A/N: As requested...a smutty chapter 2. It's smutty. You've been warned.

CHAPTER 2

"I love you, Olivia Margaret Benson," Ed said, pulling away.

"And I love you, Ed Tucker," Olivia said. "Always."

Ed let the weight of his body crash down on Olivia as he took her face in his hands and gave her a long, passionate kiss. It had only been a week, but he missed her. Her smile. Her quips. Her body. The way she smelled. The way she tasted.

He had been so afraid he had lost her that he kissed her like he was afraid of losing her again.

"Mmm. Ed..." Olivia breathed out. "I need a breath."

He smiled and sat up on his knees. His piercing eyes were asking her what was happening next, what he rarely had to ask. She nodded and reached down to tug at the bottom of his shirt, sliding it up and watching as he finished pulling it off over his head. She reached out and put her hand on his chest. He really was here. He hadn't left her. He hadn't walked out and forgotten about her. He was still there.

"Whaddya say we get your out of those clothes? Unless you have to get back to Noah," Ed said.

Olivia smiled. He was always thinking of Noah.

"I have a while," Olivia said. "I told Lucy where I was coming and she insisted I take my time."

"I always liked her," Ed said, winking and rolling off Olivia so that he could help her up.

Olivia stood in front of Ed, his arms around her.

"Ed, I'm so sorry," Olivia said. "I'm sorry I pushed you away."

"Shh," he said. "We're here now." He reached down and pulled her top off then quickly unclasped her bra and slid it off.

Olivia grabbed at his belt loops and pulled him closer to her, unbuttoning his pants. Ed did the same and they made quick work of any remaining clothes before climbing back in bed laying side by side.

Ed combed her hair out of her face.

"You sure about this?" Ed said. "I'm not going anywhere, so don't feel like you need to make anything up to me."

"Oh, Ed," Olivia said. "I am sure. I want to be here, with you. And I want to show you how much I want to be here."

She rolled on top of him and slid down, gently kissing his neck, then his chest and stomach.

"Oh, god, Liv," Ed said. "I've missed you."

Olivia smirked and looked up, her hand feeling how erect he already was. "I can tell," she said with raised eyebrows.

"Liv..." Ed said as she began to pleasure him. It only egged her on. She loved his voice, but she especially loved his voice when it was deep and raspy.

"Baby...I'm..."

Olivia kept going. She loved how much Ed loved being with her, how vulnerable he was in those moments.

She climbed back up and laid next to Ed, his arm around her, and gave him a kiss.

"You didn't have to do that, ya know," he said.

"I know," Olivia said. "I wanted to. I missed you."

"Oh, I missed you, too...and I'm about to show you how much," he said, quickly flipping them so he was on top of her again.

"Ed...are you sure you're ready so quickly?" Olivia asked.

Before she could say anything else, she had her answer as she felt him between her, taking her by surprise.

Olivia gasped at the contact, digging her fingers into his back.

"Ed...you're so...oh...," Olivia was trying to say.

"I wanted you the moment you walked in the door tonight," Ed managed to get out between thrusts. "It was all I could do not to take you right up against that door."

"Fuck, Ed," Olivia said.

Ed suddenly stopped, much to Olivia's frustration, but he quickly flipped them over so she was on top of him.

"I want to see all of you," Ed said before pulled her back down on him.

He reached out to grab her hands as he moved them together quicker and quicker.

"Ed...I'm so close," Olivia said.

Ed sat up, letting her legs straddle him, and slowed his pace as she sat in his lap. He wrapped his hands around her back, pulling her closer as he made slow, but hard thrusts. He kissed her neck as she again dug her nails into him.

"I want this to last all night," Ed said.

"I don't think I can," Olivia said.

"Well, then we'll just have to have a few more rounds," Ed said. "Come on, baby. Let it go. I'm here."

Olivia focused on how she was feeling. How good Ed always made her feel. Not just when they were intimate, but how he made her feel all the time. How much it scared her that she loved him so much, but also, how much she didn't want to imagine life without him.

Olivia finally let out a long moan, partly Ed's name, partly a yes. And it extended once she felt Ed begin to orgasm, as well. She couldn't remember the last time she had an orgasm so powerful, so intense, so long. Ed kept watching as she came down, slowing himself until he was sure she was done, and holding her tight when it was over.

When she was done, he laid back as she collapsed on his chest, tears in her eyes.

"Uh oh, you're crying again," Ed said. "Is everything okay?"

"Yes, everything is perfect," Olivia said. "I love you, Ed. I can't believe I tried to run away from you."

"You're Olivia Benson, you always had to do things your way," Ed said, smiling.

Olivia smiled and rolled her eyes at him.

"What do you say we get dressed, pick up some dinner, and go back to your place so you can put Noah to bed?" Ed said. "Then maybe I can continue showing you how much I missed you?"

"That sounds like a good plan," Olivia said, leaning up to kiss his cheek, then moving to whisper in his year. "But just so you know ... I have a real sturdy door in my bedroom and I'm going to be disappointed if we don't make good use of it tonight."

"Anything you say, Lieutenant. Anything you say."

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