Finally accept the fact that he was in love again after a while, and sleeping with the one he loved was kind of refreshing for Kisa. After a few days of meeting each other, they decided to stay at each other's place, and now it was Yukina's turn. He was at Kisa's for already three days, and they both seemed to enjoy that kind of 'family' feeling.

It was a sunny day in January, but was also cold, but it was still great for a walk with a cup of hot chocolate.

"Kisa-san!"

"Hmm?"

"Wanna try the Ferris Wheel?"

Kisa tilted his head to the side, then looked at the huge Ferris Wheel nearby Yukina was pointing at.

"In the daytime?" he furrowed his eyebrows.

"Yeah, why not?" Yukina looked at him with excitedly sparkling eyes.

"I don't know…" Kisa scratched the back of his head. "I think the view is better in the night, so why don't we come back later?"

"Eeeh, you might be right," Yukina chuckled, then threw his plastic cup in the trash can. "Alright, let's come back later!"

Kisa couldn't help but smile at the younger's excitement.

They reached a park, and sat down on one of the benches, Kisa still sipping the hot chocolate that wasn't even hot anymore. The sun shone bright, and its rays were warm despite the cold temperature of the winter month. As it brightened the green grass, the rime literally sparkled. It was a beautiful view.

"Kisa-san, are you with me?" Yukina waved in front of his face, dragging him back to reality.

"Eh?" the man blinked. He just realised he was deep in his thoughts while getting amazed by the view of nature. "S-Sorry, did you say something?"

"I was just wondering," Yukina smiled at him while looking back at the blue sky, "if you're planning on coming back to the university."

Kisa turned his glance away from Yukina at the centre of the park, lowering his eyelids for a bit. He felt slightly guilty for leaving all of a sudden, but he didn't know things would turn out like this after all. And he didn't plan to go back to that university once again.

"Nah. I won't go back. Sorry."

He felt Yukina's glare on him, but didn't say more, just kept on staring into space while biting his bottom lip.

I can't teach in a school where my lover is my student…

Kisa turned his head to the side and glanced at the Ferris Wheel.

Is it really that romantic?

"Okay, if you stay here, then here's the number one rule: help me with cleaning."

Early in the afternoon, after having lunch, Kisa gave a broom to Yukina. The brunette just threw a big smile, then nodded.

"Anything for my ex-teacher. But that rule was kind of obvious though."

"Don't call me a teacher, moron!" Kisa said in an irritated tone. "And yeah I know, I just wanted to point that out!"

Yukina just chuckled, then started to sweep the kitchen floor, while Kisa was busy with washing the dishes. It felt really so family-like to clean the little apartment together.

Just as if we were married…

Kisa blushed at this thought, and shook his head.

What the hell am I thinking?!

While he was washing the dishes, Yukina told him he'd clean the bedroom as well. Kisa thanked him gratefully since there were a bunch of dishes he had to wash. Kisa was deep in his thoughts, and Yukina started to take all the stuff down from the shelves to clean it. He was sliding some books aside, when he found something.

Meanwhile, Kisa finally finished washing the dishes, and tired from standing for so long, he just sat down at the table, his head in his palms. He then lifted his head up when he heard Yukina's footsteps.

"Oh, you done?" he asked tiredly.

"Yeah, I'm done with the bedroom," Yukina smiled.

Kisa as well threw a smile, then he frowned. Yukina's smile seemed… fake?

Nah, must be my imagination… he thought. I'm probably just tired.

"Yukina, are you tired? We can take a nap before going to the Ferris Wheel," Kisa suggested.

Yukina nodded, and lied down on the couch, rubbing his forehead with the back of his hand. Kisa took a deep breath, and walked towards him, and squatted.

"Why don't you lie in the bed?"

"I'm fine here, don't worry," the brunette said, his voice wasn't as lively and excited as always.

Is it just me…?

"As you wish. Wanna drink something? Or should I make something to eat? Or wanna buy something in the amusement park?"

"I think we better buy something there. I totally want something sweet now," Yukina answered, but didn't look at Kisa, just lied on the couch, the back of his hand was still on his forehead, one of his knees pulled up.

"Okay," Kisa nodded, then grabbed a glass and filled it with water.

Maybe I should rest. I'm starting to imagining things. He might be tired as well. But why doesn't he lie on the bed? Does he just take a quick nap or something? Is he mad at me or is it just me?

Yeah, this is why I should get some rest. I'm probably overthinking something.

In the amusement park, after buying a big cup of cola and dorayaki, they ate it while walking around with slow steps, taking a look at everything. The park was really noisy, but none of them seemed to be bothered by it. After eating, they got on the Ferris Wheel.

It was slowly going upwards, and Kisa was looking through the window, the park's and the city's lights made his jet black hair go a little orangey. So did his black leather jacket.

"Looks awesome," he said in an amazed tone, then turned to Yukina. "Isn't it?"

"Yeah, it is," Yukina threw a smile, but again, it seemed fake to Kisa.

He was looking at the brunette for a moment, then brushed some locks from his face and asked, "Is something wrong?"

Yukina shook his head, "Nope, everything's fine."

"Are you kidding me? It's written on your face…" Kisa sighed. "Just tell me if something's wrong. I wanna know."

"But I'm fine, really," Yukina argued, then he turned his gaze towards the window, looking through it at the city's lights. "Kisa-san, are you really in love with me?"

"Ha?" Kisa blinked in surprise. "W-What's this question from out of nowhere?"

"Just asking. Can you please answer the question?"

What's wrong with him…?

Kisa sat back in the seat, swallowing, his face was deep red. "O-Of course I am, moron! What's with this stupid question all of a sudden?"

Yukina was staring at Kisa for a while, then took a deep breath, and pulled out a piece of paper from his jacket's pocket. Kisa frowned at that, but then Yukina started to unfold that paper-like thing, then gave it to Kisa. The man took a closer look at it, and his eyes grew wider.

It was a picture. A picture of his ex-lover, Yoshida. It was from their college ages, he remembered clearly. He took that picture on their first date because he just adored the whole character of the brunette guy. And then, when they broke up, Kisa found this picture, and hid it under the books he never really used on the shelf. As the years passed, he just forgot about the picture's existence, and never tried to look for it or anything.

"Yukina…" he whispered as he lifted his glance at the brunette.

"I found it while cleaning your shelves. I thought you already forgot about him," Yukina said without any emotion in his voice.

"I did, I swear. I wouldn't be here if I wouldn't have forgotten about Yoshida," Kisa replied, his heart raced. It wasn't because of the picture, but because of the fear that Yukina would misunderstand something. Or he already did.

"Then why did you keep this picture?"

"When we broke up, I hid it and forgot about it. That's all."

"You did?" Yukina frowned.

"Yeah. If I knew I still have it, I would've long ago thrown it out. He doesn't mean anything to me anymore."

Kisa then lifted his hands up and ripped the pictures into pieces in front of Yukina. Then he put the paper pieces into his pocket.

"See? No more memories."

He kept looking into Yukina's eyes as the excited and usual sparkling returned into his eyes, and he just started to smile widely. Kisa as well smile, and calmed down.

"I'm sorry, I thought…"

"I know. If I were you I would've misunderstood as well as you just did," Kisa sighed, then turned back towards the window and glanced through it. "That's okay."

Yukina suddenly stood up and sat down next to Kisa and held his hand. Kisa blushed deeply, but didn't look at Yukina.

The Ferris Wheel was on the top now, and started its way downwards. Yukina gently slid his fingers under Kisa's chin, and turned his head, and kissed him. He then licked his lips, biting the bottom one gently.

"Y-Yukina…!" Kisa tried to push him away. "We're not supposed to do this here!"

"I can't wait," Yukina whispered which made Kisa shiver.

Kisa finally pushed him away, gasping for air. "Just wait until we get home, okay?"

"The wheel goes down slow."

"Not slow enough," Kisa sighed. "Be a man and hold yourself back for an hour, Yukina."

"That's the matter… I'm a man…" Yukina laughed, then nodded. "Alright. As you want."

He leaned closer to kiss the black-haired man once again, then sat back in his seat, still holding Kisa's hand. Kisa was looking at the brunette's face. Even Yukina sitting there in piece amazed him.

Man, huh? You're just a young boy, Yukina.

Jackets and scarfs were dropped on the floor as they finally got home and had the chance to be each other's. The passion was awake, and took over both of them.

"Kisa-san," Yukina started while taking Kisa's shirt off. "How do you want me to do it?"

"Don't ask such an embarrassing question!" Kisa said, but then he ran his finger through Yukina's brown locks. "Do whatever you please."

"Got it!" Yukina said, then started to plant kisses on Kisa's upper body which drove the black-haired man crazy.

"Y…Yukina…"

"Hmm?" Yukina lifted his gaze up, then rose above the man. "What's it?"

"I just…" Kisa said while gasping for air. "I just wanna say that…"

"That…?" Yukina teased him since they both knew what Kisa was about to say.

"You know!" Kisa threw a pillow into Yukina's face. The brunette just laughed at that.

"Yeah, I know," he leaned down to kiss him. "But I wanna hear it from you, Kisa-san!"

Kisa hesitated for a while, and turned away from Yukina's gaze. Then he rolled on the bed to lie on his stomach, and buried his face into the huge pillow.

"I… I just wanted to say I love you."

He heard Yukina starting to chuckle, before the brunette lied down next to him. "I love you too, Kisa-san."

"Yeah, I know that," Kisa replied, then sat up. "Now finish what you just started!"

"Alright!" Yukina said with excitement and passion, then once again rose above him and started to plant kisses all over his body.

A\N:

Hi guys! Thanks for all of your patience! I'm sorry for taking so long, but eeee~ I'm lazy. I'm supposed to write more since it's summer break. But I started to much fanfics I don't know which to continue anymore. XD

Anyways i hope you like this chapter. Please leave a comment. And thanks for the follow, fav and reviews. Means a lot, guys. :)