Weeks passed by quickly. In theory, the time should have passed slowly, as I was in so much pain, but that wasn't the case. My burning misery never left, but time went faster than it ever had before. I knew something was very wrong with me. These feelings of emptiness and pain after a loss were not normal, and yet I couldn't change anything. I couldn't fix things. I couldn't change how I felt. It was terrifying. I couldn't help but wonder what Edward was thinking. How he felt. I knew he no longer loved me, but I still wondered.