Avoiding Detection

Part XV

As much as it annoys me to admit it but that hussy has a point about never being with a woman but Elphaba isn't just any woman, she's special but it doesnthelp that she's more experienced than me in that area. Momsie always told me that there are ways to get any man to what I want him to including charming him with my feminine wiles but the bookworm is a woman and I'm not sure if it'll have the effects that I want. On the other hand, I get the results that I want when I wore some of my more revealing outfits and I saw that she gave when she thought that I wasn't looking or how she reacted when I was more affectionate than usual with her. There are some things that I don't know in regards to pleasuring a woman as Momsie always told me that I should save myself for someone that I feel is worthy of giving myself to in that way and that I would know when I was ready.

The scholar isn't like other women which is what attracts me to her in the first place but I wasn't surprised to find out that she has something that boy would have between their legs. It wasn't something that I had planned to find as it was completely on accident and I feel bad for knowing about without Elphaba's knowledge or consent but it's a part of her as I would never judge her or use it against. If this was me from a few month, I probably would spread it around campus as a rumor to get back at her and it disgusts me how callous and superficial I used to be as I'm glad that I'm no longer that person. I have come a long way since I first arrive at Shiz and it's thanks to the bookworm as I'm sure that I would have been same person if she hadn't open my eyes to the person that I could become. Back to the current problem of pleasuring a woman and there's no way that I could tell anyone about this as I'm sure that someone wouldn't hesitate to spreading it around campus.

I am in no way embarrass about liking women in the same way as liking men but there are some thing that should be kept private and I don't want the scholar to find out what I'm researching before I can make an informed decision. Elphie's definitely rubbing off on me. If she knew that I was research, she would be so proud but I rather not have her know what I'm researching yet. I want it to be surprise. I normally don't spend a large amount of time in library but I figure that it would a better start anywhere, searching for books on the subject that I needed without looking too suspicious but it was hard with some people staring at me as I went. I know that I'm not spend a lot of time here as some students like Elphaba and Boq but that doesn't mean that I can't be studious when I need to. Thankfully I found the books in the furthest part of library so it was to hide in between the aisles, out of anyone's line of sight so I can read in peace but unfortunately I couldn't read the whole book because every page was more racy than the last.

I quickly close the book audibly with cheeks burning from embarrassment as it didn't help that it has pictures and diagrams before moving on to the next book in the pile but none of them were any help at all. What am I supposed to do now? I thought that books could help me but I don't know what I'm supposed to do now. Who was kidding? Even if this was any help, I don't know if I could actually go through with it or if I would any good at it that Elphie would find it pleasurable. Aliza's obvious more experienced at this than me and she's been intimate with Elphaba, I'm sure on a number of occasion. There's a very real possibility that the med student might actually be able to take Elphaba away from me and I don't want that because she's the first person to see past all of the superficial pretenses, seeing me for me.

I don't wanna lose that, feeling tears prickling behind my eyes threatening to fall when I feel a hand on my shoulder to see Fiyero standing over me with a sympathetic look on his face before looking away. I let out a few sniffles as the Winkie prince hands me a handkerchief, taking it graciously to dab under my eyelids as he sits across from me, picking up one of the books before I could stop him. Fiyero flips through the pages as a wide grin slowly forms on his face before setting down to look at me with an amused look while trying to stifle his laughter as I fold my arms over my arms, pouting. I know that it's ridiculous to look up the subject of sex in the library but it wasn't like I could go to any of my friends out this without them asking why I would know something like and I don't want it getting back to the bookworm just yet. This is the last thing that I wanted to happen and I don't know how I can possibly explain this this away without getting teased about it but the royal wouldn't have qualms about teasing me.

We sit here staring at for while, waiting for the other to say something anything but that the Winkie prince has something to say and at the scholar would deny it but in some ways, she and dark skinned boy have some things in common. The both of them are very outspoken and speaking their minds regardless of what others think and are quite intelligent even if the boy doesn't feel like he needs to apply himself to his studies to get by.

"So the Karma Sutra, huh?" Fiyero said raising an eyebrow. "Interesting read"

"Fiyero I-"

"I need it's a fascinating book and I have definitely picked it up a few times to pick some new tricks to try out on my lovers" Fiyero said wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. "There's wrong with that but… I wouldn't recommend it for a first timer, just saying"

"W-What makes you think that I'm a first timer" I said as my voice raises than normal.

"You don't seem like someone who's sexual deviant but you know what they say about not judging a book by its cover and all that" Fiyero said shrugging his shoulders.

"Look, I'm not a sexual deviant or anything like that but I could pick up some things from these books but I um they were exactly uh" I said twirling a curl between my fingers nervously.

"Not very helpful huh" Fiyero said as I nod in agree. "I figure as much. Some things you can't through books, you'll need a more hands-on experience"

"Things like what? How do you think that I should go back that?" I asked curious.

"Depends on what skills you need and who you're using it on" Fiyero said leaning forward on his arms. "Is this subject Elphaba by any chance?"

I feel heat rising in my cheeks to the tips of my ears as Fiyero nods with a knowing smile before getting up from his chair to move around the aisle for a moment then coming back with a thin book that could be considered a magazine. The title says Fellotios for beginners as I don't know what fellotios are but it couldn't hurt to read it and maybe if I could get Elphaba to let me try it on her, she might get some pleasure from it and it would give me some leverage from the hussy. I read the book, making about halfway through before closing it abruptly before looking to make sure that no one to see me reading this and thankfully nobody gave us a second look.

"I don't know if I can do this, Yero" I said shaking my head.

"Trust me, she'll love it and she might fall in love with you a little bit if this is the first time that someone did this for her"

"But I don't know" I said frowning slightly.

"Don't worry, you don't have to be expert at it" Fiyero said waving his hand nonchalantly. "It's like licking a lollipop or a popsicle. You can always practice on a banana"

"Would it really help?"

"Couldn't hurt to try" Fiyero said shrugging his shoulders.

"Thanks Yero, you've been a big help" I said kissing his cheek. "But don't tell Elphaba about any of this"

"Your secret's safe with me"

I had Fiyero check out the book for me as he shrugs off the floored look from the librarian before discreetly giving it to when we were out of sight, stuffing in my bag then heading for the grocery store to pick up a bunch of bananas. I hope Fiyero's right about all of this because Momise never gave me from all the lessons on seducing others. I guess that I have nothing to lose. I return to the room and for once, my bookish roommate isn't holed up in here with her books before taking off my shoes, placing my things on my bed then pulling out the book and a banana. I read the instructions before peeling the banana, taking it the tip into my mouth then taking a little more to see much how I'm able to take as the book warns to do so carefully incase hitting my gag reflex. I slowly move the fruit in and out and there was a few times that it hit the back of my throat while surprisingly or unsurprisingly, I find myself not gagging on it but I didn't want getting stuck in my throat accidentally.

For about three weeks, I practice in secret and I can feel myself getting more confident with doing this as Fiyero gives me tips on trying different techniques to try which is a little weird but his insight is definitely helpful. I should've known that nothing stays hidden for long as I was in the middle of practice with half of a cherry popsicle in my mouth that I didn't hear the door opening and closing but it wasn't until made eye contact with a shocked Elphaba that I actually choked. I wanted to try on something other than a banana as I didn't count on the bookworm coming back to the room so early as she would still be in class right now so I thought I had enough time to practice. Dang it, she's back early! Why is she back early?! She should still be class. I have to think of something quick to cover this up. Think Glinda, think!

"E-Elphie, y-y-you're back early" I stammered.

"Yes ahem well, the professor wasn't um feeling well so he dismissed class early" Elphaba said letting her things down.

"That was um incredibly lucky" I said throwing the half eaten popsicle.

"If you ask me, it's incredibly unfortunate and inconsiderate. If he wasn't feeling well to begin then he should've sent out an email stating that he wasn't able to teach today" Elphaba said shaking her head. "It was incredibly stubborn and reckless on his part"

Elphaba sits down at one of the desk, opening up her clunky laptop to start on her homework with back facing me when an idea pops into my head, quietly getting up from my bed.

"Sounds a lot like a certain someone that I know" I said smirking.

"I don't know what you're implying but I disagree with it whole-heartedly"

"Whatever you say but you know that if it was you, rain or shine, sick or not" I said wrapping my arms around her neck. "That you find a way to teach class because nothing would stop from shaping young minds"

"That might be true but if I'm unwell, there's a chance of getting them sick and then they'll have to stay home, effectively missing valuable information" Elphaba said typing away.

"Maybe but even if they miss class, that doesn't mean that you'll tolerate them falling behind" I said placing butterfly kiss along her neck. "Your dedication and devotion to helping your student reach their full potential is incredibly sexy"

I can the hitch in Elphaba's breathing as I nip at her earlobe before walking away, leaving fleeting touches on the back of her neck to sit on my bed.

~Nicole The Dragon Rider signing off

End of Part XV