(A/N: hi guys! This is a really short ff that I actually had to write for an online class. Technically we only had to write a "diary" for one of the characters, and I chose Peter. It's probably not much good, because 1. I've only read half the book, and 2. I wrote this in like five minutes. Also, but check out the artwork by JakeTimHunchbackPheobisNistoff, link is at the bottom. ENJOY!

Hello.

Today Ender got his monitor taken off. That means that I can do or say what ever I want, and nobody will be able to know. I knew he wasn't smart enough to get chosen. If they didn't want to get me or Valentine, they obviously didn't want some third. We played astronauts and buggers today. I wanted to kill him during that game, just because he had his dumb monitor for more years than I did. After we played the game I felt bad so I apologised as he was sleeping.

-Peter

Hello.

They came today. When they arrived, I thought I knew why they were here. I knew Ender would be caught for what he did to the other boy in his class. You can't expect to kick someone while they are defenceless and not get reprimanded. But, I was wrong. They wanted him for battle school. How is it possible that I don't get chosen, but the third gets picked after they took off his monitor? I know he is smarter than me, but I'm still better. I'm the one who should have gone. Not him.

-Peter

Hello.

Ender has been gone for a long time now. We moved to a new house with a forest around it. There are lots of squirrels and other animals there for me to kill. It's Ender's birthday today. I didn't let any signs of me remembering show, but in my mind, I wished him a happy birthday. I wonder how long he will be gone. I know that he is just a third who will one day be the death of me for just being so perfect at everything, but I still miss my little brother. He's only seven. What could they possibly be doing up there? Is he even still alive? I guess that's why Mother and Father decided to move. They couldn't stand to not know if he was okay.

-Peter

Hello.

Today I spent all day in the forest. I didn't do much, just kill a squirrel and took a nap against a tree. Valentine has been the only thing keeping me from killing somebody. She's just so kind, I don't know what I did to deserve such a sister. Of course, I don't tell her or anybody else that. I keep my feelings inside me, not letting them show.

-Peter

Hello.

It's Ender's eighth birthday today. He's been has gone for little more than a year now. Valentine lit a small fire for him in the woods. I watched secretly behind a tree. I silently wished him happy birthday this morning. I don't think I'm actually as bad as everyone thinks. Maybe it's the woods, they seem to calm me. Or, maybe it's just Ender's absence. Ever since he left I've been calmer, hurting less people. Now, my fury is taken out on small animals. Maybe there will be a day when Ender has been gone for so long, that I won't hurt anyone.

-Peter

So, what did you think? Did it suck? Scrap it or keep it? Follow/fave and please leave an honsest review. I might do a second half of this when I finish the book depending on if people liked this. Here's the link to the art browse/all/?section=&global=1&q=Digitaldreamcast&offset=8 . Please check it out, it's amazing. Ok, bye!

xoxo,

Mor