Disclaimer: I own nothing of Arrow, just having my fun. This is raw.. meaning no edit no beta!

Felicity thought for sure that, if she put her mind on all the good thoughts, the pain wouldn't enter her mind. Boy was she wrong. The pain was severe, the pain in her right leg was enough to take her breath and make her scream. But there were other pains throughout her body and she wasn't for sure she could tell where it was coming from anymore.

The horror that she has went through tried to enter her mind, she tried to keep it at bay by thinking better thoughts. Thoughts of Oliver, Diggle and even Barry Allen. The joys of their friendship was something to try and keep her positive. But there was no use, the pain was stronger. The pain filled her every thought. She was scared, scared that her captor would come back and inflict more pain on her body.

Felicity's long blonde hair was matted to the left side of her head. She was strapped to a cold metal table by what felt to her like leather straps and worse of everything she was naked. She had been beaten, drugged, beaten again and then raped. The pain in her pelvic bone and area was extreme, it felt as the pelvic bone was broken but she wasn't for sure. She tried to keep her thoughts straight, she started to figure out where each pain was coming from. Her left eye was swelled completely shut and it hurt to move her eyes around. Her entire body was tormented with pain making it uncertain just where she hurt the most. She wished for a savior to come and save the pain. A savior to take the pain away, she wished to die. The drugs that was rushing through her body wasn't enough. She wished for more to be given so she could go to the dark place where there was no pain, no thoughts, no nothing. Felicity Smoak had no fight left in her.

Felicity's captor saw her coming easily. It was a simple task to kidnap the computer genius that worked alongside the man he hated. He knew Arrow was looking for him, he knew it would be a matter of time before he was caught. He was running drugs in Arrow's city, he knew the possibility of what would come of that. Gray Collins wanted nothing more than to bring the Starling City savior to his knees. Starling City was just a money maker for him and he couldn't lose the amount of money he was gaining by running his drugs.

First he taunted the blonde genius with words that he knew would unsettle her. He told her of how she was nothing more than an item for Arrow. He whispered in her ear how she was useless to the Arrow team once they had what they needed from her. He taunted her with words that she wasn't that pretty girl that she liked to pull off that she was. He mocked her clothes, her makeup and even down to her glasses.

When she wouldn't break he started to torment her in other ways. Ways that would haunt Felicity for the rest of her life. Some ways that was never heard of, ways that she had only seen in horror films when she was brave enough to watch them.

Felicity had walked to her car, done for the evening and couldn't wait to get home where she wanted a hot bath and her favorite tub of Rocky Road ice cream. She had a rough day to say the least. Her and Oliver had exchanged mean words towards one another because he was upset and she wasn't working fast enough in his opinion. She was livid with Oliver; how could he question her work when he had seen her at her best. How could he say the hateful words that he had spoken?

Gray Collins stood in the dark night against the brick building waiting for Felicity he had followed her for days. He knew when he saw her that the blonde's mind was a million miles away. He quickly ducked his cigarette on the brick wall and walked toward her. This was his chance.

Felicity saw the tall dark haired man coming toward her. His grey suit looked to be high end and he walked with purpose. Once he got close to her she looked at him and his eyes would haunt her forever. His voice rasp sounding he said "I'm having car trouble could you be of help?". She looked around and noticed that there wasn't another car close to them and fear started to set in. Where at he come from? Why hadn't she seen him when she walked toward her car? She reached in her coat pocket for her cell phone but before she could do anything else Collins was on her fast, the syringe he was holding stuck into her neck quickly as he wrapped his other hand around her mouth. What was it with these bad guys and syringes she wondered as she fell into the black abyss.

The drugs would keep her comatose for long enough. Once the drug entered her system, she would only crave them later, something that was on his side, something that he counted on to happen. Gray Collins usually got what he wanted no matter how, he just always did. He wanted to leave Arrow a warning, a warning to leave him be and allow him to run the city freely. Felicity just happen to be that warning sign.

Gray Collins had inflicted so much hurt, so much pain unto Felicity in forms of mental and physical. He wanted to make sure his wants got across to the Arrow, no matter what it took. He would leave Arrow a message on where to find his blonde friend and he himself would go into hiding until the smoke blew over so to speak.