I'm back with a new update, yes I know it has been a while. I'm pretty sure a lot of you thought I abandoned this story. You thought wrong

I've been very busy at the minute, I've been away, dealing with family issues etc. busy life basically

I didn't know how to start the next chapter either so I edited it a little at a time. So we get to see

Mikasa glared fiercely at Hanji, how had she known about this and not told her. Eren was her family and she had messed with her body which caused Eren to go through a transformation that could have gone horribly wrong. Yes, Erin's gender being altered would be very disorientating, but what if the transformation may have triggered something else instead. Something that could have ended up turning him into a titan permanently. Given Hanji's tests could have the opposite or drastic effects.

The fact that Erin had been hiding it from her until now made it worse, the fact that Erin had felt so worried about it that she kept it from her big sister was even worse. Which meant she herself had been worried about the possible side effects that could have happened to her. Luckily the effects would only last a year but what if things hadn't been so lucky. What if Eren had been stuck like this forever, forced into a different body without her consent. Did she even think about terrifying that would be to her brother, well sister now?

She had promised Carla that she would protect Erin and keep her safe from any dangers that may befall them. Even if it meant sacrificing a lot or putting herself in harms way, she had promised Carla before she died. She was aware of all the tests that had happened to Erin up until now, but none of them had been seriously harming towards her. But now she had changed Erin into someone she could have never recognized, not unless she was told.

Hanji swallowed nervously and shifted "Listen Mikasa, I l know your mad. But this was for science. I mean, in a way Eren was becoming closer to you in a way. Seeing how the titan power would affect Eren in a girl's body. If they would become similar to an Ackerman" she explained. She could sense the death glare being pierced at her like a knife. The aura of rage which was radiating from Mikasa made her blood run cold, aware of the danger she was in. Praying to god she came out of this unscathed.

She had become used to being around Levi and the two even joked around one another. But now she was facing the younger Ackerman who was not always as reasonable as Levi could be. She could talk Levi out of things but with Mikasa it was not always as easy to do, a million thoughts rushing through her head. Wondering what the latter was possibly considering right now.

Mikasa sighed heavily "I know that, but what if Eren was stuck like this forever? He's my brother, you can't just mess with people's bodies like that. Did you ever think how scary it would be for Eren to adjust to their new life?" she replied fiercely. She would always love Eren as her family. Well since she was a girl their name was Erin now. But as interested in shifter's as Hanji was, she couldn't just use Eren as her personal lab rat without considering the consequences. It was traumatic for everyone involved.

Erin already went through enough dealing with her new titan strength and becoming a creature she hated with every fiber of her being. The creature which had destroyed her home and murdered her mother. Becoming a creature that had haunted her dreams since she was 10 years old. Now she had been changed from her normal self into a new body with all sorts of new different experiences. Knowing about all sorts of new and different things she would have to tolerate in her new body.

Erin sighed heavily, she had expected this. After telling Mikasa all about it, her face had slowly gone from shock into death glare. Her protective side coming out on a max, it had taken a lot of convincing to stop Mikasa from killing her. "Listen Mikasa, I'm fine. I mean, when I first changed I was scared. Everything was new and different, like I was born into another person's body. But I'm still me, and its temporary" she replied reassuringly. There were worse things that could have happened looking back on it. Was it strange, yes. But it wasn't the worst thing that had happened to her.

Mikasa looked over at Erin, still angry but visibly softened. Erin had always been good at talking her out of things, as had Armin. Being able to ease the storm of emotions inside of her and stopping her from doing something reckless. Her eyes one of fear, confusion and hurt. Why had Erin kept this a secret? Had she thought she would disown her or think she was lying? Why act like strangers? She then got to her feet and pulled Erin into a tight hug, gripping her close. "Don't you scare me like that again Erin. If you were scared about being a girl, you could have come to me" she snapped. She was a girl and had been all her life. she would have been able to give her advice and adapt into her temporary form until the affects wore off.

She could have come to her, she could have relied on her. She would have been surprised but they had experienced all sorts of strange and painful things. This whole experience was like a funny prank compared to everything else they had been through. How could she think that she wouldn't help her through this situation like she had every other. They were family and family told each other everything, maybe not always immediately but in due time. But not a couple of months into the situation and expecting them to adapt.

Erin softened, what was there to say? She couldn't make a joke about it or she knew that Mikasa would have just been put into a worse mood than she already was. She had tried to live her life the same way she always had. But now as a woman, seeing what it was like to live as a girl while trying to have fun. But now taking a step back she felt bad about hiding it from Mikasa. She then patted Mikasa's back gently "I know, but I didn't think about that then. All I could think of was freaking out. But as long as you don't treat me any different and think of how it will wear off soon. Things will be the same as always" she replied reassuringly.

Mikasa pulled away a look of surprise on her face. She had never expected such a mature and insightful thing coming from Erin of all people. Yes she had some good ideas but they were generally crazy and often one that faced possible injury and danger. But it went to show how much Erin had grown up. "Well, so far being a girl has made you more mature. Hopefully this change helps you grow up a little" she replied bluntly a slight teasing tone in her voice.

Erin pouted but she was happy. Relieved to hear that the anger in Mikasa's tone had now lessened which meant her mood was improving. Things were still the same as always but Mikasa had every right to be mad. She had kept a very important secret from her and this was a lot to take in after being kept in the dark. So, her outburst was expected. "I'll keep that in mind" she joked. But she was glad to see Mikasa had calmed down a little. Knowing that it meant nobody was going to get hurt.

Mikasa and Erin were walking down the hallway together, Mikasa hadn't said a word since being told. She was brewing and that was obvious to see, so Erin could only guess what was going on inside her mind. Probably still angry at her. She couldn't blame her to be honest "Hey Mikasa, listen. Hanji did this experiment on me to see how my powers would work as a girl. But you know, Levi felt me up and I've been having a friend with benefits relationship with Jean". Yeah, best keep that a secret.

There was a lot she couldn't tell Mikasa, but then how could she explain half of what she had been through. When she calmed down from having her own freak out she had slowly gotten used to her new form. But of course it was still strange as she experienced all sorts of new things but in the body of a woman. Mikasa would try to kill Levi but that would just end in a death battle that would finish when either called truce. Mikasa already had tension and issues with Levi. So, learning about him feeling her up when she first became a girl would only cause her to attempt to murder him.

She followed Levi and did respect him in a sense, but she still hated him. They had a connection being from the same bloodline and understanding one another's powers. But Mikasa did not always agree with his opinions and methods of doing things. She also didn't like his attitude and how she spoke to her loved ones and often came across as patronizing. But he was needed by humanity and killing him was not the best thing to do.

Jean had a crush on Mikasa and was deeply into her. She was his first love and he had a strong sense of admiration for her. But he also had a conflicting attraction to Eren on account of his newfound form and their frenemy/rival relationship. She felt bad because she had been the one to make a move on him first. But she didn't regret it. But she respected his loyalty to her sister, but at the same time her feelings towards him had changed during her time as a girl. It was just different.

There was so much she wanted to say, so much she wanted to tell her. But where to start? She had been keeping this a secret from one of the people closest to her. She knew how wrong she had been to do something like that. But she couldn't leave things as they were. The tension was killing her and saying anything had to be better than stewing in this silence until she went mad. "Um…. Mikasa listen…" she trailed off. God, this wasn't going to be easy.

Mikasa stopped her head still bowed. She was angry at Erin, for not telling her. For not trusting her enough to tell her. But also, that since she became trapped in this form she had been avoiding her. Weren't they family? Family kept no secrets. She then spun on her heels and punched Erin in the face. Taking the other girl aback and sending her staggering back a little. Mikasa's head bowed low so her long bangs tumbled in front of her face like a dark curtain.

God she was so angry it took all she had not to smash a window or punch a wall so hard she left a hole and large crack. She knew given the amount of her rage that was flowing through her she would have trouble restraining her strength right now. But punching Erin did help vent the anger she felt towards her. Given what she put her through for the past couple of months until she had found out. Wondering what had happened to her and what the hell was going on.

Erin grabbed her now aching face, blood dripping down her lip a little and pain swelling up in her sore cheek. Mikasa had so suddenly taken a blow at her that she had no way to defend herself or even block it. "What the fuck Mikasa?!" she snapped angrily. God her face hurt so much. She could taste blood in her mouth and now she would have a swollen cheek with a bruise. Luckily Mikasa had been holding back so no broken teeth. But her face was going to be swollen and sore for a couple of weeks after this.

"You could have told me Erin" Mikasa muttered darkly. Would she have been shocked? Yes. But she would have helped her adjust, given her clothes to borrow. Helped her understand her new body. Protected her and helped her learn to fight in her new body. Why did Eren always feel that they had to handle things all on their own. 5 years and nothing had changed in the slightest. Carla would be very annoyed at her and she would have been just as angry. She had learned to back off and let Erin take care of themselves, but moments like this caused her to worry about that. To get herself in this situation and not even tell her family about what had happened?

"What if it was permanent, what if something went wrong? I'm used to the experiments Erin. But you've changed gender, identity, personality and facially. Your you, but you didn't even have the courage to tell your own sister" she spat bitterly. There would have been that awkward disbelief, touching her face and reassuring that she was telling the truth and then accepting. But instead she kept it from her like a dirty secret that she was ashamed of.

Erin softened, now she understood. Yes, she had been an ass, she had never even considered that. She had been too busy having fun as a girl but also trying to adjust. Seeing life through the eyes of a woman. "Yeah, I know, but I didn't think at the time. I was too busy freaking out and trying to avoid negative attention" she replied defensively. She didn't usually think clearly when she was under pressure.

Mikasa softened but was still frowning, it would be a while before she was in a calmer state of mind again. "Well you have me now. And first off, you need to wear female clothes at least. Your usual ones will be too baggy" she replied. It seemed she would have to loan Erin her clothes for a while, that is if they fit. It was amazing that her clothes even fit her. Wearing baggy male clothes would give off the wrong impression to other people involving men.

Erin sighed, she had been so used to wearing her usual clothes that the idea of dressing like a girl felt strange. Wearing boys clothes helped her feel like she still retained a piece of her old life. She was only different on the outside, so why change her style? It felt more comfortable that way. But arguing with Mikasa right now was not a good idea. Knowing she could be worse than simply getting a deeply swollen and bruised face she could have received.

Erin hummed, she had to admit these clothes didn't look too bad. But it certainly felt strange to not be wearing her usual constricted clothing. It was still her usual beige or light green cord tie top. But she was also wearing a brown calf length skirt similar to Mikasa's and black pumps. She at least felt like herself aside from the skirt. But then adjustments had to be made after all.

"I edited the shirt, so it would fit your new figure. But the skirt you can borrow from me" Mikasa replied. She knew Erin would never wear anything girly, but this would be more of her style. She still retained her sowing skills her mother taught her. She at least looked like how she used to dress, but she would have to get used to feeling a bit more air on her legs than she was used to. But she had to admit it did suit her, a little cute even.

Erin spun on her heels a little, getting used to the feel of it. Though she was still a guy inside, she had to admit as a woman she didn't look half bad in a skirt. It showed off her slender legs and newfound curves. Embracing her new sexuality. "Its great Mikasa, I should have come to you for help sooner" she joked. But it felt good to bond with her sister about this sort of thing. Making jokes out of what had been a very tense situation earlier on.

"I have a nightdress you can wear too. But we have other matters to discuss. Since your going to be stuck like this for a year. You need to understand the risks that come with it" Mikasa explained. Being a woman was never easy. Not many men respected you and then there were the joys of being a woman. Stuff she had been dealing with for a long time. Though she tended to avoid Erin and Armin when she was in that state of mind, simply wanting to curl up in her bunk and sleep until it was over.

Erin stopped twirling and turned to her quietly, placing her hands on her hips. She wasn't stupid. Yes, she could be reckless, but she was no fool. "If a guy stares at me funny, I'll punch him in the face. If they try anything funny, I'll deck them. And I'll just train my body to adapt to new training moves" she replied proudly. She could handle herself and she would never let a guy take advantage of her after this. She could handle herself and she had learned training moves from Annie. But now she would have to rely on something since she lacked a certain strength she had as a man.

Mikasa scoffed. Oh, how oblivious her beloved sister was, there were all sorts of new things she would learn as a girl. Yes Erin could hold her own in a fight but that was not exactly what she had in mind. "Yes, I don't doubt that. But I mean more personal matters about your body" she explained. The painful misery she would have to endure for the next year until she reverted back. She doubted very much she would miss that side of her femininity.

Erin raised her eyebrow, was she talking about hormones and all that. She knew there were all sorts of crap that females had to deal with but she didn't really have much insight on the matter. Yes, that would be different, but she didn't quite understand. Was there something new that would happen that Hanji hadn't told her? Why did Mikasa look so serious? Almost like she was reminiscing over a painful and awkward memory.

Mikasa sighed, god she was going to have to explain this the old-fashioned way. Before she died her mother had, then Carla had helped her out. And since then now she had to handle it on her own. But having female bunk-mates helped. "Erin, you know how when a woman prepares to have a baby. She gets a monthly pain due to her not getting pregnant" Mikasa explained. Menstruation was never fun for any woman and now Erin would understand her pain. She would be growing up in many ways.

Erin hummed, she had learned from her mother at a young age that Mikasa had to bleed once a month due to her not having a baby. But that was because Mikasa was a girl. Her eyes widened, wait she was a girl. Then that meant…She placed her hands on her stomach, a look of fear on her face. She had seen how moody women got during that time of the month. It was supposed to wear you out and make you feel utterly awful. Now she would have to…No, no now this was too much. Could she please revert back into being a guy again now?

Mikasa smiled warmly "Welcome to womanhood Erin. Now this year is going to be really difficult for you" she teased. But she would help Erin in any way she could to make it more tolerable. She would help her sister with whatever she needed. But sadly she would just have to get through the pain as best she could. Taking a hot bath helped and Hanji knew how to make herbal tonics to ease the pain, the nausea and other issues. But never truly get rid of the problem, just make it easier.

Erin froze, internally cursing with rage, frustration and confusion. Just when she had been getting used to being a girl and now she was figuring this out. God, this was going to be fun, but at least she had her sister around. Now she was starting to regret ever going through this experiment with Hanji, knowing all this crap she would have to deal with. This was not fair by any means whatsoever. Could she revert back now?

"You look like you need some air. Take a walk, but if you feel worried or stressed about anything. Come back to the girl's dorms to see me" Mikasa replied. She would always tease Erin, that was what sisters did. But she would always be there to help her. But given after what they had both been through today she looked like she needed a walk. God knows she would enjoy being able to take a map for a while to ease her own mind.

Erin sighed, after today fresh air would do her good. If it stopped her from starting a fight with someone to vent her anger on this new found information. But having Mikasa to rely on in this situation was always helpful. It made her feel less alone and knowing Mikasa would understand how she was feeling in this situation. She then headed out quietly, hoping nobody would tease her for wearing a skirt. She would love to see them try and be funny with her foot kicking them. She may have been a girl, but she was no pushover.

Erin sighed heavily, being out in the night air was nicer. Walking outside the camps in the dirt while the stars shone above them. It was a nice distraction and very soothing indeed. Helping her forget her problems. Her legs felt the chill of the night air being exposed, she wasn't as covered as she had been in trousers. It was a new different feeling but not a bad one, she was slowly getting used to these changes. Though the fight with Mikasa had been unpleasant, she had expected it. The reaction was justified given what she had put Mikasa through. But it had helped them grow closer and have a female ally to rely on.

She wondered what Armin would say, his reaction and his opinion. She didn't doubt he would go to Hanji and ask about how she had managed such a thing while having some serious science talk about it. She could picture it now. God, while they had made up this was now a whole lot of stress she had wanted to avoid. Mikasa acting even more like her mother and going all scary. Yes, she was struggling somewhat but she was not helpless. She was grateful, but Mikasa was overreacting a little.

Little did she know a familiar face had noticed her bad mood from afar and decided to see what was going through her mind. Though he was wary about Erin's infamous temper, he had faced it more than once and could handle it. I mean nowadays when Erin got mad now he actually found it rather cute. "I didn't see you as the daydreaming time Yeager. But I suppose nowadays your developing all sorts of hobbies" a familiar voice teased. He hated to admit it, but she looked rather lovely under the stars, given he was still conflicted about their incident in the showers.

Erin peered over her shoulder, a familiar face. Usually she would have wanted to punch Jean in the face, but after today his humour was welcomed. She never thought she would be admitting that to herself. "Better get used to it horse face" she replied bluntly. After Mikasa had threatened Hanji about changing her and then punched her for keeping it a secret. She had been through more than enough and Jean's humour was a breath of fresh air after a long day of stress.

Jean stopped, she was certainly more annoyed than usual but that was Erin's constant mood. But he wondered what was eating away at her to leave her needing to stargaze. He was capable of being a jerk too, but he wasn't heartless. Something was obviously eating away at her and he couldn't help but feel concerned. "You wanna talk about it?" he asked casually. He knew talking about your problems helped deal with them. Given how moody Erin could be, it would help her to talk about whatever was on her mind. Making her more sociable.

Erin hesitated, after her confrontation with Mikasa she wasn't in the best of moods. Especially after the fact she had learned about her newfound womanhood every month for the following year. But then again, Jean was good for making her laugh. "Sure" she replied casually. She could use a good laugh and an outlet for her problems for a while. a nice distraction after what felt like the most stressful day of her life so far.

Erin and Jean sat quietly behind the barn together, the moonlight beaming down upon them as silvery grey clouds rolled through the sky. The air was still with no wind and the only sound that could be heard was the mess hall in the background. Glad to be away from the noise and the intrusiveness of their teammates for a while so they could have a personal conversation for a while together. Knowing all sorts of assumptions people could come up with about them.

Erin sat quietly with her knees tucked under her chin, her green eyes hard and yet filled with so many emotions. Her bangs tickling her face, clenching her jaw so tightly you could nearly hear the low growl inside of her throat. he was worried to confront her about the problems she was going through but after the stunt that Levi had pulled he worried what else she had been forced to endure. Life was difficult enough for her to deal with at the time being.

Jean sat beside her in silence, leaning against the barn wall, one arm rested on his knee. Wanting to say something but waiting for Erin to speak up, not really wanting to get on her bad side. He knew from experience not to piss off Erin when she was already in a bad mood. Something was obviously bothering her quite a bit and she was still adapting to her female form. However, she had come to accept and adapt very well, and he had to admire that, I mean he could only imagine how strange it was.

But his mother had always taught him it was not good to bottle up your emotions. He had always cried into his mothers' bosom as a child when he was bullied, feeling safe and his troubles slipped away. He had no intent on trying to make a move on Erin, but he did want to help relieve her troubles. "So, you gonna vent any time soon or do I have to pick your brain?" he asked casually a hint of playfulness to his tone. He wasn't a mind reader, but it was obvious that there was definitely something that was irritating Erin. It was written all over her face.

Erin shifted then sighed heavily, all of her frustrations escaping her lips at once. First, she had an argument with Mikasa about keeping secrets from her. Then having to learn to behave like a woman and learn about her period. She also had to deal with Levi having a strong attraction to her and all the other crap that came with being a woman. Everything seemed to just overwhelm her and become too much, messing with her head completely. God where did she start? How could she talk about all of this without losing her breath and getting even more annoyed? "Sure, you won't get bored? A lot as happened" she replied hesitantly.

Jean smirked, surprised that he was hearing such a thing from her of all people. "Yeager, given your rep I doubt anything you talk about could be boring" he teased playfully. She was always getting into trouble, so she always had something to talk about. Besides, only jerks pretended not to listen. Yes, he didn't always agree with some of the things that she said, but he still respected her. There were times he was even impressed by what she was able to achieve.

Eren snorted in amusement but it gave her a boost of confidence. Feeling like her problems that once seemed so bothersome suddenly meant nothing at all. Jean was a pain in the ass, but he was a nicer guy than she gave him credit for. I mean given how much his friends looked up to him and spoke highly of him. She then softened and stared up at the moon quietly. "I got into a fight with Mikasa earlier, about my transformation" she replied.

Jean stiffened, a cold sweat running down his back. A bunch of scenarios of what could have happened between them and what had caused it. Wait Mikasa new Erin was now a girl? Crap did that mean she knew about the events that happened in the shower that one time? God, if she did his fate was sealed, she would try and skewer him like a human kebab. Knowing he had laid a hand on her precious family.

Erin saw his reaction and smirked "Calm down horse face, she doesn't know about our little rendezvous, just about me being a girl now. Everything else she doesn't know about. Besides, it's none of her business" she replied. She was allowed to have her secrets after all. There was no way she would tell Mikasa about what Levi did or about her developing a friend's with benefits relationship with Jean. She would only freak out and go all scary protective mode again. So, it was best to keep this to herself. Though it was strange to say, after becoming a girl she had grown up a lot in that time. Going through a lot of personal changes and learning a lot about herself. As well as some insight on what it was like to be a woman. Changing a lot of the views she once had as a guy.

Jean relaxed but frowned, not a funny joke on Erin's half. He knew full well what Mikasa was capable of, how protective she was over her close friends and family. Though he argued with a few of his other comrades, Mikasa was not someone he wanted to get on the bad side of. "Well, it's just because she cares. You guys have been through a lot, alongside Armin your all each other has. Everyone else in your family is gone now. Its no wonder she is so protective" he replied gently. Every trainee had their own issues, but some had more than others. Himself, Eren, Armin and Mikasa having seemingly the most. Because of this it was no surprise that Mikasa worried so much. She was scared of history repeating itself.

Erin stared at him quietly with an annoyed look "Since when did you get so smart Kirstein?" she muttered. Where was this sudden cool side coming from? It was really messing with her, giving her mixed signals. He was no longer the annoying jerk she knew him to be, but a complicated man who's emotions and stubbornness got the better of him. Which reminded her a lot of herself which was very conflicting.

Jean smirked, this being the first time where Erin didn't know what to say. Or didn't have a smart ass response to whatever he said. "I don't have high scores for no reason Yeager. I may not be as skilled as you with 3D gear, but I'm not a moron" he teased. Though he was nowhere near as brainy as Armin or Mikasa, but he was known amongst his comrades for his good leadership skills. He knew how to take care of his fellow soldiers, be it preventing physical harm or helping them with their personal problems.

Erin blushed, she had to admit he was right there. Though she tended to act on impulse and never really thought about her actions beforehand. Jean was a tactile and rational thinker, often putting the well-being of his comrades into his actions in battle. She hated to admit it, but thanks to his support and being able to bond with Jean. She had not only come to respect him, but new feelings were blossoming inside of her. But there was no way she was going to confess to having a crush on her so-called rival. She would never be able to live it down and Jean would only tease the crap out of her because of it.

Jean peered at Erin quietly, taking her all in. Over time he had come to admit as a woman, Erin was really attractive. Though Mikasa would always be his first love, Erin was slowly earning his affections as well. Her luminous green eyes like jewels that shone in a feline like state in the darkness. Her soft brown hair that framed her face and her newfound form. He had to admit she was pretty damn cute. He hesitated before slowly reaching out and fingering a strand of Erin's hair, it was so soft. Sliding between his fingers like silk and well cared for. He didn't doubt that Mikasa was teaching her how to take care of herself.

Erin blushed, since becoming a woman she had attracted all sorts of new attention from people. First sexual harassment from her superior, then guys giving her all sorts of strange looks. But Jean was the first guy to actually act decent. Even as a guy nobody had ever really shown romantic interest in her, I mean Mikasa babied her but that was more like an overbearing mother or like the annoying older sibling she could be. So, this was a new feeling for her. She peered at Jean quietly, he really was a looker. No wonder a lot of people looked up to him. Those strong cheekbones of his, his honey brown eyes, his ash brown hair, and then he was pretty well built too. But his personality could sometimes be off putting.

"What? You got a crush on me or something?" she asked nervously but he could sense there was no anger in her tone. She was just nervous, and her stubbornness got the better of her. But then he didn't mind, he found it rather endearing. Seeing a new side of Erin. She was obviously not used to being touched in an intimate matter by a guy of all things. Her cheeks flushed red and her eyes filled with confusion and nervousness.

"I don't know, maybe" Jean replied casually. He was still figuring out his new growing feelings towards Erin. He had always been attracted to honest and complicated women, who were honest to who they were. He respected Mikasa for her physical and personal strength as a woman, but also her loving heart. But now he was learning how complicated Erin was and was starting to understand her better. Realizing he had a crush on Erin, as a woman and also when she was a man.

Erin didn't know what to think, this was a surprise on her half. But she had to admit he was rather good with the pick-up lines tonight "Wow, smooth Kirstein" she replied. This was a side of him she had never seen before and admitted she was being swayed a little. He really knew how to charm a girl while not being a dick for once. Who knew that he could show such a sweet side of himself. Was this how he acted when he was around Mikasa?

Jean blushed and averted his gaze a little, having never been good with embarrassing situations. He only hoped that Erin wouldn't manipulate him with all of this information when she turned back into a guy. Making jokes about the antics they got up to and the fact that he was attracted to her. There were all sorts of ways this could go wrong after this whole thing was over and that scared him.

Erin shifted looking at him and turning her body towards him. If she was honest this a whole new situation she was not used to dealing with. Her eyes calm and filled with seriousness, showing no sense of hesitation or regret. "So, you find me attractive" she asked casually, moving closer to him. I mean, there was no need to be embarrassed. She wasn't going to make fun of him for this, I mean this whole situation had been strange for her too.

Jean shifted and nodded, was she messing with him or something? He had no idea of how to feel about this and his first response was panic and confusion. Because if she was trying to seduce him right now it was working. Having probably learned how to use her newfound female sexuality as a weapon. It was like she could see right through him, peering into his soul and reading his every thought.

Erin then reached out to take his hand, if he didn't want to she wouldn't be mad. But right now, she didn't care, she simply wanted to act on her feelings. All she wanted was to taste what Jean's lips tasted like. She closed the gap, so that their faces were close. But she wouldn't make him do this if he didn't want to. "Do you want to?" she asked calmly. Unaware of the affect she had on Jean in that moment.

Jean internally screamed, did she even know how cute she looked right now? When did Erin learn to become so seductive? But she was consenting, so he wasn't doing anything wrong. But he had never kissed a girl before and really liked Mikasa still. He then swallowed, slowly taking her hand too. Gripping it lightly for courage, I mean this was his first kiss after all. He never knew when it would happen, let alone that he would be sharing it with Erin of all people. "Y… yeah" he stammered hoarsely. He just hoped he didn't mess this up somehow.

Erin smiled shyly, though she didn't look it this was embarrassing for her too. She was kissing someone for the first time and it was a guy. But she knew what she wanted and that was to share a kiss with Jean. Besides, it would be their little secret. She leaned closer to Jean, closing her eyes and capturing his lips with her own. They were softer than she thought, a taste she could not put her finger on. But it felt nice, no wonder everyone got so excited about it. It really was a nice feeling.