Beca began loosing sleep the day after it happened, who could sleep knowing only a ghost of Chloe Beale was next to her and not the woman herself. She used to be so cheerful, until the day she came back from her doctors appointment, her eyes red and makeup smeared all over. That was one of the worst days of Becas life.

"I will always love you" Beca could hear the echos of Chloes screams in the night, panting in pain. She would pull her close and whisper a simple "I will always love you," into her ear, and she'd sob harder.

It's hard going even one day without someone who shined as bright as Chloe did. Every day seems like an eternity.

Beca took a step closer to the edge of the rock and looked down at the ocean almost as bright as chloes eyes.

"I will always love you," Beca whispered, tears flooding my eyes as she leap from the rock and into the ocean.

She could be happy, but how could anyone be happy in a world where things like cancer exist?

And she was happy, Beca was so happy that she became blind to all of Chloe's little 'hints' I guess you could call them. Until the day she came home sobbing, she hadn't seen anything wrong with...Chloe.

But now, since her feet have left the rock there will never be 'Bhloe' again.

She plunge into the water, my mind only focused on two things; Chloe and Beca.

She will always love her, But she can't swim.

The whiteness.

It's terrifying, but also so perfect.

Well not so perfect because it's missing Chloes favorite person.

Chloe watch over her every day, and she cries when she watches Beca laying in heir bed, sobbing and clinging to the sheets where the ginger used to lay.

They were okay, doing so well actually. But, then that stupid doctors appointment not only took away Chloes life, but ruined Becas too.

Chloe had come home in tears, eyes red and heart beating out of her chest. The news was so bad, and Chloe wasn't expecting that. It was just a checkup, not a 'hey you've got 3 months left. I'm sorry'.

Those 3 months weren't enough.

Chloe spent every day with Beca, they visited family, Aubrey, the bellas. Everyone. And they all avoided the topic of 3 more months.

Chloe was so grateful, and still is. Watching over Beca really hurts her, because she hope and prays to whatever God is up here with her that she doesn't find someone to replace her. Chloes heart would probably stop, if that's possible for someone already dead.

The part that makes her cry the most, is the whole reason shes watching over Beca, when she goes to shower she sings their song. Their lady jam. And she cries. And when Beca Mitchell cries, Chloe Beale cries.

Shes been there for about a week, and yes, there are a shit load of people there but none of them are Beca.

About two weeks before Chloe arrived wherever she is now, Beca drove them out to the mountains. It was beautiful. Beca had been so beautiful, especially when she got down on one knee. Chloe had nodded 'yes' the second she realized what was going on. Knowing there wasn't much time left, Chloe had asked if it mattered where they got married, and of course Beca could get married in the shower and it wouldn't matter to her.

So Chloe thought, why not here, on the mountains?

"I promise to love you forever Beca, and I'll always take care of you," Chloe had said with tears slowly falling down her cheeks as she literally married herself to her lover.

"I will always love you too Chloe," she had said and connected their lips in a deep kiss. Thats about as official as things ever got between them.

Yesterday she watched Beca do something she thought would never happen.

She was out on the edge of a cliff, crying and staring down at the ocean.

"I will always love you!" Beca had whispered before throwing herself off the Rock and towards the blue ocean.

Chloes heart practically exploded.

Beca can't swim.

So now Chloe by the gates, watching everybody's face that enters and waiting, just praying that Beca would soon arrive.

And then she saw her. Brown curls, blue eyes, flannel and all came waltzing in looking kind of sad and quite confused. Beca didn't see Chloe right away, because she walked right past her and just kept going.

"Beca" Chloe whispered when she realized what was going on. She ran after her, wrapping her arms around Becas small frame as she pulled her into the tightest of hugs. Beca tensed, but when she turned around and their eyes met she broke down into tears and pulled Chloe into the most passionate kiss she could muster.

"Chloe," she whispered. Chloe was too happy to be with Beca again to even say something about being mad about HOW she had gotten there. Now they can be together forever, just like they promised on the mountain, weeks ago.

"I missed you so much Chlo, I couldn't–" Beca was shaking so Chloe pulled her into a tight hug.

"It's okay. We're here now. And I have you. But, you really shoulder learned to swim Becs," Chloe sniffled into the smaller girls shoulder as they held one another.

"I know, but I will always love you,"

"Me too,"