This came to me and I jotted it down. It doesn't start off crazy but its definitely going somewhere, slowly. I love dark fics. The Chapters will be pretty short especially compared to my other story. Please Read and enjoy. It is still supernatural but AU

*Twisted love story*

She never thought she'd ever see this many shades of grey. It could have been the fact that a storm was coming in, or maybe that he didn't care about how he treated her. It didn't matter either way. The clouds were moving at a quick, steady pace. The wind blew subtly, and the tree branches looked surprisingly sharp. The vivid imagery was carrying her away.

She hated walking through the woods at this time of day alone, but her heart was broken and the melancholy in the air was comforting her sorrow. Her grams was sick and she was taking her some soup that her mother made. For the life of her she had no idea why grams wanted to live alone in the woods.

Bonnie's essence was marginalized in the town she lived in. She was made fun of and told she was different. Her best friend was neglecting her, her parents never spent time with her, and the one she loved played with her feelings. She was okay with the idea that she was a loner. She had her grams. Her grams was helping her to come into her own.

"Bonnie, as witches we are at one with nature in the woods." We can channel our power, and bask in the woodland that loves us. These trees are our shields, the animals are our allies, these flowers are our hope, the dirt is our nourishment, the air is our embrace. When you feel alone or in need, these woodlands will comfort you. I promise you that. Just call to the wild."

"How do I do that?"

"Clear your mind child,

and focus, will your spirit to do your biding. I will help you over the next few weeks with some basic channeling."

"Grams, why am I different?"

"The universe chose us Bonnie. Our lineage is bestowed the grace of protecting our Mother, our Earth, our Nature, we keep the balance."

"Are there others like us?"

"Throughout the lands we are hidden in the places where the Universes energy is the strongest."

"Mystic Falls?"

"Yes baby, for years, the Falls have held guidance for magical beings."

"Why isn't my mom like us?"

"She is afraid to embrace it. Do you wonder why your mother and her mate, your father, our living bliss less lives, of darkness? It is because she refuses to accept the goddess inside of her."

"Goddess?"

"Yes, her Goddess. When a young witch turns 18, by accepting her destiny, she flourishes. Her inner beauty becomes her outer beauty. The Universe has prepared her shell for the harsh realities of the flesh life, and when she emerges her frailty will disappear. She will become a force of nature."

"Can mom ever embrace her Goddess and change her outcome?"

"Not as long as she is with your father?"

"What does daddy have to do with it?"

"Because your father hates our kind."

"Is that why he hates me?"

"I don't know that he hates you Bonnie, but he refuses to believe you are like me. As long as he doesn't accept it, she has to walk away."

"But she won't, because daddy treats her like a child, and she lets him, because he spoils her."

"You father has money. As long as she feels as though she can get what she needs through a material substance, she will be in a world of loneliness. As a witch, we have the world at our fingertips. Literally."

"So you are saying my mother is tainted by the flesh?"

"I am saying your mother is tainted by the reality that doesn't belong to her. Her reality is here with us. She is my daughter; I will always love her. I tried to teach her right, and she made the town believe I was crazy and tried to put me in a mental institution. So I agreed to stay out of her life and be at one with my destiny."

"So why does momma let me visit you?"

"She has no choice."

"What? Why?"

"Okay Bonnie brace yourself, I didn't want to be the one to tell you this, but it seems your mother may never do this. When you were born her father made her give you up. He wasn't ready to be a father to an abomination. That is what he called you, because you are a born Bennett witch. I had you for the first three years and I was happy. Then Your mother wanted you back when your father got another woman pregnant. She did it to spite me and your father, the only terms I agreed to for me to give you back was that she never disrupted my relationship with you and let you see me whenever you wanted. My name is the only one on the birth certificate, so she has no choice."

"Does momma love me?"

"Of course she does, but things will change soon. When you come into your own, she will grow jealous and treat you different."

"Grams?"

"Yes baby?"

"Can I live with you?"

"Living with me isn't the right choice for you right now. You have school and I want you to finish. Even though you are a witch, you shouldn't have to be lonely like me."

"I'm already lonely grams. You are all I got."

Sheila's eyes watered, she couldn't bear to tell bonnie she was sicker than she let on.

"I'll tell you this, when you are ready to be out here, you are always welcome. Your grams will never turn her back on you as long as I am on this Earth."

Bonnie smiled with hope, life wasn't so bad after all.

The next day at school, bonnie watched her feet take step after step through the hallways. Her black chuck tailors were well dated, and they were written all over by her and her best friend Elena. She watched the memories fade on her shoes as her friendship with Elena was beginning to fade.

Left, left, left, right, left. She repeated the mantra in her head. It was very much like a routine. When she walked down the hallways, she avoided the stares she got from her onlookers. Bonnie wore the same chuck Taylor shoes every day. Her jeans were always torn or ripped up. Secretly she liked it that way. Her shirts were usually dark colored, and faded. Not because she couldn't afford better, her father had plenty of money. But she preferred the comfort of the thrift store variety. Her body was changing, she got increasingly uncomfortable with herself. When the Winter started, she started wearing flannels over her shirts.

Bonnie and Elena had been friends since they were in early grade school years. Two little girls with Powder Puff girls lunch pails, awkward bang haircuts, and an affinity for Sailor moon. They stayed close throughout the years, and now they were on the last year of high school. Mere months left.

The past year Bonnie got use to Elena spending a lot of time with her boyfriend Stefan. Stefan was a great guy, Bonnie thought. At least he was a great guy for Elena. He forced her to be honest with herself, and he made sure she stayed out of trouble. I guess you could say he was safe. Elena needed that though. A self-centered princess and a selfless prince. The aroma of their love was thick and sickening. Anyone around them would swear it was contagious.

Not Bonnie. Bonnie was allergic to the affectionate out poor of the two teenage, hopeless romantics. She had that in common with Stefan's older Brother Damon. Damon and Bonnie were introduced on Stefan's and Elena's third date. They tagged along because Stefan won four concert tickets and the only way they could go was to have someone over eighteen with them. At the time they were sixteen. The extra two tickets went to Damon and Bonnie.

It didn't take long for the younger woman and the older guy to have a love/hate relationship. Damon and Bonnie were opposites, like Stefan and Elena. Though he was the Elena and she was the Stefan. Bonnie and Damon hated one another and wanted to kill each other. Until five months ago, they stopped wanting to kill each other.

He wore tight shirts; she wore loose shirts. He wore expensive jeans. She wore torn and tattered hand me downs. He wore Leather Jackets, she wore flannels. He wore expensive, custom, made Italian boots, she hasn't changed her Chucks Taylors in two years. The thing about them was…

"Here I bought you something."

"What is it?"

"Why don't you open it and see?"

"Why don't you tell me?"

"Don't be difficult judgy."

She reaches for the box, and opens it. She looks unhappy.

"What is this?

"What, you don't like them?

"No. I don't. Why would I wear pink Vans? That's not my style."

"I thought you would like them."

"Why would I?"

"I don't know because you need new shoes."

"So you buy me shoes that look like something Elena would wear?"

"You need new shoes before you get a foot fungus."

"I won't get a fungus. You ASS!"

"You're a brat!"

"Screw you Damon."

"Screw you princess."

She leaves the Boarding house and he doesn't run after her. He stopped running after her about a month ago.

Remembering back to that day, Bonnie shuffled her feet through the school hallway one after the other. She was lost in the tile pattern of the old hallway flooring. Lost in her own angst, she ran into a hard chest. She looked up and it was Tyler Lockwood. When they caught eyes for a brief moment Bonnie felt a weird spark between them. Something about Tyler gave bonnie a weird feeling. She couldn't place it, but she felt something. "Bonnie."

"Tyler."

There was nothing friendly in their voices.

"Hi Bonnie!" A peppy voice calls out.

Next to Tyler Lockwood was his beautiful girlfriend, "Caroline Forbes. Bonnie and Elena weren't in the Caroline Forbes fan club. Elena told Bonnie how in Junior high, Caroline used to spread rumor about Elena and Bonnie being lesbians. The rumors went on throughout high school until Elena blossomed. Elena and Caroline still hate each other. Call them frenemies, but they leaned more along the rival's end of the spectrum.

"Hey Caroline." Bonnie feigned smile.

"There is a party in a few weeks, at my place, I am sending a personal invite your way. You are more than welcome to bring Elena if you want. Think you can make it?"

"Umm, I don't know I might be busy that week."

"You are funny. But seriously, I will give you the info soon okay?"

"Sure."

Both girls part ways, and as Bonnie walks through Tyler and Caroline, she continues her counting of tiles.

It was senior year. Maybe she could talk Elena into going. They barely talk anymore, but she could at least pass the word along to Stefan tomorrow morning in 1st period, they had History together.

Right now the school day was done and she was on her way to her car.

Damon is outside, leaving. No Stefan in sight.

Why is Damon here if not for she or Stefan?

She was unsure but she thought the Salvatore brothers had both been acting funny around her lately. She didn't know why, but she was sick of people treating her like she didn't matter.