Hey Everybody, this is Nathalie. First of all I wanted to thank every writer in this fandom for your great stories! I love to read every single of them and can't get enough of them.
I am a 29 Year old German Girl who totally ships Rolivia. So I decided to write a little story. I never wrote one before and I can't tell u if it will be good or not. So I hope you will read it and let me know what you think. I am sorry for grammar faults but English is not my motherlanguage. So feel free to correct me.
Disclaimer ( For all chapters) – they aren't mine I'm just borrowing them.
„Earth on Rollins! Are you there?" Fins voice brought her back to reality. Her cheeks blushed, she felt like a little kid who had been caught red-handed. She quickly went back to her paperwork, trying to act normal. "What's up, Fin?" " Just wanted to let you know that we got another case but I have asked Cragen to pair you with Olivia because I got some days off. You remember, Ken's Boyfriend, Alejandro, who was attacked. His trial starts today and I promised them to be there!"
Amanda starred at him in shock. Working with Olivia…She totally knew how this would end up? She wouldn't be able to control her emotions and would look like a total jerk. " Hey Amanda, you ok with that?" " Oh yeah, no Prob Fin…don't look at me like that, we won't kill each other" she said with a sloping smile.
"Oh Amanda, you'd fallen hard for her" he whispered while he grabbed his jacket and walked outside the Squad room. Amanda on the other side got lost in her thoughts again. How did she get there? Where hhas she gone, the tough Detective who always had easy One-Night-stands? She had to face the truth: Since she moved to New York, she hadn't have One-Night-Stands anymore. Not only because of the stress of the job, but also her feelings for Detective Olivia Benson had grown bigger and bigger. She had always admired her, had read every article about her and tried to learn from her. But when she arrived at SVU, she quickly learned that "Bad-Ass-Benson" wasn't easy to connect with. Well, that was really underestimated: Olivia showed Amanda how less she cared about her admiration and that she weren't interested in any connection outside their work. At first, Amanda had been deflated, she had never imagined the older Detective could be so rough. But then she heard about her old partner, Elliot Stabler. He and Olivia had been partners for 12 years but after a shooting he left without a word and she never saw or heard from him again. So Amanda began to understand that Olivia protected herself to get heartbroken again. She felt a deep desire to tell Olivia that she was different from Elliot, that she would never leave her but she knew the older Detective wouldn't open herself up to Amanda. So she tried to concentrate herself on her work and time flew by. But with this new situation, she wouldn't be able to just concentrate on her work, because she worked side by side with Olivia. " Well, this could end up better or worse" Amanda thought by herself. She decided to try her best to show the older Woman that she was worth a try.
A few hours later the two of them sat in Olivia's car together on their way to the witness. The radio played "Te Amo" from Rihanna and Amanda hummed the melody. Olivia looked at the street, concentrated to get through the hell of traffic. Amanda catched a glimpse of the side profile of the older woman. Her brown hair was tied up in a ponytail but some strands had loosened from the Ponytail and framed her face. Her Jawline was pretty distinctive, her Hazelnutbrown Eyes were so big and beautiful and her full lips looked so smooth that Amanda let out a little moan. Olivia turned her head right in Amandas direction and she quickly looked away and concentrated herself at the view out of the window. "OMG, please let this moment end" Amanda thought by herself. She felt her cheeks blushing again. "You ok, Rollins?" Amanda flinched of the sound of Olivia's voice. She didn't sound that harsh but more caring. She looked over to found Hazelnut Eyes linked to her blue ones.
"HmmHmm" it wasn't more than a mumble that left Amanda's mouth and Olivia concentrated on the streets again. "Jezuz, these days are going to be my Downfall" was all Amanda could think of…
OK Guys, first chapter done so far. I know it is not that exciting, but I need to slow me down to not write everything down in just two chapters reviews and Comments are more than welcome, like I told u before, this is my first story ever and I am dying to get to know your opinions.