I didn't want to return to Beacon Hills. I begged and pleaded with Deucalion for us not to come back here, but he doesn't listen to anyone, let alone the lowest ranking alpha in his pack; as far as he's concerned I'm pretty much just an accessory to flush out the pack a little. Deucalion caught whispers of a Kanima being in Beacon Hills, and that was it. The decision was made, we were going to search for it. Only to find we were too late, but now he's far too interested in the relationship between Derek Hale and Scott McCall for us to leave just yet. I think we'll be here for much longer than I anticipated.

Ethan and Aiden have spent weeks trying to convince me to join Beacon Hills High with them, but I'm not sure I can face that. Going back to high school is something I've wanted to do for months to regain some kind of normalcy in my life, but I'm just not sure I can face her, knowing what I've hidden from her. The pain that I've caused, and she doesn't even know the half of it - and she never can.