt had it and my partner's out with it today" she assured giving Erin a hesitant at on the back.

She laughed and let out a long sigh as she sat next to Menson saying "god I hope so" with her foot constantly tapping off of the concrete floor.

Menson looked over, brows creased "what do you mean?" then quickly stood back up shaking her head "never mind sorry I have no right to be asking about your business" she spluttered almost pacing the room.

"You can ask me whatever you want kid, I'm pretty much an open book, don't worry about it" Erin laughed taking in the familiar feeling she got when she used to speak to Nadia.

Menson's mouth fell open "seriously?" she asked and after seeing the older detective nod her head said "wow I have so many questions, you know I'm new around here and I'm just really worried I'm doing it all wrong"

"Kid, you're doing great, I've heard a lot of good stuff about you… from Platt which isn't normal so you must be doing something right" Erin laughed thinking about the sergeant's witty attitude.

Menson sighed looking over at the older woman "thank you" she whispered before standing up heading back towards her locker.

"If you ever need anything just ask alright, I've been the new person before, it sucks " Erin laughed seeing Menson's eyes role back in agreement.

She shrugged on her jacket and pulled her hair down saying "I hope you're feeling better detective" and leaving the room with a huge smile on her face.

"I wish I was" Erin mumbled before her stomach turned and she ran back to the trash can she had started at.

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Erin walked back into the bullpen a yawn escaping her mouth as she sat back against the padded chair nest to her desk.

She could feel Jay's eyes on her as she waited for the computer to load, he quietly made his way over to her trying not to take attention "you want some coffee?" he asked leaning over his fiancé's desk.

She looked up, seeing the silent gesture he made with his head directing her towards the break room and muttered "yeah"

He closed the door slightly behind them watching as she poured the already brewed coffee into her mug "what was that about, you still not feeling well?" he asked.

Erin shook her head, placing her mug on the counter and walking into his open arms "threw up again, but the new uniform was in there and she needed some words of wisdom" she said into his shirt.

His hand came up to make patterns in her hair "if this keeps going I'm taking you to the doctor… and don't try argue with me, you know I'll drag you in there if I have to" he laughed.

"ugh… fine" was the only reply he got before he moved his head to place a loving kiss in her hair as the other hand gently stroked her back whispering "I love you".

She smiled, placing a soft kiss on his chest "I guess I love you too"

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"Hey man, you up for Molly's?" He heard Ruzek ask from the top of the stairs.

"Uhh… yeah I'll meet you there, better keep me a seat" he joked waving his best friend off, seeing him run down the stairs, through the gate.

BANG!

Jay jumped from his seat, the loud noise startling him. He looked around realising he was the only one there, except Erin who had went to the locker room to get their stuff.

"Erin!" he shouted walking down the corridor towards where his fiancé was. The sight he saw was one he didn't expect, Erin lying on the floor unconscious and bleeding.

"ERIN!" he screamed falling to the floor "hey, hey baby, wake up" he said shaking her lightly. There was blood near her head, it was obvious she had fallen and hit her head.

"I NEED HELP!" he yelled praying there was someone nearby "PLEASE, come on Erin you're gonna be fine baby" he soothed as he noticed her eyes flutter a little.

"What is going on in he…" Platt stated making her way towards the screaming man "oh my god, Erin" she gasped dropping to her knees, grabbing the radio from her hip saying "role an ambulance to the 21st district, I've got an officer down"

"What the hell happened?" she snapped towards the panicking man beside her.

He looked up noticing the crowd of people at the door, watching " I don't know, she's not been feeling well all day but she wouldn't go home" he cried "god… I knew something was wrong"

Platt's face suddenly changed "hey, this isn't your fault, we all know what Erin's like" she laughed before gesturing towards the audience turning to face them "well don't just stand there, get the damn paramedics" she snapped.

A few minutes later a few of the officers came sprinting back up the stairs, followed by two paramedics asking "what've we got?"

"Umm… she's threw up a few times today and she said she felt tired but… uhh… that's all she told me, please help her" Jay managed to splutter out as he watched them take Erin's pulse.

The paramedic raised her head giving Jay an apologetic look "I'm guessing you're the boyfriend?" she asked getting a fast nod and the mumble of "fiancé" in reply "well I need you to calm down, she's alright we're just going to take her to the hospital for some tests"

As if on queue the brunette's eyes fluttered again, this time opening fully. She rolled her head back in confusion whispering "what's going on?"

Platt spoke up as the paramedics started loading Erin onto the stretcher "Erin you're alright, you collapsed so the paramedics are going to take you to the hospital, alright hun?" she spoke softly moving Erin's hair out of her face.

Erin's brows creased as she looked around, finding her fiancé's worried and panicked eyes fixed on her "collapsed?"

"Yeah baby, but don't worry we're gonna get you checked out" he whispered placing a kiss on her head as they carried her to the ambulance.

She just looked around confused as Jay climbed into the back of the ambulance, holding her hand as the doors closed.

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"Where are they?" Kim asked sipping on her first beer of the night whilst looking around the very crowded bar.

Adam just shrugged turning his attention back to the Cubs game on the TV in the corner, cheering as they introduced the players.

"Hey, Kev" she called over to her friend who was trying to talk up some girl at the bar, which ended the second Kim shouted for him "seriously" he groaned as he approached her "I was getting somewhere" he groaned slumping into the seat next to her.

"Where's Jay and Erin, they said they'd be here?" she asked, getting worried since neither of them had answered their phones.

Adam joined the table again answering for him "where do you think they are, they're engaged, alone in the bullpen, give them 30 minutes and they'll be here and extremely happy" he laughed.

"You're a pig" Kim grimaced checking her phone again, this time finding a text from Jay.

'Erin collapsed we're at the hospital getting some tests done, keep you updated'

"Oh god… I thought she was a little off today" Kim whispered re-reading the text "guys I gotta go" she said making her way towards the door.

Kevin yelled over "where you going?" he paused looking down "you literally drank nothing"

"Erin collapsed idiot!" she shores back before walking out the bar.

The two men stared at each other wide eyed before getting there stuff and following the woman, Severide, Casey and Gabby close behind them.

Right I know I've said all this before but I'm really sorry I haven't updated in so long, no excuses. I guess I just lost motivation when I stopped getting reviews.

I wrote this a while ago but I didn't know about it so if you guys have any ideas for any of my stories be sure to leave a review and tell me. I'm not a mind reader ahahaha.

I'll try and update more often if you guys like these stories :)

~kirsty xx