This is my first fanfiction so please don't judge cx. I should be uploading again pretty soon. but I have a lot going on at school so idk.

disclaimer: I do not own miraculous ladybug

chat noir wasn't so confident out of his costume. Constantly as Adrien the eyes of the public were focused on him, if he messed up, his father would know.

As chat noir, Adrien could do whatever he want, he wasn't afraid of his father, wasn't afraid of the public. Wasn't afraid of telling his lady is feelings.

Now he wished he hadn't

Chat noir appeared on her roof around midnight with a soft thud and collapsed to the ground, his hands falling against the cool cement and his knees scraping along it. Tears ran down his face, he hadn't even realized it was her house, he just, couldn't take it and he felt like his feet, his whole body had just stopped co-operating. His chest ached, his legs were like jelly and his hair was plastered to his face with sweat despite the cool night air.

"I like someone else"

Chats body shook as he wept. Why was he so stupid? Why did he let his heart take over. Why was rejection so hard? Chats body regurgitated, dry heaving.

"why am I so stupid" he screamed croakily. He put his hands to his head and clutched to his hair, grabbing onto it tightly she leaned his forehead again the , cold hard ground. "why why why why" he screamed as the hatch slowly opened. But he took no notice, as he squeezed his eyes shut tightly, pulling on his hair even tighter.

"chat noir?" came a soft voice full of worry. Slowly she climbed out of the hatch and knelt down to him her eyes squinting in an attempted to see in the dark of night. she placed her small hand on his shoulder blade. "chat…" she whispered, her face close to his. His body tensed up and it shook.

"sorry princess, but I had a feeling…" his voice cracked. "That you were missing me" he joked. For chat joking was always a way to hide him pain, whenever he was hurt or upset, he wouldn't let anyone see. It wasn't that he wanted to be showed off as weak but more that he didn't want anyone worrying. In this case. He couldn't help but cry. He knew Marinette was right there. But he didn't care. He couldn't help it.

"chat? Hats wrong?" Marinette asked, rubbing, soft, slow circles into his back. Without warning he sat up and collapsed into her arms, burying his head in her neck as he cried. She gasped at the sudden sign of emotion, but soon returned it, squeezing him tightly "chat" she whispered, resting her chin atop of his head. "come inside" she said stroking the back of his head. Chat nodded, her warm embrace already making him feel better. Slowly Marinette stood up, dragging chat with her, her arm linked with his.

"what happened?" she asked as she crawled back down, the still open hatch.