I blink and gasped. The faint sound of birds chirping. A shaft of sunlight penetrated the window curtains room. And the next I know is, this is my room.

"Just dream isn't it?" Thank God. I dreamed there are two Yuuris, two me, two contradictory, an Eros that is ready to trap and devour anyone. Ready to stole your lover. Just thinking of his lure and lust makes me shuddering.

I touch my forehead with bare palm. Maybe I have a fever. But I did not find heat. Hahaha, maybe it really was a dream. I turned toward blanket bundle next to me. Up and down. Viktor is still sleeping, I know that even though Viktor's head did not appear. If it isn't, who else? Makkachin is under the bed. I didn't have heart to wake them. This is Sunday afterall. So instead of wake up, I just snuggle back to my blanket.

"Yuuri ! Get up! Viktor is already waiting for you downstairs! "My sister voice crack my thought from outside.

What? Viktor? Down there?

So who is this –

"Uuh, Yuuri, so noisy."

The black-haired head showed up, a young man whom I'd thought was Viktor, hug my waist. He leans his cheek on my stomach. "Mornin ', hun." Said as he kisses my skin. I could feel wall crumble imaginer in my mind.

If yesterday I create boom sound because I miss a step, then today is my scream blaring through the house.

Yes, now we see this horror atmosphere. Especially aura around Viktor, repeatedly muttering 'I'll kill you if you touch Yuuri again.' while hugging me. The other Yuuri Katsuki a.k.a Eros yawning, across the table. Mari had left an hour ago for shopping, my parents went to Hokkaido yesterday. This is good, I don't have to explain 'Why there are two Yuuris in my home' to my parents, when me myself don't know what's going on here.

"Why? He is myself afterall. "said the Eros while greasing strawberry jam to bread lazily. "Literally, I hug myself right?"

"Yuuri is different from you, fucker. Don't you ever touch him again. "

I let Viktor's hand go. Mumbling "I will prepare coffees." And flea to the kitchen, still not believing what happened this morning. Leaving the tense of Victor and Eros in dining table, although I'm afraid to leave them in this condition. I take three cups and turned of the espresso machine. The 'beep' sound going through the kitchen.

"Seriously, what is going on here?" . If I recall my memories about 'my twin' yesterday, he was at the rink. Skating, like he was trying to seduce someone. (Yes, this intrepretation happen before he realize my existence). Trying to lure someone with his own Eros. But at the same time, desperately looking someone. Someone that he really want to forget but he loves this person so much. It's a complicated feeling. Anger, depression, sad, happy, eager, lust. He combine theme into his skating, melting it with his jumps and slides.

He approached me, didn't explain himself. Just making an eye contact with me, almost kissi – wait did that count as 'almost kiss'? That's all, and he was following us to home. Victor disagree at first, but I feel pity on him.

I tried to persuade Viktor, let him stay in Yutopia. "One day," my finger slips on Viktor's lips and my eyes looking straight at his blue sea. Viktor finally gave up and with a little unhappy sound, he said "Ok, just one day."

"Well, I don't know what is his motive. Maybe I should ask him?" I muttered as I pour hot coffee to cups and put them on tray, of course plus the sugar. Even he more look like a playboy, I'm sure there's a reason why he shows up to us. He maybe just seducing with me, and trying to make Viktor mad, but there must be reasons. He shows it in his skating. I could feel them.

And why i could feel them? It is the first time I met him. Is it true that he is myself?

As I show up to the dining room, the tense feel heavier. Their eyes, Viktor and Eros eyes, are death-glaring. My hand is trembling but still manages to put cups of coffee on the table

"Huh? Really? "Eating the bread, he pointed to me, with a small knife in his hand. "But we are different, Yuuri, of course. I mean, if one of us were in bed, then the one that would beg for spanking is yo–"

Viktor slams the table and pulled Eros' pajamas. I quickly move to Viktor's side. If I did not embrace Viktor arm, the 'wolf' man over there will get beaten by Viktor.

"Viktor! I beg please stop!" I soothing my fiancee, hugged him. Hot, and his chest –Viktor's chest – was beating very fast. Oh God, Viktor is really mad. I try to calm him down.

"Son of a bitch." Viktor growled, I pulled his hand.

"Enough." I guiding him to sit back on the chair. "Please, don't start fight." I said as I looking at Eros, still munching his own bread like there's no guilty.

"Okay, I'm sorry." He raised both his shoulder. I sit next to Viktor, sipped my coffee, and start interrogating him.

"First, I want to know your name."

"Katsuki Yuuri, sir." Dammit, he's playful sound make me a little pissed.

"Your actual name."

"Ka-tsu-ki Yu-u-ri. Are you asking me or want to press me?"

"No, I mean –"

"Both." cut Viktor. "Just to the point, fake Yuuri. Why are you here? Are you his twins or what? And what are you doing here?"

"Well, if you confused because you have to call your own name, you could call me 'Eros' like you imagined it before." He completely ignoring Viktor and answer my question, wink and look directly into my eyes. I just couldn't react, so I give him a little smile. I hold Viktor's hand, to soothing him that I smile to persuade him towards further conversation. Oh,look at my Russian man, he really want to punch him right in his face.

"Thanks, but, umm, Eros-kun, I want you to answer Viktor's question. What are you doing here?"

Suddenly, Eros stop his breakfast and stare blankly to the cup.

"I'm... Searching for Viktor." What? I look at Viktor and he seems confused.

"But he is in front of you?" Maybe, he means another Viktor?

"Yeah, he is. Do I look like an idiot now?" answer Eros sarcasticly. I shook my head, asking him another question.

"I mean, do you have any business with him? Or are you searching another Viktor?"

"It could be you, Viktor. But this is not Viktor I'm looking for."

So who is it? The heck why is he make me frustating?

"What important is, it has to do with you two. I'll let you know the details if this Russian's skating legend trust me a little. " point Eros towards Viktor. "Calm down. Look, I appreciate Yuuri, you know. The one I could explain to both of you is I'm Katsuki Yuuri, yes I'm the other Yuuri. Even though I was more perfect than him. "

Note to self. He is a narcissist.

" 'Okay I'll believe' Do you think I will simply say that? Once you say something inappropriate to Yuuri. I don't know and I don't want to know what is your business with me, with us. Just remember, do not involve Yuuri." Viktor gaze at Eros sharply. "Right, Its just one day as Yuuri promised. Now, if you don't have any objection and explanation, please pack your things.". With one bite, he finished his breakfast.

"Viktor! That's ru –"

"Come on, Yuuri. We must work on your coreography." He said and pulling my hand, do not want to linger longer at the dinner table. I can't refuse his grab. I was confused, looked at Eros is still relaxed at the dinner table, winking at me.

"Of course, I do have objections, sir." He smirks.

I wait right beside Yutopia's entrance. Viktor said he had to double check the entire house.

"I have to make sure that fucker didn't hide in this house, pretend he's leaving. I really have bad feeling about this."

I sighed. God, Viktor, how could you become so possesive? Why are you like this? Is it because he humiliate me? I can't unlock his mystery. Right, there is one, he is Katsuki Yuuri, he is myself. But where did he come from? I don't really trust fantasy but what if he came from the future?

Wait, if it is am I really that badass in the future?

"Hey, cutie." I was surprised and look at the source. Eros appears, complete with attributes for skating.

"Huh? You're still here?" He sighed.

"Of course I am. I have business with you two."

"What business?" Really, he could just say it without being bastard, right? He seems don't want to say it bluntly.

"Can't tell now. I still want to understand situation here. I don't want miss any steps again. I really have problems with you. Since the one who will being a sulky-bastard child who make things difficult here..." He's going towards me, smirks and lifted my chin. "... is you."

Excuse me?

"What? Why? I don't have any reasons to –"

"Yes you will, Prince of Ice."

What the hell? We only met at 27 hours ago and he talks like he know everything about me?

"You must be confused. I know, but if I'm telling the situation right now, you will be more confused." He sheers off, his eyes met the sky. And, Eros' smiling? But that smile isn't happy. It brings pain. Why I could feel them? Is it really because we are the same? We shares feeling? Because actually I could feel sharp pain for sec in my heart, while he's gazing sky. He kisses his ring finger.

"You have the ring too."

"Yeah." So he is really myself. He maybe badass, but he could be this sweet person.

"Lets just assume you are from the future." I said as I lift my finger, making my golden ring reflecting sunlight. "You are here, and you don't have clue where your Victor go.
So, where are you going to look first?" There is deep intense silence between us. Obviously, I'm questioning him. He said that he searching Victor earlier, but why? Are they fighting before they arrives here?

"Actually, I know where he is."

"Really? So what are you waiting fo –"

"Say, Yuuri." He cut my dialogue. "If Victor leave you, abandon you, finding someone else that truly love him, what will you do?"

"What?"

"But if it's in reverse, like... he will become possessive of you. Not allowing you to talk to someone else except him. Seriously love you so bad but in wrong way, would you still stay by his side?"

"Huh?"

"Just forget what I'm saying." Eros lifts his bags, then smiling. "I will go skating in Hasetsu but at Rink B, I don't want your fiancee punch my beautiful face." Oh great, he's 'lustful-badass' image back again.

"See ya." Suddenly he kiss my cheeks. I could feel it burning through my skin. Because literally I kiss myself right?! He started to move towards crossroad, but stop.

"Hey, do you love Victor?" he asked.

"Of course I do. It is obvious right?"

"Can I steal him?"

"HELL NO EVEN IF YOU ARE MYSELF DON'T YOU DARE TO TOUCH VICTOR I'M WILLINGLY MYSELF TO TOUCH BY YOU BU –"

"Oh my god. Calm down. You even didn't give a pause." He chuckle. "Just kidding. My Victor is better than yours."

"Whatever." I spin my eyeballs. "Just shoo, go. You really breaking the mood."

"O~kay." He giggles. I touch my cheek, still looking at Eros, waving to me and vanish at crossroads.

"Lets go Yuuri. Huh? Why are you smiling?" Victor had just finished checking the whole house. of course, not knowing Eros had gone ahead.

"Nothing." I look at my fiancees eyes. Obviously, not telling him about sneaky Eros.

If Victor leave you, abandon you, finding someone else that truly love him, what will you do?

I twine my arms around Victor's neck. "Where's my morning kisses?"

"Oops, sorry. My bad. If you want to blame, blame your Eros." He's starting kiss on my forehead, nose, goes to earlobe, cheeks then my lips.

"It is weird to seeing you like this. Usually you don't ask for this thing."

"Well, it's because you forgot."

But if it's in reverse, like... he will become possessive of you. Not allowing you to talk to someone else except him. Seriously love you so bad but in wrong way..

"Stop cuddling guys. Really you don't have to do it in front of house. Get a room." My sister appears, looks like she had finished with her shopping.

"Sorry." She just sighed then enter house, not saying anything. "Shall we go?" I tangled my fingers to Victor's. He's smiling.

"Lead my way."

Would you still stay by his side?

Of course, I love him. Because no need reason to love someone. It goes flowing through your feels. I love Victor like breath comes naturally to me, like this heart beats everytime. I will stay by his side, no matter what.

.

– or so I thought, suddenly realize there's slight sharp pain in my heart.

Something's big coming towards me, I could feel that.