Part two, YAY!

This took so much longer than expected, I kept changing my mind and thinking too much and psyching myself out, but I'm pleased with the end result. I did take some chances though, so I'm still nervous.

Anyway, a big thank you again to my wonderful Beta and my dear Twin Star, I couldn't have finished this without your support and encouragement.

Um, anything else? No? I hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: I don't own X, though I'd love to own Kamui Shirou.

"Yes."

Kamui smiled. Gripping Subaru's hipbones, he slid slowly off his lap onto the floor. He drew his hands down Subaru's thighs, spread them apart and settled between them. Subaru watched, feeling both bewildered and turned on. Kamui pushed up Subaru's shirt and placed feather light kisses just above the waistband of his pants. Subaru's muscles tensed excitedly under Kamui's lips as he let out a soft, shaky exhale. Kamui wrapped his arms around Subaru's waist to pull himself closer as he darted his tongue teasingly in the v-cuts of his hipbones. Subaru swallowed and pushed his hips forward without meaning to.

"You're okay?" Kamui asked, his eyes darting up.

"I'm fine," Subaru assured him, his erection throbbing almost painfully. Kamui smiled again and withdrew his arms from around Subaru's waist. Subaru, his breath heavy and eyes half-lidded, watched him slowly, torturously, begin to undo his pants. He bit his lip as Kamui slid his pants down, blushing in spite of himself. Kamui's eyes widened excitedly and Subaru closed his eyes, his blush intensifying. Kamui trailed more soft kisses across his hips, down his thighs, and Subaru threw his head back, trying to swallow the sharp impatient groans fighting to leave his throat. He shivered under Kamui's lips and tongue, and though his erection cried for attention, this slow torturous building of pleasure was making his head spin. Suddenly Kamui bit down on the sensitive skin of his inner thigh and Subaru moaned out loud, his heart pounding. His face and neck were hot with his blush, but he didn't care. He looked down at Kamui, still kissing his thigh, also rather pink in the face. Subaru watched as Kamui continued in this way; biting and sucking bruises on his thighs to match those on his neck, before finally, finally, taking hold of his erection. Subaru closed his eyes and inhaled sharply as Kamui's long, slender fingers moving up and down in feather light touches.

"Is this okay?" Kamui asked, his voice heavy with excitement. Subaru groaned impatiently, though he appreciated the concern. He opened his eyes and looked Kamui right in the face, but anything he wanted to say got totally lost in his throat. In that moment he could fully appreciate just how sexy it was to have someone you liked touching you, pleasing you, gently kissing the tip of your erection as you nodded yes. Kamui exhaled gratefully and placed a few more soft, loving kisses around the tip before moving them down to the base. He then slid his tongue all the way back up, swirled it around and, at last, began to take it all into his mouth. Subaru felt his entire body tense in arousal as he watched, transfixed, as Kamui slowly, deliberately, sucked his way further and further down. He only broke their eye contact to close his eyes and let out a soft moan, and Subaru bit his lip to keep from crying out, but oh that was so exciting…

Kamui moved his head up, sucking a hot, wet heat around Subaru's erection and then slid back down. Subaru's chest heaved and he gripped the couch cushions so hard his knuckles were white. Kamui's slow, torturous pace allowed Subaru to feel everything: every tiny flick of his tongue, the pressure of his lips, his quick, excited exhales on his belly, but at the same time it was taking all of his self-control not to grab his hair and fuck his mouth. Biting his lip, Subaru reached forward and touched the side of Kamui's face. Kamui stopped moving and looked up, his mouth full of Subaru's erection. "Go faster," Subaru breathed, blushing, his heart pounding. Kamui's already flushed face went redder as he took Subaru's hand and laced their fingers together. Subaru gasped at the gesture and Kamui swallowed a spurt of precum. He brought his other hand up to Subaru's shaking thigh, holding it steady as he moved his head up and down, much faster now. Subaru squeezed Kamui's hand and cried out, waves of pleasure crashing from between his legs, his entire body tensing, his head spinning. He threw his head back, mouth open, moaning fluently.

Kamui paused at the tip of Subaru's erection, swirled his tongue tantalizing all around it, then changed his angle slightly as he sucked his way down again. Subaru's eyes flew open and he cried out as a shock of pleasure pulsed through him. His whole body shook violently and he gripped Kamui's hand, thrusting his hips forward. Whatever Kamui was doing felt so good the entirety of his being seemed to hone in on it: nothing else existed but the hot slippery pleasure pulsating from between his legs. Subaru couldn't even moan, only disjointed constricted sounds escaped his throat, but he didn't care. All he wanted was for Kamui to keep going; they'd only just gotten started but he was already so close. So close…!

"Ka-mui, s-stop!" Subaru choked, grabbing Kamui roughly by the hair and pulling him off. Kamui let out a soft groan at the sudden force, but then looked up at Subaru, his mouth slightly open and his breathing shallow.

"What happened?" He asked, eyes concerned even through their obvious lust. Subaru took a few deep breaths and swallowed.

"If you keep doing that you're going to make me come," he replied, going furiously red. Kamui's blush mirrored his as he gave Subaru's hand a squeeze.

"Yeah," Kamui said, smiling reassuringly. Subaru bit his lip.

"I," he began, but couldn't continue. He wasn't even sure he knew what he wanted to say or why he'd objected in the first place. This all felt so good, a second before he'd been thrilled to let Kamui do what he wanted, why was he feeling so embarrassed?

"Do you want to stop?" Kamui asked, his eyes widening.

"No!" Subaru said at once. "No, I, I'm sorry, just keep going," he said, squeezing Kamui's hand.

"You're sure?"

"I'm sure." Kamui smiled a desperate, lustful smile.

"Good, because I want to make you come," he told Subaru in that sexy, commanding tone that was impossible to contradict. A spasm of pleasure shot through Subaru's body and he nodded, unable to do anything else. At once Kamui returned to his task with an entirely new enthusiasm, immediately finding that angle that was making Subaru so crazy. Subaru fell back against the couch, throwing his head back in ecstasy as he felt again that pressure building, tension gripping his entire body, making it shiver and shake. He held tight to Kamui's hand and gripped his hair with his other hand; he would give in, he'd release, he'd surrender…

Almost at once, Subaru came spectacularly into Kamui's mouth, all the tension in his body flooding out of him in intense, pleasurable spasms. His head swam as his hips thrust up of their own accord and his hands fell limply to his sides. Shivers rippled through his body and he kept his eyes shut tight, head thrown back, mouth open, breathing sharply. Subaru felt Kamui take his mouth away and do up his pants again. He wanted to grab onto him, hold him and kiss him, but his arms were too heavy. His body felt like it had been deflated, like all the worry and conflict filling it since the night before was gone, leaving just warm, satisfied space. He heard Kamui get up from the floor, sit next to him on the couch and lean his head against his shoulder. Mustering all his remaining strength, Subaru opened his eyes and turned his head. Kamui licked his lips and smiled rather sheepishly.

"Kiss me," Subaru told him, and Kamui obliged, kissing him with all new, loving passion. Subaru could taste himself on Kamui's tongue, but found it erotic rather than embarrassing. He kissed Kamui back, matching his passion, waiting for life to come back to his limbs. Eventually, Subaru was able to wrap his arms around Kamui, who arched into the touches, shivering. Subaru's head began to clear as he pulled Kamui closer and shoved his hands up his shirt. Subaru's eyes snapped open and he withdrew from their kiss, seeing Kamui: flushed, passionate, painfully turned on. Subaru's head cleared immediately and he knew he couldn't just surrender and let Kamui do what he wanted. He wouldn't. He wanted to participate, reciprocate. A lustful smile curled Subaru's mouth and Kamui's eyes widened excitedly.

"Subaru?" He breathed, uncertainly. Subaru exhaled slowly before pulling Kamui into a fierce, hot kiss. Kamui cried out as Subaru thrust his tongue into his mouth, taking all control and loving it. Holding him tightly, Subaru roughly lay Kamui down on the couch and climbed on top of him, kissing him with an almost painful intensity. Kamui wrapped his arms around Subaru just as he withdrew and began to attack his neck. Kamui cried out and thrust his hips up as Subaru bit and sucked hot red welts all along his neck up to his ear. Subaru then brought his hand teasingly down Kamui's chest, belly and thighs to palm his erection through his pants. Kamui groaned desperately and thrust his hips up into the contact.

"Is this okay?" Subaru breathed, using more pressure.

"Yes!" Kamui gasped, trying to rub his erection into Subaru's hand. Subaru continued to kiss his neck, tasting his sweat and smelling his hair.

"You got this hard from sucking me off?" Subaru exhaled, right into his ear, the lewdness of the statement taking them both by surprise, but Kamui moaned hard and grabbed onto Subaru's shirt, seemingly unembarrassed. Subaru continued to tease Kamui through his pants, feeling powerful and excited at the effect he was causing.

"You taste good," Kamui told him, looking desperately for more friction against Subaru's hand. Subaru smiled, absurdly feeling pleased, and licked up Kamui's neck, just below his ear, before biting down on the lobe. Kamui cried out hard and went deeply red, his breathing shallow. Intrigued, Subaru bit Kamui's earlobe again before sucking it lightly. Again, Kamui cried out and thrust his hips up.

"You like that?" Subaru breathed, curious and excited. Kamui screwed up his eyes and nodded, his face glowing. Armed with this information, Subaru carefully kissed and licked Kamui's ears as he undid his pants, took hold of his erection and started pleasing him in hard, fast strokes. Kamui moaned fluently, his entire body shaking. He tried to pull Subaru away from his neck into a kiss, but Subaru used his other hand to grab Kamui's wrists and hold them above his head. Kamui struggled, but Subaru kissed, bit and sucked his ears without mercy as he stroked his erection, feeling it pulse and throb in his hand.

"Don't stop," Kamui said in a constricted voice, and Subaru sped up his pace, heart racing. "Don't stop, don't stop, don't stop!" Kamui cried, trying desperately to get his wrists out of Subaru's grip, his hands flexing pointlessly.

"I want to make you come," Subaru said, right in his ear, again taking them both by surprise, but Kamui thrust up into his hand again, his face screwed up in pleasure.

"I'm gonna come," he told Subaru, his voice all the more constricted. Subaru let go of Kamui's wrists and instead took hold of one hand and interlaced their fingers. Kamui groaned gratefully pulled Subaru into a deep, passionate kiss. Subaru moaned as he sped up his pace still further, loving the way Kamui twitched and shivered under his touches, how hot his skin felt, just how hard he was… "I'm gonna come!" He exclaimed, and he hurriedly pulled up his shirt before he came, hard, all over his belly and Subaru's hand. Subaru pumped him a few more times, watching him throw his head back and moan in ecstasy. Like Subaru, Kamui seemed to go limp, pleasure emptying his body of everything but satisfaction. He kept his eyes closed for a few seconds, and when he opened them it was to see Subaru sucking his fingers clean. Kamui bit his lip as Subaru moved down to his stomach, carefully, lovingly, licking him clean, before kissing him full on the lips. Kamui groaned softly into Subaru's mouth, kissing him back until finally, Subaru withdrew and lay next to him on the couch. Kamui rested his head in the crook of Subaru's neck and threw his arm across his chest. Subaru pulled him close and buried his face in his hair. His favorite part, this would always be his favorite part.

They lay in silence for a long time, just being with each other, sharing energy. The sun outside the window set. The glow of the streetlights outside cast long spidery shadows across the floor, but it was soothing. Subaru may have fallen asleep, he didn't know, he was content to lie there with Kamui forever, his warm weight pressing against him, keeping him grounded and safe. He rubbed up and down Kamui's back and listened to him breathing, feeling utterly content. Finally, it was Kamui who broke the silence. "That was awesome," he said, sleepily. Subaru nodded.

"It was," he agreed. Kamui sighed contentedly and shifted against Subaru.

"You should be that forceful all the time," he continued, and Subaru snorted.

"Stop," he said, blushing, but laughing. Kamui also laughed and held tighter to him. Sighing resignedly, Subaru asked, "Do you want to stay over?" Kamui raised his head from Subaru's neck and looked him in the face. He nodded, his expression intense, but then softening.

"Can I sleep in your bed?" Again, Subaru snorted, but agreed, feeling too content to think about it too much.

"Do you want to take a bath?" Subaru asked. "Clean up?" Kamui nodded vigorously.

"Yeah."

Kamui gave Subaru another kiss on the lips before sitting up, zipping up and stretching. Subaru sat up too, thinking vaguely of retrieving his cigarettes, but resisted. He stood up, feeling a slight head rush as he stretched. Kamui turned to face him and Subaru took his hand. At the same time, both of them moved in for a kiss. Subaru's heart swelled and he squeezed Kamui's hand; something was different now, or maybe, something that had been waiting to change had finally shifted. True to his intention, and Kamui's wishes, he didn't think about it too much. He slowly withdrew from their kiss, affection softening his expression. Kamui smiled back at him, a genuine happiness lighting his features as he pulled Subaru to his bathroom.

Once inside, Subaru shut the door and switched on the light, the artificial brightness stinging his eyes. "Sorry," Subaru said hurriedly when Kamui made a disgruntled noise in his throat.

"It's okay," Kamui replied at once, placing his hand on Subaru's lower back. Subaru smiled softly as he turned on the bath. He straightened up and gave Kamui another kiss on the lips, still not used to touches carrying this much affection and comfort. He had gone from panicking at this intimacy to craving it in less than 24 hours, and he knew it was only Kamui who could have brought about this change. He remembered Hokuto telling him that one of the happiest things in the world was to have a wish granted, and for so long he'd just accepted that Seishiro was the only one who could bring him that happiness. Now, though, as he watched Kamui gently run his fingers under the water and smile up at him…

Subaru pulled Kamui into his arms, hugging him so tightly Kamui gasped. Subaru rubbed his face in his hair, swallowing the lump in his throat. Kamui remained still, relaxing into Subaru's embrace. They stayed that way for a time, feeling and listening, until Subaru let go. Kamui watched him, waiting. "Let's rinse off first," Subaru said, his eyes very bright. Kamui nodded. Subaru opened the shower door and turned it on while the bathtub slowly filled. They turned away from each other as they got undressed, even though Subaru knew how ridiculous it was to feel modest at this point. They turned back to each other and did their utmost not to look down. Subaru flushed at this childishness; he'd been inside Kamui's mind, for goodness sake! Not to mention everything that had just happened, but there was something so profoundly intimate about this type of exposure, it was a little overwhelming. Keeping his eyes locked on Kamui's, Subaru reached out and took his hand. Kamui went rather pink as he squeezed Subaru's hand in return. They stepped into the shower, the heat and steam deepening their blushes. Kamui stepped under the water and Subaru permitted himself to watch as his pale, smooth skin glistened in the soft light. He also finally noticed the bruises he'd raised on the side of his neck. Kamui shook his wet hair out of his face and turned to see Subaru watching him.

"What?" He asked, smiling.

"Sorry about your neck," Subaru replied, apologetically. Kamui's hand jumped to his neck, but he was still smiling.

"How bad is it?" He asked, apprehensively.

"Um," Subaru began, not sure what to say.

"As bad as yours?" Kamui asked, his smile broadening. Subaru's hand snapped to his own neck and his eyes widened.

"Is it really noticeable?" Kamui nodded, grinning, and Subaru shut his eyes in embarrassment. He felt Kamui wrap his arms around his neck, pull him under the water and kiss him tenderly on the lips.

"You'll always think of me when you see them," he said, very quietly. Subaru brushed Kamui's bangs off his face, taking in just how beautiful he was. They stared at each other for a while, feeling the caresses of the water, until Subaru reached around Kamui for the soap.

"Wash off," he said, softly. They took it in turns to scrub each other clean, feeling less modest by the second, and rinsed off. Subaru stepped out of the shower first, shut off the tub and slid into the hot water, steam rising in soft spirals all around him. The heat seeped through his clean skin into his muscles, his bones, and he felt deeply relaxed as he leaned his head against the edge of the tub, waiting for Kamui to join him. Kamui shut off the shower and shook his hair out of his eyes, spraying water everywhere. Subaru smiled affectionately as Kamui climbed into the tub and rested his back against Subaru's chest. Subaru wrapped his arms around Kamui and placed his chin on his shoulder, feeling all the more warm and content.

"I really like you," Kamui told him. Subaru kissed his shoulder softly.

"I like you too," he said, very quietly, realizing how true it was as he said it. Both of them blushed. Subaru gave Kamui another kiss on the shoulder and Kamui took hold of one of Subaru's hands with both of his own. Tenderly Kamui rubbed Subaru's palm with his thumbs, interlaced their fingers, compared the size of their hands and finally turned his hand over to stare at the pentagram they both knew was there. Kamui kissed the back of his hand and rubbed his cheek against it. Subaru's throat burned and he rubbed his face into Kamui's neck. Even though his future was decided, right then he just wanted to see where this would go. Where he and Kamui would go.

Subaru inhaled deeply and began kissing along Kamui's shoulder and up his neck. Kamui gasped and leaned his head to the side, allowing Subaru more access. Subaru dragged his kisses up to Kamui's ear, feeling more turned on by the second. Kamui's breath caught in his chest as Subaru gently kissed him right behind the ear, and when he bit down on his earlobe Kamui cried out and shivered. Subaru licked the outside of Kamui's ear and then sucked on the lobe, getting hard again as he listened to his soft cries and moans. He felt guilty for exploiting Kamui's weakness in this way, but his reactions were just so exciting. Subaru held Kamui tightly, feeling him twitch and shudder, until finally he let out a breathy "s-stop!" Subaru withdrew at once and Kamui turned to face him, his face, neck and chest flushed.

"Are you okay?" Subaru asked at once, eyes widening. Kamui swallowed, but said nothing. He turned and buried his face in Subaru's neck, letting out an irritated groan. Subaru smiled and held him close, kissing him on the top of the head.

"You're teasing me," Kamui said, annoyed.

"Sorry," Subaru replied in an it-can't-be-helped sort of way. Kamui shifted against him, accidentally on purpose brushing against his erection.

"Can we go again later?" Kamui asked, his face still buried in Subaru's neck. Subaru felt his erection pulse and he held Kamui closer to him.

"Of course," he said, his body already alive in anticipation. Kamui placed his hand on Subaru's chest, and Subaru kissed him on the top of the head again. Kamui's hand tensed and released against Subaru's chest a few times.

"I want more," Kamui said, and though his voice was still muffled, Subaru could hear the beginnings of that intense, commanding voice.

"More?" Subaru asked, a little nervously. Kamui fidgeted in Subaru's arms, the hand on his chest balling into a fist. Subaru tucked Kamui's wet hair behind his ear. "What do you want?" He asked, gently. Kamui sighed and continued to move awkwardly against Subaru, unable to look him in the face. Finally he got right up in Subaru's ear.

"I," he began, before gathering his resolve. "I want you to fuck me!" He said in a rush, blushing despite his commanding tone. Subaru's chest tightened and he swallowed.

"Are you sure?" He asked, very quietly, heart rate spiking. Kamui nodded, face still in his neck. "Look at me and say that," Subaru said, his mouth dry. Sighing, Kamui wriggled out of Subaru's arms, straddled his hips and placed his hands on his shoulders.

"That's what I want," Kamui said, firmly, his eyes blazing even through his embarrassment. Subaru met his gaze and cupped the side of his face, heart pounding.

"You're sure?"

"Yes!" Kamui's eyes flashed. Subaru swallowed.

"We'll need supplies," he said, very quietly, blushing deeply.

"I have everything!" Kamui said at once, blush also deepening, though he held Subaru's gaze unflinchingly.

"What?!"

"I, went and got everything from the drug store after school," Kamui continued, trying not to look too guilty. Subaru's eyes widened in disbelieving embarrassment, trying hard not to imagine that. When he was able to open his eyes, he brushed Kamui's hair out of his face.

"That was very presumptuous of you," he said, quietly.

"Sorry," Kamui said, though he was smiling. Subaru sighed heavily, back to feeling wrong-footed and nervous. He wanted Kamui, that much he knew, but, was he ready? It had been so long, would he even know what he was doing? Kamui took hold of Subaru's hand cupping his face and kissed each knuckle. The panic in Subaru's chest seemed to ease. "We'll go slow," Kamui assured him, smiling, eyes eager. Subaru nodded.

"It's been a long time since, since I've done that," he continued, very softly.

"How long?" Kamui asked, squeezing Subaru's hand.

"Too long," Subaru replied, evasively. A moment's silence passed.

"It was with the Sakurazukamori, wasn't it?" Kamui asked, sadness in his voice. Subaru's throat burned and he nodded. Kamui wrapped his arms around Subaru and held him close. Subaru exhaled into Kamui's embrace, swallowing the lump in his throat. "We don't have to do anything else, if that freaks you out," Kamui told him quietly, kissing him on the cheek. Subaru sighed heavily and kissed Kamui full on the lips, drawing strength from the safety and reassurance Kamui gave him, knowing it wouldn't be like last time. Their kiss deepened; Subaru wrapped his arms around Kamui's waist and ran his hands up and down his back before bringing them to his thighs and squeezing them. Kamui dug his fingers into Subaru's shoulders, groaning softly into his mouth. When they broke apart, Subaru smiled encouragingly.

"I want you, Kamui," he told him. Kamui flushed with excitement and kissed Subaru on the lips again.

"Then have me," he breathed, his answer oozing seduction. Subaru pulled him into another deep, heavy kiss, groaning into his mouth. Kamui wrapped his arms around Subaru's neck and rocked their hips together, the friction and pressure increasing. Steam curled up around them and Subaru's heart swelled, leaving no room for nervousness, only connection, intimacy and safety. He'd never felt this way and permitted himself, at least for the night, to get used to it.

"Let's get out," Subaru whispered when they finally broke apart. Kamui nodded, a smile on his face, before climbing off of Subaru and stepping out of the tub. He wrapped a towel around his waist and hurried back into the living room. Subaru stood up, drained the bath and dried himself. He walked slowly back to his bedroom and debated putting on clothes before deciding it was pointless. He hung his towel on his door and lay down on his bed, ignoring a sudden craving for a cigarette.

Kamui appeared in the doorway with his school bag. He approached the bed, eyes taking Subaru in hungrily. Subaru blushed, even though Kamui's obvious desire for him was painfully exciting. Kamui bit his lip and sat on the edge of the bed with his school bag on his lap. He extracted a box of condoms and a bottle of lube and placed them on the bedside table. At first Subaru looked away, still feeling embarrassed, but then chanced a glance at Kamui, seeing him unwrap the towel from his waist and turn to look at him. Subaru took his hand, smiling, and Kamui gave it a squeeze. He inhaled excitedly and climbed on top of Subaru, kissing him heavily. Subaru let out a sharp moan and grabbed onto Kamui, his skin still hot from the bath. Kamui groaned too, grinding his hips down. Subaru felt light-headed; there was nothing between them now, no clothes, no water, no fear. It was just skin against skin, raw and exposed and passionate.

Subaru grabbed onto Kamui and flipped him over onto his back, kissing him and thrusting his hips against him. Kamui cried out, wrapped his legs around Subaru's waist and grabbed the sides of his face to pull him closer. They could have kissed that way for hours, Subaru had no idea, but finally he pulled away, his breath shallow, entire body hot with arousal. He continued to thrust teasingly against Kamui, who let out a desperate moan. "Stop teasing me!" he said, the commanding tone ruined by his obvious, painful need.

"You're sure you want-"

"Yes!" Kamui interrupted, but then, "are you sure you're okay with this?" His voice shook slightly.

"Yes," Subaru said firmly, swallowing, an ache in his heart and his erection. Kamui smiled and gently cupped the side of Subaru's face.

"I like you so much," he said, going furiously red. Subaru kissed Kamui with an entirely new passion, his body on fire. He wanted to keep going, he needed to keep going. He withdrew from Kamui, his heart in his throat.

"I really like you too," he said, returning Kamui's smile. He straightened up and reached for the lube as Kamui bent his knees and brought his feet flat onto the bed, his legs falling open invitingly. Subaru's erection throbbed as he squeezed the liquid onto his first two fingers and gently pressed them against Kamui. "Ready?" Kamui inhaled sharply, but looked Subaru in the eye and nodded. Subaru slipped one finger inside, biting his lip as a deep blush rose in his face. Kamui closed his eyes for a second, but nodded. Subaru reached for Kamui's hand and held it as he slipped in another finger, trying to be as careful as possible. Kamui seized up around his fingers at first, but relaxed quickly, giving Subaru's hand a squeeze. Subaru moved his fingers inside, exploring and stretching. "Is this okay?" He asked, quietly.

"Yes," Kamui breathed, squeezing Subaru's hand again. Feeling braver, Subaru turned his hand upward and made a "come here" motion with his fingers. Kamui's entire body stiffened and he cried out, eyes screwed up in pleasure. Subaru bit his lip, breathing hard through his nose as he repeated the motion, watching Kamui moan and writhe under him. "T-that, that's really, oh my god," Kamui managed, finally, gripping Subaru's hand so hard his knuckles were white. The words reverberated through Subaru's body, the pressure between his legs almost unbearable.

"Can I keep going?" Subaru asked, his mouth dry. Kamui nodded, his gaze heavy and lustful. Subaru let go of his hand so he could grab the lube and squeeze more onto his fingers. He stretched Kamui further and slipped in his third finger, again feeling Kamui tense around him. "Is this okay?" Subaru asked, waiting for Kamui to adjust. Kamui swallowed and nodded, and Subaru continued, teasing his sweet spot as he stretched and explored further, thinking longingly of what was to come. Kamui moaned continually, shivering and shaking, looking more than ready, and Subaru withdrew his fingers. A smile lit Kamui's face as he watched Subaru retrieve a condom from the box and put it on before squeezing more lube onto his hand and coating his erection with it. Subaru bit his lip and looked away, feeling bizarrely exhibitionistic. Kamui reached for his hand and took it reassuringly.

"I want you," he told Subaru quietly, and Subaru squeezed his hand in return.

"I want you too," he replied, truthfully. He positioned himself between Kamui's legs. "I'm, going to go slow, but, tell me if you need me to stop."

"I will." Subaru kissed Kamui one last time before pressing his erection up against him. Kamui took a deep inhale and sighed it out, allowing Subaru in. They both cried out and stopped right where they were, shivering, breathing heavy. Subaru kissed Kamui and rested his forehead against his, waiting. Kamui shifted, adjusting, gripping the sheets on either side of him. "Okay," he whispered, and Subaru pushed in deeper, letting out a strangled groan at the hot, tight heat gripping his erection. He stayed focused, being there with Kamui, feeling his heart beat in his own chest and hearing his shallow breath in his ears. "Okay," Kamui whispered a second time, and again Subaru pushed in deeper before resting his forehead against Kamui's. Kamui adjusted more quickly this time, eyes still shut tight. "Okay," he said, still in a whisper. Subaru swallowed and pushed all the way in, completely sheathing himself with a deep moan. Kamui gasped, shivering violently.

"Are you okay?" Subaru asked, his voice constricted. Kamui opened his eyes at last and held Subaru's gaze, his expression exultant. They stared at each other for a long time, drinking in each other. Subaru gently brushed Kamui's hair out of his face, his chest ready to burst with emotion. Kamui swallowed and pulled Subaru into a firey kiss. Subaru moaned, his heart pumping waves of passion all through his body. He wanted to move, to fuck Kamui into loving oblivion, but he waited, feeling every second in his entire body and adoring it. Finally, they broke apart, keeping each other's gaze, the space between them hot and intimate.

"Fuck me," Kamui moaned quietly, and Subaru's erection throbbed. He nodded, unable to say anything, and kissed Kamui as he slowly pulled out and thrust back in again. Kamui groaned into Subaru's mouth, wrapping his arms and legs tightly around him. Again Subaru pulled out and thrust back in, still slowly; the hot, tight friction already threatening to make him come. He exhaled sharply against Kamui's lips, forcing himself to stay focused as he moved slowly in and out. Kamui thrust his hips up with a soft moan, breaking their kiss to say, "you can go faster." Subaru shivered, but obeyed, burying his face in Kamui's neck as he sped up his thrusts, moaning right into his ear. Kamui dug his fingernails into Subaru's shoulders, has hands shaking. Subaru bit and sucked Kamui's neck, doing his utmost to maintain control, despite what his body obviously wanted. He brought his mouth to Kamui's ear, licking and kissing and sucking, and Kamui's entire body seized up as he dug his heels into Subaru's lower back and let out a long, hard moan.

"Fuck…!" Subaru withdrew from Kamui's neck and straightened up, control be damned. Kamui gasped, but his eyes widened excitedly as Subaru snuck his arm under his waist to lift his hips up. "Is this okay?" Subaru asked, his voice heavy with lust. Kamui arched his back further, his expression desperate and excited.

"God yes!" He moaned, his chest heaving. Subaru exhaled shakily, pulled out and thrust back in, much harder this time, and Kamui actually screamed, his inner muscles pulling in, hard and tight, around Subaru. Kamui's face was screwed up in pleasure and his body was flushed and glistening. "Oh g- yes! Just like that!" Subaru's lip curled and his heart pounded as he moved in and out, harder and faster and deeper, throwing his head back in ecstasy, Kamui's moans and gasps and screams driving him crazy. "Just like that! JUST like that!" Kamui gripped Subaru's shoulders, digging his fingernails into the hot, flushed skin, and Subaru groaned hard, pressure building in his entire body, his breath coming in sharp bursts. He could feel his orgasm teasingly close, and oh he wanted to, but…

Subaru stopped suddenly and looked down at Kamui, trying to catch his breath. Kamui looked amazing: flushed, sweaty, chest heaving, erection begging to be touched, eyes desperate, though suddenly confused. "Why'd you stop?" He whined, pressing his heels into Subaru's lower back, urging him to keep going. Subaru swallowed hard, still breathing heavily.

"Get on top," he said, finally. Kamui swallowed too, looking more confused than ever.

"W-what?"

"Get on top," Subaru repeated. When Kamui continued to look perplexed, Subaru tightened his hold on Kamui's waist, kissed him deeply and rolled over onto his back. Kamui cried out in surprise as he found himself on top of Subaru, straddling his hips, still gripping his shoulders. Maintaining eye contact, Kamui sat up experimentally and let out a strangled moan, his expression dazed as Subaru's erection moved inside him, deeper than anything thus far. Subaru smiled in satisfaction, taking hold of Kamui's hand and interlacing their fingers, swallowing as he felt Kamui tighten around him. Kamui's chest heaved and he squeezed Subaru's hand, moving his hips back and forth, moaning constantly, his face burning. Subaru smiled up at him encouragingly, soft groans escaping his throat.

"I, I like this," Kamui said in a constricted moan, biting his lip and grinding his hips back and forth. The pressure and friction sent waves of pleasure throbbing through Subaru's body and he thrust his hips up, moaning shakily. He was still so close, and watching Kamui look him in the eye, raise his hips up and slam them back down against him was just…

"Oh god!" Subaru cried out as Kamui moved faster against him, grinding his hips back and forth and up and down in an increasingly desperate rhythm. Kamui inhaled shakily, squeezed Subaru's hand, but managed a lustful smile.

"Is that good?"

"Yes!" Kamui leaned forward and kissed Subaru full on the lips, thrusting his tongue into his mouth and continually grinding his hips against him. Subaru grabbed Kamui's hip with his other hand, gripping the hot skin and moaning into his mouth, his head spinning. Kamui withdrew from their kiss, sat up straight and moved even faster, his rhythm becoming more erratic and desperate by the second. Subaru felt himself shaking, the pressure between his legs almost painful, but he wanted Kamui to come first. Kamui's grip on his hand was achingly tight as he threw his head back, his face contorted with pleasure. Subaru reached forward and took hold of Kamui's erection, running his hand up and down it, and his entire body stiffened.

"I-I'm gonna come!" Kamui looked down at Subaru, his gaze burning, and Subaru's hand shook as he pleased him.

"I want you to," he moaned, and Kamui kissed Subaru again, thrusting forward into his hand, his erection deep inside him. Never breaking their kiss, Kamui inhaled sharply and moaned hard into Subaru's mouth as he came all over his hand. Subaru continued to stroke him, loving the way he pulsed in his hand and his inner muscles tightened, hard, around his own erection. Kamui pulled out of their kiss, sweating and shaking, and fell forward into Subaru's neck. Subaru inhaled deeply, feeling profoundly connected, Kamui's scent in his nose, sweat on his skin, hand in his. Kamui caught his breath shakily, swallowed and kissed Subaru gently on the neck. Subaru closed his eyes, trying to ignore his own desperate need. Eventually Kamui straightened up, gasping, radiating satisfaction. He kissed Subaru one last time, a lustful smile on his lips, before giving his hand a squeeze and beginning to move his hips again.

"Oh my god," Subaru managed in a sharp, desperate gasp. Kamui kept his gaze, his eyes blazing.

"Come inside me," he said, deeply commanding, no room for argument, and all Subaru could do was nod. Kamui moved faster against him, grinding in a hard, deliberate rhythm and Subaru felt his orgasm teasingly close again, his entire body electrified with the prospect.

"Don't stop," he whispered to Kamui, desperately, still holding tight to his hand, trembling all over.

"I won't stop," Kamui said, his thrusts speeding up and intensifying. Subaru's mind was clouded with desperation; all he felt was his body, everything tuned in on the pressure in his erection spreading outwards in hard, desperate waves, he was right there!

And then he knew only an explosion of pleasure as all of the pressure rushed outwards, gripping his whole body and mind and heart in the most intense orgasm of his life. Pleasure shocked every nerve of his body in deep pulses, making him twitch and gasp and shudder. His mind was a wash of hot satisfaction, and he couldn't even try to move, it was all so much.

After who knows how long, he felt Kamui get off of him and peel off the condom he'd been wearing. Subaru shifted awkwardly as the external world became real again. He heard Kamui walk back across the room and then felt him climb up in bed next to him and kiss him softly on the lips. Subaru opened his eyes and looked at him, a rush of affection filling his chest. He smiled at Kamui, the emotion rising up in his throat.

"Thank you," Subaru said. Kamui returned his smile, that deep, genuine happiness making his face glow. Subaru knew they understood each other totally in that moment, and he couldn't find words to express what that meant to him. He kissed Kamui and everything was slow, loving and warm until they finally broke apart. They got under the covers and Kamui curled up against Subaru, his face in his neck and hand on his chest. Subaru held him close, savoring how safe and content he felt. He wanted to tell him how good that all felt, how totally satisfied he was, but it seemed pointless. They'd said it all.

'Having a wish fulfilled is certainly happy,' he thought, kissing Kamui on the top of the head, 'but, maybe, getting what you didn't know you wished for… Is even better?' Subaru looked at Kamui, eyes closing sleepily, holding onto him tightly.

'Yes… it's definitely better.'

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