" Karma,

I love you, and I know you love me too but not the same way; I know your brain is crazy for Liam but please Karma understand that how he makes you crazy...You make me crazy like that.

I wish you would keep loving me..just love me like I love you. Cause Karma I'm no good without you, and no matter what I do I can't get enough of you. Karma I would fight fire to get close to you, I would run for miles just to get a taste of your lips again, God what do I got to do to get in your heart?

I know the answer...Be a boy, probably Liam. I can't do that though; I can't just become him, I would for you but...I can't.

So...Karma, I have love on my brain. the love is for you. But you won't let me in, you won't ever truly want me like that. I know I have loved you since...forever. I know I won't ever stop loving you. Which means that I will always be sad, alone, watching you flirt with boys while I wish I was them.

I can't do that anymore Karma. So this is goodbye; Forever. I know my family won't miss me too much, they will move on as the perfect southern family without me. Lauren will take my room, and probably toss all my things. And well I have nobody else but you. I know you won't move on easy, but try for me.

Don't you stop loving me, don't quit loving me Karma. Love me forever and one day it can be you and me together, straight up; In heaven.

Love, Amy."

Karma cried as she read the letter that Amy had left by her bed when she killed herself. She let her tears run free on her cheeks as she sobbed, her fingers slowly releasing the letter letting it drop to the floor.

"Fuck Amy!" Karma sobbed loudly "I love you!"