Hey guys. Wow! I can't even to express my apologies at my six month absence. It's been a hard couple of months with a lot of stress and personal stuff but, I'm back and hopefully writing more frequently so we can get this story going again! I have to say I recently replayed Life is Strange again and also just finished watching 13 Reasons Why which helped motivate and inspire to finish this story. The series is very similar to the game, so if you haven't seen it then please do. Anyway, thank you to everyone who reviewed, followed and favourited. And here is Chapter 18 of Raindrops.

P.S I do not own Life is Strange or it's characters.

Warning: Some strong language and upsetting descriptions.

Since I was young boy, those words had always stood by me. She had always said that deep down in that hearts of hers she was losing something, but what of...she was never sure. At the time I was only a child who had just understood and grasped the ideas and knowledge of the world. Yet...her words had a strange effect on me which would cause my ears to prick up and my heart to churn. At that time only two things interested me, one being the rain and the other was the stars. They fascinated me, how both could take place of another yet portray something different entirely. When I was younger I would often sneak from my room at night and make my way into the garden to stare up into the endless sky, counting the stars and dreaming that someday I would reach out and touch them. I had always believed I was destined for great things, not in the sense that I would become a doctor or find the cure for cancer but, that I would do something so beautiful with my life that it would shape who I was to become, discover my existence. Looking back, I felt like those stars which lay beyond that dark and black night sky would become a place of promise. I wasn't scared or deterred by the overwhelming sense of responsibility or impeding troubles. I saw myself as this blank canvas waiting to be painted with vibrant and exuberant colours. Yet those feelings became distant and as time grew on I found myself being unable to see the stars in the black void which faced. Instead I see myself alone in an empty place. In that empty place my fingers, toes, cheeks and even the tips of my hair are painful with loneliness. All of the memories that I had of that night sky seem but a bitter dream. I'll never forget that night, where the rain was falling from the sky, creating music on the roof of our car. I'll never forget the smiles and chuckles which escaped by parents lips. I'll never forget my dad loving hand over the top of my mothers. I'll never forget seeing the bright beaming lights of the truck hurdling towards us and I'll never forget the words my mother spoke just before her death.

"Our life is a series of moments. Let them all go. Moments. All gathering towards this one."

The door opened and light enveloped my eyes as they attempted to adjust to the world in front of them. I saw David Madsen rushing towards us, with a genuine expression of fear and confusion. I didn't particularly want to see him right now but, any human company was enough right now and deep down I knew he had Kate's intentions at heart. Although the deal with the photographs was something I'd have to come back to. I was too numb to become angry. Truth be told, I couldn't hear anything at all, it was as though my life was in slow motion. I wasn't sure of what was real any more but, when I felt the quakes and shivers of a body under my arm, I knew this was all too true. Kate. A girl I had met only a few weeks ago, yet I felt like I had known her a lifetime. She had that effect on people. Once a friendly, open, honest and perky girl who had made me feel welcome at Blackwell. I would never have thought that smile would extinguish so quickly into a mere fragment of itself. The most emotion I ever got from Kate in recent days was a face full of pain and suffering. Her eyes told the story, although they tried their hardest not to falter, you could see the bags from sleepless nights under her blue eyes, the bloodshot lines which appeared, the puffy pink creases and the glaze of a girl who had the faith of a dozen. Yet, here we were. Emerging from a situation neither of us could ever imagine in our wildest dreams. Despite my over-weighing feeling of numbness, I could feel deep down inside me the emotion of joy and happiness waiting to burst at the seams. Waiting to become jubilant at the fact Kate had survived, things would now get better, they had to. But, I had to swallow that feeling. We were not out of the woods yet or in particular, Kate wasn't. She had a long and difficult path ahead of her now but, nothing she couldn't overcome with determination and sheer commitment. If she could survive through this, then she could definitely climb any new obstacle in her path. And me? I would make sure that she was supported every step of the way. No arguments this time, no ifs, no buts. We would do this together. Kate...Kate means too much to me to lose now. Not after nearly losing her before. You know it's strange...strange how people can come and go from our lives with so much meaning. We develop friendships so quickly, putting our trust in people we've just met and hoping they will fill any void we have inside of us. Kate was one of those people. Ever since day one, she perplexed me. I found myself being able to tell her anything, revealing my deepest and darkest secrets, my weakest moments, my doubtful thoughts. And she, she would listen and I don't mean give you just one ear, I mean truly listen. Hanging on your every word, sharing your emotions, completely understanding you and what you say. The world didn't deserve her innocence and she didn't deserve this. Since the death of my parents I had never been sure of anything. Despite being so young I gained a negative perspective of the world around me, growing up full of hatred, fear, anger and bitterness. My grandparents did what they could for me, giving me some small ounce of hope but that was quickly diminished after my grandpa passed. Since their deaths, I had promised myself that I wouldn't get attached to people. Attachment meant feelings, feelings meant friendship, friendship meant trust and trust meant me getting hurt again. Sure it meant me getting hurt emotionally and psychologically because I couldn't socialise or form a friendship with people but at least it stopped me from feeling the pain of seeing people leave or having to bury them. I had done so well for such a long time, thinking that a new place would give me the fresh start I needed to overcome feelings of the past. I could continue my life, being a different person. Perhaps, in hindsight choosing a town I had previously lived in to start fresh was a bad idea. However, something drew me back here. Maybe it was fate, maybe it was destiny or luck or even a mere coincidence.

"Just what on Earth were you thinking?!" David Madsen interrupted my thoughts as I placed my hoodie over Kate's frail shoulders. I shot him a look of complete disbelief.

"I'd hardly call this the time to be asking questions" I responded as I pulled Kate closer to me. She remained blank in expression.

David's face bore an angry expression at my reaction but, his frown quickly subsided when he realised that I had made a valid point. Despite my feelings towards him, I knew David had Kate's best interests at heart. However, his actions recently have been questionable. But, that was a matter that would be dealt with later. Right now, my main priority was getting Kate out of this rain, this situation and finally get her the help she needs.

We made our way down the final set of stairs as David went ahead of us and opened the door. I shut my eyes momentarily as the pool of light entered my eyes, hindering my sight for a mere matter of moments before my vision restored, showing me the crowd of people pushed back by yellow tape and numerous lights of emergency vehicles nearby. The rain still continued to fall heavily onto the ground, the droplets ricocheting with force. I looked over at the people in the crowd, their eyes gazing at us as though they had seen a ghost. Mouths wide and agape with disbelief. I saw the familiar faces of some of our friends holding one and other, some crying, some with their heads in their hands and the rest trying to remain strong for the rest. Even though I knew their emotions and feelings were genuine. I couldn't help but become annoyed somewhat. That they show they care now and not before when she needed someone the most. However, I swallowed that bitterness and accepted that I was just as much to blame as any of them. We all had to share our guilt, but some more than others. I glanced up at some students who had their phones out, taking videos and photos of the scene.

'Unbelievable!' I shouted internally. I couldn't believe how insensitive some people could be.

I ignored them and turned my attention towards Kate who hadn't said a word since I pulled her up from the roof. Not that I necessarily expected her to say anything considering the situation she had been in. But, the silence was killing me. I wanted her to react, to cry, to fall to her knees, to laugh awkwardly, something. But, she just kept her eyes averted to the ground as we trudged through the rain. I heard footsteps approaching and raised my head to see paramedics rushing over with first aid kits in hand. Kate wasn't injured as far as I was aware, there was no apparent bleeding or cuts however, that doesn't mean that she hadn't done something before I arrived. At this moment in time, I welcomed the help of anyone who I knew could support her to get better and this was the first step.

The two paramedics ushered over to Kate, crouching down onto their knees as they introduced themselves gently to the clearly shaken girl. They began explaining that they were here to help and needed to check her over briefly in the ambulance to make sure she was okay. Kate simply nodded unwavering her stare from the ground as the two paramedics stood at either side of her as I began to remove my arm from her shoulder. The paramedics knew better than I did and I didn't want to interfere with their work. However, as soon as my arm began to withdraw from her body, I felt her fists grip my rain soaked t-shirt tighter and her face bury into my chest. I looked at the paramedics with a sympathetic expression, one which they matched as they gestured for me to walk her over to the ambulance, knowing that she wanted me there. The four of us began to walk towards the white and red vehicle as the police ventured over to David Madsen, not without studying me and Kate as they walked past. I was glad they respected the situation and understood that Kate's health comes priority before they begin questioning what happened. Inside I couldn't help but feel a sense of closure building up inside me. Talking to the police will change everything and bring certain events to life. People would get what they deserve and Kate will be free of the shackles that once tied her down. Of course, I know that won't change anything. We can't turn back time and alter what happened. We can't erase the feelings, the memories or the emotions. But, with this, we can look forward and ensure justice is achieved. I would personally make sure of it so that nothing like this ever happens again. As we reached the ambulance I helped Kate up onto the ledge near the door as she sat down with her legs dangling off above the ground, the paramedics placing a blanket over her shoulders and back. I moved my arm away slowly so that men and women could do their jobs and check everything was alright, but once again I felt Kate's hand reach out of my wrist to pull me back to her side. I turned to her, looking into her bloodshot eyes as she looked into mine for the first time since we were on the roof. Of course I wanted to be there with her but, this was no place for me and I was in the way of the paramedics being able to carry out an assessment. I said nothing but, look at Kate with expression which told her that I would be right here. She stared at me for a long time, her eyes locked with my own before she nodded weakly and allowed her hand to fall back to her side.

As I moved away, the two paramedics moved to the side of her, with one checking for injuries and the other flashing a small light into her eyes. I ventured away from the vehicle slightly, not to far but just to stand back and take everything in. This was happening. This was really happening. Despite my hopes that this had all been a wild dream, it was untrue. As this was very much real. My mind was racing with numbness, so many things to think about, so many emotions on hold and so many questions racking me with confusion. Then I saw him and saw red. For the first time, an emotion had broke through and it was one that I hoped to dispel over time. But, the mere sight of that dirty blonde hair and red letterman jacket sent me into a spiral, as I lost all self-control.

"You fucking bastard!" I yelled as I charged towards the male student and connected my fist with the side of his face, sending him hurdling towards the ground. I towered over him like a man possessed as my teeth gritted harshly against one and other.

"You. You did this. You….you caused all of this!" I bellowed as I lifted my fist to punch him once again but, my arm was grabbed and held behind my back by a police officer.

I winced slightly at the force of arms pressed against my back, particularly the one which I may have dislocated or broken. The numbness that had once controlled me had disappeared and I was now left with overwhelming feelings of pain, anger and guilt.

"Mr Taylor! That is enough! I want you and Nathan in my office right now!" A familiar voice exclaimed as I looked over to see Principal Wells and Mr Jefferson make their way over to us.

My eyes darted from them back over to the ambulance as I noticed that Kate was looking over at us with a concerned expression. The first illustration of expression since the roof. I wonder whether she had watched the scene unfold. I could only hide my head down in disappointment at my actions. Now was hardly the time for me to be getting into fights and I knew that. But, the second I looked at that stupid smug face I couldn't help but let the pent-up rage that had been brewing inside me for so long, burst at the seams.

"Principal Wells! I can't! I need to go with Kate!" I replied, raising my voice to express my frustrations. The older gentleman just sighed, rubbing a hand across his face before looking at me with a sympathetic expression. I could see the paramedics moving Kate into the ambulance properly, her eyes never leaving mine as the doors shut.

"Get off me! I have to be there! Kate!" I yelled as I tried to fight off the police officers grasp. But, I could feel his grip becoming tighter as another officer ran over told help him. My arm felt like it was on fire. I gritted my teeth as a small yelp of pain escaped my lips. I saw Principal Wells look on with concern before he started walking towards me and placed his hands on my shoulders.

"Alec. I get it. I truly do. Of course you want to be there with Kate, helping her get through this tough time but, she's in safe hands now and that's thanks to you. If you want to help Kate, you need to come with us and talk to the police. You're the only one who can tell her side of the story until she gets better Alec. You want justice for Kate don't you?" He spoke with respect and admiration. This had been the first time I had heard Principal Wells speak so highly and positively of someone. Not only that but, he was right. As much as I want to be with Kate, speaking with the police will finally bring everything to light and make sure that anyone who brought her to this would be punished.

I looked towards Nathan who was being helped up from the ground by Mr Jefferson, clutching his eye as he rose.

"Okay. I'll come with you. But, I want to see Kate after this" I replied as I relaxed my body. The feeling of pain began surging through my arm once again.

"Alec have you hurt yourself?" The principal asked me as he looked my body up and down.

"I think I've done something to it when I was grabbed Kate on the roof" I answered honestly. The momentum of Kate falling and me grabbing her wrist was enough force to cause my entire body to jolt. Who knows what I've done.

"Mr Madsen, will you grab one of the paramedics to check Mr Taylor over. I want you to stay with him, until he's been treated and then bring him to my office" Principal Wells ordered.

"And Mr Jefferson if you will follow me with Mr Prescott and the police to my office that would be of great assistance" He continued as he turned to the bearded gentleman.

Alec winced as he felt his arm being bandaged. The nurse was being incredibly gentle and delicate but, with each touch and movement it caused shivers to erupt up his spine and a blanket of goose bumps across his skin. The numbness and adrenaline from before had completely subsided and all Alec was left with was pure pain.

"That should do for now but, you will need to come into hospital later for an X-ray and check-up so we can make sure there no further damage. You're lucky it was only a slight subluxation. Anymore damage would have resulted in breakage or full dislocation. You'll need to need stitches for that arm too, the cut you sustained is quite deep and at the moment I can keep it together with steristrips and a bandage but I strongly advise coming to see us again to prevent infection." The Nurse explained as Alec simply nodded, without looking up at the woman.

"She'll be okay you know" The nurse spoke as though reading Alec's mind. The younger man raised his head up slowly to meet hers.

"Both of you have been through a lot today. But, this is the next step forward for her. She's going to get the help she needs and she has you to thank for that. If you hadn't been ther-

"She would have died? What if I hadn't been here at all, maybe she wouldn't have gotten to this" Alec replied solemnly.

"You think you're to blame for this?" She questioned as she began re-adjusting his arm.

"Aren't we all? I thought I was helping her by standing up for her and being there for her but, the truth is I was suffocating her. I knew for so long that she was self-harming, that she was depressed, that she was sick of everything. And I-I didn't do anything, I should have told someone. I should have known she'd…that she'd do that. What if I had been a minute to late? What if…"

"Hey hey. Alec look don't think like that. I know it's hard but, you can't be thinking about what if. What's happened has happened and your friend Kate is still alive. We can't point blame" She reassured as Alec fought back his emotions. He was starting to feel again now that the adrenaline of what happened before had worn off.

"We can point blame and we will. I accept my blame but, there are people here in the school, peers and faculty who put her up there!" Alec exclaimed.

"And Kate will have justice. I won't let them get away with it, not so it can happen to another student" He finished as he started to inhale deeply. The nurse just smiled weakly.

"You really care a lot about her, don't you?" She asked as she finished the final touches to the bandage.

"Of course I do, she's my best friend and I let her down" Alec responded.

"Alec…I don't know you or the position you're in, I can't even begin to imagine how you feel right now but, can I give you advice. Just from one person to the other" The nurse began, Alec nodded.

"You're a bright and good kid. I know that Kate is incredibly lucky to have a friend like you. I know you want what's best for her but, please don't get caught up in revenge or hatred. What is important now is being there for her and helping her every step of the way. She needs you know more than ever. Do you really think she wants to talk about what happened before or talk about how there is a bright future for her? You and her family are so important to her right now. I just want you to make the right decision. For you and for Kate" She spoke considerately.

"Thank you. You're right. Do you know what ward she's staying on so I can visit her later?" Alec asked as he jumped down from the table and accustomed himself to his new arm.

"I imagine she'll be going on to ward 14. She should have her own side room. Just ask one of the nurses in the reception area when you get there and they should point you to the right direction" The nurse replied.

"So I would suggest you rest your arm for a couple of weeks but I get the feeling you're restless so please at least keep the bandage on for about two to four days. I strongly advise resting it and doing nothing strenuous such as lifting objects, driving or contact sports. You can take it off whilst bathing but other than that, it needs to be on 24/7. I can't stress this enough. When you visit the hospital later, they'll sort out the details of your insurance" She added.

"Best of luck Alec and pass on my regards to your friend"

"Thank you and I will" Alec stated with a small smile as he exited the ambulance.

When he went outside, the rain was still pouring, it almost seemed metaphorical as though the rain was crying tears for Kate. Alec felt almost like a new person leaving that ambulance. There was so much which had come to light that he was struggling to believe what was real, whether this entire thing had been just a dream. That he'd never come to back to Arcadia Bay. But, it was all very much real. Alec stared across the grass field to see yellow tape stretched out as far as it could, ta[e blocking entry from the dormitories as police officers scoured the rooftop for any evidence which might affect what happened. Alec's peers were slowly trudging towards the main building, presumably to take residence in the hall until everything had blown over.

"Alec" A gruff man spoke from behind. Alec turned around to see David Madsen towering over him.

"Something broken?" He continued as he gestured towards Alec's bandage.

"Not quite. Just some small damage" Alec answered unsure why David was asking. The man looked anxious.

"Good…I-I mean it's a shame you're hurt but I'm glad it's nothing more" Mr Madsen stuttered. Alec just raised a quizzical brow.

"Look Alec, I know we got off on the wrong foot and that's largely down to me. But, I genuinely do care about the students here. I know that my methods might seem slightly…unorthodox"

"You mean borderline bullying and harassment?" Alec interrupted, furrowing his brow.

"I understand your anger. But, at the time I was just doing what I thought was right and I can see now, that it was wrong of me and how I've upset people" David continued.

"Then what's with the secrecy. Why have you latched onto Kate? I saw you before, just before Kate climbed onto the roof. Taking photos of her!" Alec demanded.

"T-That that…I can explain and I can understand how that might seem but, please trust me Alec. I'll explain everything soon" David pleaded. Alec wasn't sure if he bought it but, there was a certain sincerity to his expression, one Alec hadn't seen before.

"Alright then. Lead the way. It's time to deal with this" Alec spoke as he gestured towards the main building.

The two men started walking towards the main building. The rain was still coming down but, its intensity was starting to waver and Alec could see a crack of light in the sky off in the distance, as the sun tried to burst its way through. Alec hoped it was foreshadowing the future, that things would look up now. It had too for Kate. People were aware of things now, whether they wanted to or not. He could almost imagine the papers now, he just hoped that journalists would at least keep Kate's name private. It was a sad world that he lived in, where people could make money of others misfortune, especially of this calibre. But, there is always a silver lining to it, as the attention this would get from the press would mean investigating and investigating would lead to the people who did this being caught. It would all start with Alec. He knew exactly what he was saying to Principal Wells and this time, he won't let the older gentleman dismiss his voice. Not again. Things were going to be different now which almost angered Alec. That it would take a girl trying to take her own life, just to open up the eyes of people. How cruel and malicious small insults can be, how suffocating it can be to have family cast their ideals onto you, how hard it can be to maintain this perfect facade before the truth cracks at its seams. Alec was bitter and angry. He knew he shouldn't be. For too long those had been the only emotions keeping him going years ago. He didn't want to be stemmed by hatred. Alec knew that Kate being a soft and gentle as she was, wouldn't care about getting revenge or justice. She just wanted to be normal again. Funny how that was such an achievable task for a girl who wore her heart on her sleeve. As he and David trudged in the wet humid weather, his thoughts turned to Kate, more specifically why he always thought of her. Of course he accepted he would be thinking about her now due to what just nearly occurred but, even prior to this incident his thoughts always returned to her. He wasn't quite sure why but, to put it simply, she put him at ease. Alec felt so calm when he was with her, like he could be himself, like he was important to her. She was so kind and gentle. Kate made him forget his past and made him feel like a good person. Kate truly was his guardian angel, despite her fall from grace; she had emitted a light within him that he hadn't felt for such a long time. And this light was warm and it was wonderful. Alec had known Kate a matter of weeks but, he knew she would always have a place in his heart.

"Alec" Mr Madsen repeated.

"Huh?" Alec mumbled as he returned to reality.

"I said we're here. Are you alright?"

"Y-yeah fine. Um..David can I ask a favour from you?" Alec questioned as he looked at the grizzled war veteran.

"What is it?"

"After this meeting with Principal Wells. Would you drive me to the hospital to see Kate" Alec responded.

"Just I can't drive" He continued with slightly nervous laugh as he lifted his arm slightly. Alec swore he saw David crack a slight smile. The first he'd ever seen.

"Sure Alec. Then I'll tell you everything" David agreed with a nod.

Alec smiled slightly to say thank you before turning to open the door to Principal Wells office. When he opened the door., he was met with numerous gazes. In front of him sat Nathan with an ice pack clenched to his cheek. Alec had to resist the urge to smirk at his handiwork. To the left of him stood Mr Jefferson who looked incredibly anxious for a man who usually had such a cool and calm composure. In front of them both and on the other side of the desk was Principal Wells. Another man usually full of composure and a straight face, looked like he was on the edge. The older gentleman had his blazer coat off and his shirt sleeves rolled up to his elbows and he leaned against his desk. Visible sweat was dripping from the side of his head and Alec could practically sense his elevated heart rate. Then finally to Principal Wells right was two police officers one male and the other female.

"Ah we've been waiting for you. Alec. David. Please come in and take a seat" Principal Wells ushered as the two men walked into the office. Alec sat in the seat next to Nathan, whilst David stood just behind. The two younger boys stared at each other with hatred and disgust before, they both turned to look at Mr Wells.

"Now, I know today was difficult for everybody, but I'm so proud of the way Blackwell pulled together to save a young girl's life. Of course, you're quite a hero for getting Kate to come down Alec"

"A real everyday hero" Mr Jefferson spoke

"We all pulled together to save Kate? You're kidding me right" Alec scoffed, he couldn't believe Principal Wells was making it out as though it was a job well done.

"Now Alec, I understand your anger and frustration at what has happened and I know you are close with Miss Marsh but, aAs principal of Blackwell Academy, I take my duties seriously. I take the well-being of every student more seriously. What happened today should never happen in a hall of wisdom and knowledge. Mr. Madsen, as our head of security here, those roof doors should always be locked. That's just standard operating procedure. They were not. And that is indeed your responsibility. Mr. Jefferson, I know you can't be expected to know what your students are going through, but Kate has assisted you in class, so you should've known something was amiss. Mr. Prescott, since you are responsible for the Vortex Club parties, and since Miss Marsh did attend your last party, you'll have to answer some more questions. Mr Taylor, why exactly were you on the roof with Kate Marsh? Did she tell you her plan? Or anything at all? Please, tell us everything" Principal Wells pleaded.

"I was up there because I was the only person in this goddamn town who noticed that a girl who is normally friendly, happy and smiling started to become depressed, tired and crying for help., It took Kate to try and take her life for any of you in this room to give a SHIT! Myself included!" Alec spat.

"I accept my share of the blame, I know I should have been a better friend and I know I should have told people the true extent of how she was feeling but, at least I can admit this! I knew that Kate was feeling low, I knew the things she was doing to herself but I could never have predicted she'd do this. S-She she…K-Kate could have died today and it's mainly due to the people in this room!" Alec shouted as he stood up from his chair.

"Then tell us Alec. Who is to blame?!" Raymond Wells insisted. Alec turned to look at Nathan, who was staring at him with concern and discomfort. Just looking at his face, made his blood boil with rage. The things he had done to Kate! The images of him violating her, came surging into his head. Alec felt sick and felt pure hatred.

"Why don't we start with you, Prescott!" Alec bellowed as he towered over the boy. David Madsen and one of the police officers stood on standby to grab Alec if needed. But, considering his anger, he never touched him or moved.

"I know what you did to Kate" Alec spoke.

"What are you talking about Taylor?!" Nathan scoffed smugly as he reclined further into his seat.

"Don't pretend you don't know anything!" Alec shouted as he forced himself to move away from his classmate. He was getting to worked up, which wouldn't get them anywhere. Alec walked over to the corner of the room and turned his back to everyone. He couldn't fight them back any longer. Alec could feel the raw emotions building up inside him as tears began to form along his eye line. Alec didn't care about appearing brave anymore or his pride. It had been such a long hard couple of weeks and he had seen enough suffering and pain. Slowly the transparent drops began to cascade down the side of his cheeks. He turned around to face the room, their expressions full of shock and concern.

"Y-you…y-y-you raped her" Alec said, sniffling his cries as he used his arm to wipe away the tears.

"Y-you drugged her *sniff*…..at the Vortex party….l-last Friday and you promised her….you promised her, you would take her to hospital….b-but you didn't. You didn't take her….*sniff*….because y-you took her back to your room and you…..and you…and you raped her" Alec whimpered.

"You raped her" He stated once more.

"You fucking raped her!" Alec exclaimed as his sadness turned to anger. David Madsen rushed over to calm the boy down as the tears started to stream like a river down his face.

"Woah woah, easy Alec! Calm down!" David spoke as stood in the way of Alec and Nathan.

"Why don't you just tell everyone the truth?! Hasn't she suffered enough?!" Alec pleaded aggressively

"Now I think it's been a very long day for everyone. We should let the boys go home and process all of this" Mr Jefferson interrupted.

"There's nothing to process!"

"Now Alec, I understand you're upset but, you must understand the implications of these accusations you're throwing about" Principal Wells added.

"Accusations?" Alec questioned as his anger subside for disbelief.

"What the same 'accusations' Kate expressed when she said she was being bullied? These same 'accusations' that nearly made a girl kill herself today" Alec spat.

"You haven't seen what I've seen, what I've had to support Kate through. I might not have always made the right decisions or choices but, at least I listened to her" Alec continued.

"Every single person in this room, contributed to her trying to take her life and I won't stop fighting this until the truth comes out!" Alec demanded.

"You must understand this is a lot for us to take in Alec and that this is an incredibly serious statement you're making" Principal Wells tried to comprehend.

"What reason would I have to lie about this?" Alec sniffed as he wiped away the tears.

"A friend and student….just tried to kill themselves. Perhaps this should wait" Mr Jefferson interjected.

"Yeah I'm pretty devastated right now and what to spend time with my family" Nathan agreed without emotion.

"Excuse me, Principal Wells" A police officer spoke up. All eyes turned to him.

"If there is an allegation of not only doping but, rape as well. This needs investigating now" He continued.

"I understand that officer but, what I hold of my importance right now is the student's health and wellbeing" Principal Wells argued.

"Oh you care about student wellbeing now? Christ, this is unbelievable. Do you even hear yourself?" Alec retorted sarcastically.

"Alec" Mr Jefferson spoke with strict tone. But, Alec didn't care.

"What would it take for any of you to listen to me right now? Huh? Do I need to break down into tears? Or do I need to cut my wrists? In fact, better yet why don't I climb onto the roof and ju-

"Alec that's enough!" Principal Wells exclaimed.

"What is this too bitter of a pill to swallow?! Make me out to be the bad person in all of this but, that won't shift any blame from you. I accept my own guilt" Alec replied.

"But, I won't take yours"

"I'm telling you right here and right now, that the reason Kate was up on that roof, the reason she felt so horrible and depressed inside that the only thought running through her head was to kill herself….was because this school let her down. Principal Wells? You ignored her concerns and appeals about other students. Mr Jefferson? Kate confided in you not only as a teacher but as a friend. Just moments before she tried to jump, she spoke to you about how she was feeling and you dismissed. And Nathan?...I can't say anything more than what a pathetic, evil and manipulative little sociopath you are. You will get what's coming to you, whether that's from the police or not" Alec warned as he backed away from the group.

"Alec I can understand your anger and frustration at this time. But, perhaps it is suited better if you meet me after this alone. So we can discuss everything and unfortunately, it will need to be everything" The Police officer spoke up.

"I'll tell you everything. But, right now I want to go and be with my friend if that's okay?" Alec asked, placing emphasis on friend. Principal Wells just sighed.

"Well, I think we know less now than when we started. We'll be assisting the police with further inquiries. I know this has been a stressful day... I wish I had the power to change it all for the better... So, thank you for coming in." He explained as Alec headed to this door with David.

"Mr Jefferson and Mr Prescott. If you wouldn't mind staying back for just a little while longer"

The sunset was in full flow now as the sun lowered its way onto the horizon, its orange ethereal gaze cast out onto the sea like a blanket. It was a stark contrast to the weather which had occurred before. Alec leaned his head back against the rest of the car as he peered out the window. He was exhausted both physically and mentally. Nothing quite felt real at this moment in time or that anything had occurred. Alec was still hoping that he would wake up at any given moment and realise none of this had happened. But, it had. As much as he wanted to go back in time to erase everything, he couldn't. They had to deal with the hand they had been dealt. There wasn't much use in thinking about the past, with the 'what ifs' or the 'if onlys'. The only thing Alec knew he'd latch onto from the past is his grudges. He knew himself that it wasted healthy but, he be damned if he was going to let people get away with this, especially Nathan. Alec couldn't even begin to comprehend the situation which had just unfolded in the office previously. Nothing was done. He stared everyone stone hard in the face about Nathan raping Kate yet, he was made out to be a raving lunatic. Alec had to admit, he had let his emotions get the better of him. They had been pent up for so long and if expressing the rawness that he felt was seen as excessive? Well then there truly isn't any hope for Arcadia Bay, especially Blackwell.

"Are you alright?" A voice disturbed his thoughts. Alec turned his head slightly still resting against the seat as he looked at the man.

"Yeahhhh" Alec sighed as he returned his gaze to the view outside.

"I know it's been a long day for you and I don't want you to take any offence to me asking this bu-

"You want to know if I was being serious about Nathan and Kate?" Alec questioned, unmoving. as he read David's thoughts. Alec sighed.

"I was" Alec answered as he turned to look at the rugged and tanned man.

"I saw her the morning after. And…when I looked at her, s-she looked broken. I mean well and truly broken. She was emotionless and vacant, almost like a ghost. Kate confided in me. Told me everything about what happened at the Vortex Party and waking up the morning after" Alec began as he struggled to keep together his words. Emotions starting to rise again. David nodded for him to continue.

"She told me how she had gone to the Vortex party against her better judgement. Kate thought it would be good to let loose and get out there, enjoying what it means to me young even though there are some barriers what with her religion. She didn't drink and it reached a point in the night where she wanted to go but….that's when Nathan stopped to talk to Kate and said he was being strangely nice. After that, she doesn't remember a lot other than hearing Nathan say he'd take her to the hospital , being in a car for a long time and being in a bright white room. When she woke up the next day she…s-she…she found herself naked in her bed and….she was bleeding…f-from errr you know. But, not as a period. She had fingernail marks…i-inside her thighs" Alec explained his voice cracking slightly as he tried to keep it together.

"I've spoke to a lot of people and everyone says they saw Nathan take her into his car. I plan on asking the hospital whether there was any record of Kate being admitted there on the Friday. If she wasn't its undeniable proof he did it." Alec spoke.

"Not that I'm implying anything Alec, as you have to understand son, this is a lot to take in. For anyone for that matter. But, is there anyway Kate would have lied about the rape? I know she's a devote Christian but, perhaps she drank a little bit too much and made a mistake she regretted" David suggested. Alec was just speechless.

"Really? Are you serious?" Alec demanded.

"I'm just saying that we have to look at all possibilities Alec. Sending a young kid down for rape if he didn't do it…I'm just saying we have to consider all aspects" David replied.

"No. Kate wouldn't lie about that at all. You didn't see her David! You didn't hear her cries! You didn't have to take her to a drug store, to get the morning after pill. You didn't seen the scars buried deep with her wrists and thighs. You weren't there! It was rape David! And once the doctors check her out, they'll be able to tell. I'm not letting this go" Alec argued.

"Alright alright. I believe you Alec, I just wanted to make sure we considered all options. Just must understand that?" David reassured as he adjusted his cap. Alec just let off a disgruntled groan.

"Yeah. I know that. I just…." Alec admitted.

"I just want this to be over. I want the people who led her to this to be punished accordingly" He continued.

"I get that son. I know it's going to be hard and the next couple of days are going to be difficult but, the main thing of importance is Kate right now" David comforted.

"Yeahhhh" Alec said softly as he watched the sun dipping further into the water.

"There's just something ominous going on here at Arcadia Bay. I can just feel it. And I'm going to find out exactly what it is" Alec stated rhetorically.

"Kid, look I know you mean well but, it's probably better to leave this thing to the professionals" David warned.

"Yeah because that went so well before. That's why Kate is in this situation to start off with" Alec replied sarcastically.

"I get it Alec. But, just be careful with what you're doing. You don't want to make it out like you're the one with something to do hide" Mr Madsen advised.

"Speaking of something to hide. You still owe me an explanation" Alec reminded.

"Yeahhh. Yeah I do" David sighed as he wiped his face. Alec gestured for him to continue.

"I was like you in the sense that I felt as though something was going on. Kate's behaviour had become unusual and erratic in recent weeks and I noticed her going to the Vortex party. I wanted to know what was going on and I thought Kate….being well…..Kate. She would be easy to break to get info out of. I know now what I did was wrong and I know how it must have seemed to you when you saw me taking photos. I-I just….I just…." David described. Now it was his turn to get somewhat emotional.

"It felt like Rachel Amber all over again and I didn't want that to happen. The behaviours Kate displayed were almost accurate to that of Rachel's. I needed to make sure there wasn't something going on with the students which was causing them to act like this. I need to find out as head of security you know" David continued.

"There are less more 'invasive' methods David. You know like talking to people" Alec commented.

"And raise their suspicion? I didn't know what was going on Alec, I did what I had to. Regardless of how it seemed"

"I guess. At least we tried" Alec pointed out.

The area around them changed as the trees, small buildings and roads turned into a large area with a white building at the top and a car park covering the rest of the area. David drove towards the main entrance before stopping just outside the main doors,

"You're not coming?" Alec asked.

"She doesn't want to see me. Besides I think after today, the two of you need to be alone to process everything" David responded as Alec stepped out of the car, closing the door,

"Thanks for this David" Alec spoke with a weak smile.

"No problem. Tell Kate….tell Kate I'm sorry and to get better soon" David remarked as he pulled away from the curb and drove away back into the sunset.

Alec turned and headed through the automatic doors, entering into a medium sized room which split into three corridors. In front of him sat a desk with three woman clad in white assembled behind it. The hospital appeared a lot smaller than before, when they were driving up towards the building. Of course it was never going to be a large hospital, considering the population of Arcadia Bay. Alec had been to the one in Portland and Madison and they were incredibly busy. But, this hospital had a really nice and genuine vibe. Alec supposed there were some perks of living away from the city. He walked over to this desk and mid 30's woman with brown hair looked up and smiled at him.

"Hello sir, can we help you with that?" She greeted with a genuine smile..

"" I'm here to see someone who just came in today. Kate Marsh" Alec explained.

"Oh. Well, let's see" The woman replied as she began typing into the computer system.

"Mmmm. Yes we have a Kate Beverley Marsh. May I ask your relation?" The receptionist asked.

"I'm not a relation. I'm one of her friends from school. I-I was with her today when the incident happened" Alec stuttered.

"I see. Normally we wouldn't allow visitors who aren't family to come and see them straight away however, her family haven't arrived yet and given the circumstance as to why she has been admitted, I'm sure she'd like to see you" She informed.

"It is Alec right?" She questioned.

"Y-yeah"

"Ahhh, so you were the one she was talking so much about. She asked that we let you see her" The woman smiled with a slight smirk. Alec just became flustered, as his cheeks became red. He wasn't quite sure why he was embarrassed at the thought of Kate talking about him but, he secretly liked it.

"She's on Ward 14, she has her own side room on the left as your enter" She continued.

"T-Thank thank you" Alec stumbled as he said his thanks and headed past the desks down the corridor.

Despite the hospital seeming small and quiet upon entry, the corridors were a lot longer and busier than Alec expected. Each corridor branched off into another and another to the point where it could become a maze but, fortunately there was numerous sign posts indicating where to go, how to get to specific areas and levels. According to the signpost on the wall, Kate's ward was on the third floor. So Alec continued down the hallway until he stumbled upon an elevator. When he was inside he met a couple who were beaming with pride and expressing a euphoric glow as the mother held her new-born tightly. Alec smiled as he stepped into the elevator and leaned against the railing at the back.

He couldn't help but feel melancholy as his thoughts turned the concept of life. Here in front of him was a new-born baby, breathing and living the life he had just been given for a mere matter of hours. That baby had so much potential, so many aspirations and thoughts to discover. All it would want is a normal life. But, that's exactly what Kate wanted and she nearly lost that life. That life that is so precious, that people want to protect and nurture. That life that everyone has a right too but, it was badly damaged and hurt that an innocent girl from a small town tried to take it away. Some people would call Kate selfish and pathetic for what she tried to do. That she tried to herself of a life some parent holding their unborn child would wish for. Sure Alec thought, when you put it like that it does sound bad. But, it made if feel undeniable and intense grief and pain that someone would be hurting so bad, that they believe that the only option is to end what makes you, you. Alec had felt pain, heartache, depression and anger but, never to the extent of that he truly believed there was no other option. He wasn't going to lie, there's times where he has thought about it and he has self-harmed in the past previously. But, he knew he would never go through with it. But, Kate? She really was going to do it. And that hurt Alec more than he could ever imagine. He remembered that moment, of Kate reaching out her hand to grab his own, as tears strolled down her face and he saw her smile, with genuine happiness for the first time in weeks. He remembered the moment her smile diminished as her face turned to shock as the ground beneath her collapsed and she slowly started falling. And Alec remembered that fleeting moment when he used the last ounce of his strength to extend out his arm and grab her. Alec winced at that thought both physically and mentally as he held his arm. The painkillers which the paramedic gave him were beginning to wear off. Shaking his thoughts, Alec listened for the ding which told him it was his floor and stepped out into the hallway.

"Ward 14. Let's see" Alec muttered out loud to himself as he scanned the numerous signs and directions on the wall, until his eyes landed on his destination. He moved to the left and headed in the arrows direction until he went through a set of doors and stumbled into a large space with seating area and a desk to the side. Alec recalled the receptionists words, stating that Kate had a side room somewhere off to the left. Alec spotted a nurse behind the desk writing some notes in a file and thought it would be easier to ask her for directions instead of searching up and down the corridor.

"Hi, I was wondering if you could help me. I'm looking for Kate Marsh's room" Alec pleaded.

"Hi, Kate Marsh did you say? Yeah I'll show you" The nurse spoke as she got up from her seat and led the way down the corridor. Like the receptionist said it was a little side room just on the left. The nurse walked up to the half open door and knocked slightly.

"Kate, you have a visitor" The nurse shouted gently as she opened the door.

Alec's had to stop himself from letting his mouth fall agape when he saw Kate. She was currently sat in her bed, wearing green pyjama bottoms, a plain white shirt with a small line of flowers on it with his grey jacket hoodie placed over her shoulders as she scribbled in her drawing pad. She looked up to see who it was and Alec couldn't help but be amazed and slightly timid about how refreshing and well she looked. Kate still had her hair up in a messy bun but, her face was clean and clear from any make up and her eyes showed no signs of bags. Even though he had only seen her a couple of hours ago, she looked like a completely different person. She looked natural and radiant, almost like an angel. He felt inadequate as he considered his own complexion. His hair was still damp and parts still stuck to his head, his face was still covered with cuts and bruises. His eyes were bloodshot and came adorned with bags underneath from lack of sleep. His arm was all bandaged up and his clothes were creased and ripped in certain places from incident on the roof. But, it didn't seem like she cared because when she realised it was Alec, her eyes lit up as she quickly jumped up from the bed to stand opposite and face him.

"I'll leave you two alone" The nurse spoke softly as she left the room.

Alec watched her leave before turning his head back round to look at Kate, who looked very coy and timid as she fiddled with her thumbs in front of her and stared deeply towards the ground.

"A-Alec I can't even begin to think about what to say….b-but I-I I'm so sorr-

She was cut off as Alec came crashing into her, wrapping his arms around her small fragile frame. He pulled her in close, holding her tightly as he placed his chin on top of her shoulder. It had been such a long and hard day for both of them. Alec couldn't fight it anymore. He was tired of being strong. Tired of being tired. This girl who he held in his arms, meant so much to him and she nearly vanished. The tears started to fall from his cheeks onto her clothes as Alec let all his emotions go.

"T-This this is real" He mumbled into her shoulder.

Kate's face had previously been in shock at the boys actions. He had always been caring, friendly and there for her. But, he had never shown her this much emotion and had been so warm and affectionate. Her expression softened at his words and at his touch. How she had longed for this. When she was with him, she felt so safe and protected. He truly was her guardian angel.

"Alec" She whispered as she hugged him back rubbing her hands up and down his arms and back in a soothing motion. Alec was struggling to keep it together and it pained Kate to see him like this,

"I-I thought….I thought I'd lost you…" He spoke weakly, unmoving.

"Alec….I'm so sorry. I-I don't know what I was….what I was…I don't know" Kate said trying to explain herself. But, how do you even go about explaining the rationale going on in your head. Kate knew deep down that she didn't want to kill herself. She just wanted to escape the pain she felt inside. She felt broken.

"You don't need to apologise….you should never apologise Kate"

"You don't need to explain yourself to anyone. People have let you down Kate, not you. The school let you down, Principal Wells let you down, Mr Jefferson let you down, our peers let you down….I-I I let you down" Alec whispered solemnly, his voice full of guilt.

"Alec" Kate ushered as she broke the hug to look at him properly.

"I will say this only once Alec.. You are not to blame for what has happened. You have showed me so much kindness and empathy in such a short space of time, more so than anyone else. You make me feel special and cared about. I don't feel lonely or strange when I'm with you. don't for one second think you're to blame" Kate argued .

"You're not to blame Alec. You were the only one who cared enough to follow me to that roof and the only one who could have talked me down" Kate continued.

"I-I should have tried harder….If I hadn't…what if you had" Alec muttered,

"I don't know what I'd do….if you weren't here"

"Losing you as well as…..as well as…." Alec whimpered as he held her tightly once again.

Kate felt awful. She had never seen Alec like this before. He had done well to hide previously, when Nathan read out his file but, this? Alec was always a calm, collected and cool guy. He was very much neutral most of the time, not overly happy but not overly quiet or sad. Just the right balance. But, Kate knew from meeting him all those weeks ago, that he was a delicate and kind soul. She could see the passion, the consideration and love he had behind those light blue eyes. But, Alec forced himself to be strong, to put on this 'I'm fine' front and protect himself from letting people in. For so long Kate thought that no one cared about her. That they just pretended and it was just through association. But, being here now, stood with a boy she thought so fondly of showing all of his raw emotions and crying because he was scared of losing her. It made Kate realise how wrong she had been this whole time. She had put him through so much. A young man who was already fragile and weak in places. It broke her heart seeing him like this but, it also made her feel wanted. Kate couldn't explain why but, for some reason this moment, this embrace, made her feel something she hadn't experienced before and she couldn't work out what it was.

"Alec I'm here. And you've showed me that I want to be here. It sounds weird and hard to say but…things will get better. They have to right?...Well it's not like it can get any worse right" Kate said with a weak smile.

"Are you seriously making small jokes right now?" Alec asked with a slight chuckle as he backed out of the embrace.

"It's that or cry" She responded.

"I'd prefer you did neither" Alec commented with a smile as he began walking around the room.

"At least you have a nice view and room" He continued as he walked over to window and stared out. The view was beautiful. Kate had a perfect view of the beach and ocean with the sun setting in the background, causing an orange glow to emit into the room.

"It's wonderful" Kate agreed as she joined Alec at the window. The young man looked down at the young girls face and found himself admiring her. Stood there in the sunset light, Kate looked mesmerising. Alec thought she looked truly beautiful. She just looked so natural without her make up. Standing there in her pyjamas. Her usual pristine bun, was messy and had strands of hair falling loose around her cheeks and eyes. She was effortlessly captivating. Alec realised he had been staring too long as Kate turned her gaze to look at Alec. He felt his cheeks go warm and red as he quickly turned his head away and scratched the back of his neck, before clearing his throat.

"Ahem, so….uh….h-have they spoke to you about what happens next?" Alec asked. Realising that he had forgot to ask the most important question.

"Well they did an assessment when I came in…..checked me for injuries and then a mental health nurse came round to talk about what happened, why I did it….and how I felt now" Kate explained.

"And how do you feel….now? I know that might seem like a stupid question"

"N-no it's not a stupid question at all. I-I just….it's hard to explain. I guess…I feel better now, because I've had my moment if you will, so I know I can never get any worse than that. I also know that there are people that care about me and that I will get the help I need now. But…I guess I'm just in limbo right now. Nothing feels quite real or that it ever happened. It's strange" Kate clarified.

"It's going to be strange Kate. It was only a couple of hours ago, you were in a dangerous and upset state. It will feel weird for a while, you're bound to be numb almost. But, we're all here for you…well I'm here for you. What you've gone through….no worries can describe but, your bravery, your strength and your prowess will shine through. Like you said, you've hit rock bottom and the only way to go is up and this time you'll have help with it" Alec motivated.

"Thank you Alec, really. I can describe to you how grateful I am to you for everything you've done. You always know the right things to say" Kate complimented. Alec felt himself blush again.

'What is up with me?'

"E-er….yeah it's fine. It's true….so have you heard from anyone yet?" Alec asked, trying to change the subject.

"I haven't looked at my phone yet really. I've seen that I have a lot of notifications and messages but…I-I'm not…I don't really have the energy for it. And it's too…soon" Kate explained.

"That's understandable. And to be honest….I'm trying my hardest not to get angry at them. I-I know I shouldn't be and that…and that no one would have ever intended this but…it's hard seeing them care now when no one cared enough before" Alec stated.

"For if you forgive other people when they sin against you, your heavenly Father will also forgive you But if you do not forgive others their sins, your Father will not forgive your sins" Kate spoke rhetorically as she continued to stare out the window.

"Matthew 6:14-15"Alec whispered. Kate turned, almost shocked that Alec was right but then she remembered what he had said before.

"I forgot you practised" Kate mentioned with a small smile.

"Y-yeah. After my parents die-….after my parents passed, my grandparents took me with them to church a lot. I used to sneak off sometimes and go to church almost every day and pray to God, asking for forgiveness and for guidance. But when my grandparents passed too….I-I I don't know…I guess that just really finalized it for me and I couldn't remain faithful" Alec responded.

"I don't think I will ever return to my Faith but that doesn't mean I disregard it" Alec stated.

"You don't need to be anything other than you. I think it's refreshing to have that mentality" Kate reminded.

"The same goes to you as well Kate" Alec replied. She just smiled weakly.

"I know this is me just saying this Kate but, you shouldn't let this define you or your faith. I know you've questioned it recently and even right now things might feel slightly bitter….if that's the word. But, I think in times like these that we can all use some extra strength" Alec spoke as he rummaged around in his jeans pocket.

He found what he was looking for and pulled out a long thin golden chain which a solid gold cross at the end. Alec held it in his hand and looked up at the girl with a smile.

"M-my cross! I thought….i thought I lost it on the roof" Kate exclaimed with a smile. Her eyes were lit up and vibrant. It was the first time Alec had seen genuine happiness and liveliness from the girl.

"Alec thank you so much! You don't know what this means to me" Kate beamed. Alec held it up between his hands and gestured towards Kate's neck.

"Do you want it on?" Alec asked. Kate nodded with a smile.

Alec felt his face grow red and his hands tremble when she said yes. He didn't think this through. He moved his hands forward towards Kate and wrapped the golden chain around her neck. Alec flinched slightly at the touch of her skin as he fiddled with the fasten at the back. Alec stepped back slightly, still in very close proximity to Kate as he admired the necklace.

"Beautiful" Alec spoke out loud.

He shocked himself as he realised he wasn't meant to say that outside of his head. But, his nerves quickly subsided when he looked at her face. She looked just so wonderful and at that moment time stood still. Everything made sense. A loose strand of hair was dangling by the side of her face. Alec lifted his hand to tuck the hair behind her ear before his hand fell down to cup her cheek. No words were exchanged or gestures. There was no thinking or mind process. Alec leaned his head down towards Kate as she reached hers up to meet him. Their faces were in close proximity and their lips were just centimetres apart. Alec closed his eyes, his heart pounding and his face becoming warm as he went to kiss her soft gentle lips, the touch only lasting a second.

"Hi Kate, your parents are-" A voice cut off as the two young adults jumped backwards away from each other. Alec was blushing profusely as he wandered away to the other side of the room, trying to compose himself whereas Kate cleared her throat and looked towards the Nurse curiously

"Sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt" The nurse apologised, feeling the embarrassment and awkwardness that was in the room.

"You weren't….there wasn't….what were you saying sorry?" Kate stuttered.

"Your parents are here. Would you like me to send them in?" The nurse asked as she looked curiously between the two of them.

"Y-yes that would be great. Thank you" Kate reassured as the nurse exited the room.

"I-I….um should probably go. I know you parents will want to be alone with you" Alec spoke up, scratching the back of his head uncomfortably.

"Do you have to go?" Kate asked, almost pleading. In that moment, every had returned to normal and Alec had forgotten what nearly happened minutes ago when he looked at her expression.

"I-I I need to go outside to get some head space and then….then I'll wait outside here. While you talk to your parents. This is a family and personal issue and I-I don't want to interfere" Alec agreed, accepting that he couldn't say no to that face. She didn't look to convinced.

"I promise I'll come back in when your family go. I-I just need to….sort some things" He continued as Mr and Mrs Marsh walked into the room with Lynne and Rachel. The family looked between Kate and Alec.

"I'll give you some privacy" Alec stated as he shot The Marsh's a weak smile before heading out of the door.

Alec couldn't have got out of that room any quicker. His heart and mind were running incredibly fast simultaneously and he couldn't prioritise which to regulate first. What just happened before? And what did it mean? Kate was his best friend and he cared about her deeply, Alec would do anything for her.

'We nearly kissed! I-I I'm so confused. When did? How did? Ughhh. None of this makes any sense. I mean Kate is…..Kate is…...…Kate is…'

Alec was arguing with himself internally. He knew what this meant but he couldn't quite admit this to himself. He cared a lot more for Kate than just a friend and he had known that a while. She had always appealed to him since the moment they met in class. She was quiet, shy and kept to herself but, she was vibrant, passionate and friendly. Kate wanted the best for everyone and was selfless, even though people had done her so wrong. She wasn't a model or obsessed over her appearance like Victoria, she was naturally radiant, It wasn't about the makeup or the hair. It was about the smile and the shimmer in eyes. They had him hooked. Alec was well aware of that the fact that he had only known Kate just under a month and he wasn't saying it was love, heavens no. But, he enjoyed being with her and found himself getting butterflies when she was around. The consideration of a relationship was a weird one for Alec. He had relationships before, just two. But, Alec liked to keep himself to himself. He found it difficult to attach himself to people after what happened with his family.

'Who knows? Maybe once all of this is over me and Kate can for another date. But, for now I just need to be calm and be a friend to her foremost. She needs me now. This is all so confusing. Does she want this too?'

Kate felt sad as she saw Alec leave the room. She knew that he had promised he would come back but, she missed his presence already. As happy as she was to see her family, she couldn't help but feel nervous which was one of the many reasons that she wanted Alec to stay. But, she knew that this was something that she would have to do alone for now. Kate needed to face her family and finally tell them the truth. Everything. No more hiding it. No matter how hard, after everything she had put people through, they deserved to know the truth. Kate crouched down as she saw her two younger sisters run over and hug her tightly. How she had missed their embrace and warmth. Kate thought she would be brave enough to keep it together but as soon as she held them in her arms, she felt small tears begin to roll off her cheeks. She felt guilt and disgust in herself. That she would have ended her life and they would never have known way or have been able to say goodbye. She would have took that away from them. Kate's sisters would have had to live with her decision. Growing up knowing that their big sister couldn't cope with life and chose to end it. It was a bitter and raw pill for Kate to swallow. She had her mind so set on climbing to that roof and throwing herself off it that nothing else entered her mind. At that time she was selfish. Many would argue she had the right to be but, now with hindsight and a clear mind Kate couldn't believe that she thought about going through with it. Not once did she even think how people would feel. Of course at that time she believed that no one cared about her but, how would people feel if she did it. How would her sisters feel? How would her parents feel? How would her family feel? How would her peers and staff members feel? How would Alec feel? How would Nathan feel? So many questions pondered through her head but, Kate knew it wasn't time to think 'what if'. She needed to face her parents, tell them how she felt and feels now. What happened that night at the Vortex party. Kate stood up from the floor and looked up at her parents. Her dad looked at her with a weak smile as stood tall with a supportive hand placed over his wife's shoulder, where as her mom looked broken. Bloodshot eyes and visible tears and she forced herself to smile. With quick movement Kate suddenly found herself in yet another hug as she felt herself being swept under the desperate arms of her parents.

"Mom. Dad" Kate breathed out as she returned the hug with her own tears falling.

"Kate" They both whispered as her dad held her at arms length, inspecting her over.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to worry you. I-I...I didn't mean...for any of this to happen" Kate apologised shamefully.

"No Kate. We're the ones who should be sorry...well I know I should be" Her mother spoke.

"I've been so hard on you Kate. And...it's terrible that I only see this now just how perfect of a daughter you are and how wrong we have been" She continued.

"There aren't any words or sentences which we can say that will make things better but, we hope that our apology will do for now" Her dad Richard, begged.

"Just seeing you here is enough" Kate reassured with a small smile.

They all stood smiling at one and other, thankful that Kate was still here and alive. But, Kate herself could feel the uncertainty in the air and knew that it was time she explained everything through. Kate looked down at her beautiful sisters, grateful that she see and feel them once more. She was arguing with herself internally. Kate wanted to tell them all what had happened and to be honest and truthful. Concealing her feelings and thoughts is what led her to this position in the first place. But, this wasn't something she wanted her sisters to hear. They were too young. She wanted to preserve their innocence and obliviousness to the cruelties of the world just for a little longer. One day when she was better, older and wiser, she would sit them down and explain what happened to her, why its so important to keep fighting and not let life get the better of you but...today wasn't that day.

"Mom, dad. Can I speak to you both privately?" Kate asked as she looked at them with pleading eyes. The two parents looked between each other before turning to face their two other daughters.

"Girls. Can you give us a minute please? You can come back in shortly" Mrs Marsh asked.

"Yes mommy!" Lynn shouted with a smile as she pulled her sisters hand towards the door.

"We'll go sit with Alec" Lynn continued as the two of them left the room. Leaving Kate with her parents.

"Please sit down...I-I need to explain everything...and I mean everything...I owe it to you both and I hope it gives you more of an understanding as to...as to why I got here" Kate stated as she gestured them to sit down on the couch near to her bed.

"Okay honey. Just take your time" Her dad reassured.

"There might...there is going to be some stuff that I'm going to say which...which will upset you dearly...b-but I have to tell you it, I-I have to-"

"Kate. Sweetheart. It's okay. We know this is going to be hard for all of us but..we know we must hear it" Mrs Marsh commented with a weak smile, while Kate collected herself.

"Okay. It's hard to pinpoint where all of this started...b-but the main decline started last Friday when I went to a Vortex club party"

Alec felt tired as the over weighing feeling of exhaustion and fatigue began to wash over him. He was currently residing in the waiting area outside of Kate's room as he watched her two younger siblings take turns platting each others hair. It was quite strange to see the two of them so obliviousness and almost joyful as they played with each other. Alec could only conclude that Kate had chose not to tell them, which is why they were out here with them. Lynn had been so happy to see Alec again, giving him a huge hug when she saw him. She also played nurse on him for a while as she practised unwrapping and re-wrapping his bandage. When Alec left Kate before, he needed to get some fresh air. All his thoughts and feelings were overwhelming him and he wasn't in the best physical or mental state to cope with it. The minute he stepped outside of the hospital, he vomited over the side of a nearby wall unable to hold it together anymore. The thoughts of Kate trying to kill herself, her hurting herself, Nathan raping her and the effects of lack of sleep and several injuries had all led to this. He was exhausted. After about fifteen to twenty minutes of trying to collect himself, Alec headed back inside and went into the waiting room when he saw the two young girls, they had both been sat impatiently waiting when Lynn shouted his name with excitement and ran over to give him a big home. Lynn was so innocent and happy, a younger version of Kate which is why you could tell they were sisters. Now, she was sat growing more bored and anxious as they waited for their family. Whilst the two girls continued to find things to do, Alec decided to check his phone which was overloaded with messages and notifications. He had text messages from Max, Warren, Kurt and Dana all long paragraphs praising him for helping Kate and asking him to pass on their love as well as keep them updating. The same thing was all over his Facebook too with people writing statuses either about how much they hope Kate gets better and how he was hero for saving her. Alec certainly didn't feel like a hero.

Alec stood up as he saw Mr and Mrs Marsh exited the room. He felt nervous and that familiar feeling of nausea was washing over him. He really didn't need this right now. Alec knows he should have been a better friend to Kate and spoke to someone sooner about his concerns. Hindsight is a wonderful thing but, the mood he was in and the day he had? He really couldn't put up with a lecture from The Marsh's. The two parents started walking over to him with quick pace and Alec was of the sound belief that Mrs Marsh was going to come right over and slap his face. But the hand she raised quickly swept past his cheek and tightly wrapped round his back as she pulled herself into a hug. Alec could feel her tears descending down her face and onto his clothes as she stifled her cries into small muffles in his shirt.

"Alec….I'm so sorry" She wept as the stunned young man, adjusted to the situation.

"We were so wrong about you and….you….and you…" She mumbled as he hugged her back.

"And you saved our little girl" Mr Marsh finished for his wife as he came over and joined in the hug.

Alec was overwhelmed; he didn't know how to react. One half of him felt honoured and happy that Kate's parents had finally accepted him and realised that he wasn't the enemy. But, the other half of him felt awkward and uncomfortable at the sudden change of heart and close proximity to Kate's parents.

"I-I…..um….Mr and Mrs Marsh" Alec stuttered as he struggled to think about what to say.

"You don't need to say anything Alec. We can't thank you enough for what you've done for our Kate. Truly, you have been her guardian angel through all of this and I'm so grateful to the Lord that he sent you Kate's way. She needed people and you were the only one to hear her prayer. I can only apologise that we noticed so late. I can't begin to imagine how this has been for you" Richard Marsh spoke as he pulled away from the embrace. Alec was still stunned.

"You are welcome at our home anytime Alec" He added with a genuine smile.

"Yes, please consider yourself part of our family" Mrs Marsh agreed as she too pulled away from the embrace.

"T-Thank you for your kind words….I-I'm sorry that this happened to you but, I assure you that I will do everything I can to support Kate through this and t-that people are held accountable for their actions" Alec explained, regaining some composure and coherence.

"We appreciate it Alec" Mrs Marsh smiled as she wiped away her remaining tears. Alec returned the smile before, looking behind the two shaken parents to see into Kate's room.

"Go to her. I know she wishes to see you" Richard stated as he placed his hand on Alec's shoulder.

"God bless you son" He spoke before him and his family made way towards the exit.

"Bye Alec. Hope to see you soon!" Lynn shouted boisterously as she bounded over and hugged Alec's legs before following her family round the corner.

Alec stood there and just let everything soak in. So much had happened today and he was really starting to believe that he had been dreaming all this time and he'd wake up soon. So much had happened and so much was going to happen. Once he was done speaking to Kate, he was absolutely making his first priority going to bed. He needed to sleep all of this off. So that when he woke up tomorrow he had a fresh mind-set of what was going to happen now. He knew that this wasn't exactly something he needed to take upon himself: getting justice for Kate. But, Alec knew that it was required he owed her that much but, also there was something eerie and uneasy about Arcadia Bay at the moment. Something Alec didn't like. It tied Rachel Amber to Kate and Alec didn't like that what so ever. However, these thoughts can wait till tomorrow. Alec would speak to the police officer who was investigating the case and get him to listen, seeing as though Principal Wells wasn't listening. Alec shook his head before turning to head back into Kate's room. She was currently sat on one of the couches by the window with her head buried in her hands. Alec walked over and took a seat beside her. He was still feeling pretty awkward about what nearly happened before and what that meant but, when he looked over at Kate he pushed all of that aside and realised that what she needed the most right now, was a friend.

"Heyyy" Alec spoke as he shifted his body to face her. Kate moved her head up to look at the boy before smiling. Alec knew it was fake.

"Hey Alec. Sorry about making you wait" Kate spoke, her voice sounding drained.

"Not at all. You needed to talk to them so I was more than happy to wait for a while. I needed to have a check over from one of the nurses anyway" Alec reassured.

"Oh my goodness! Of course! Your arm. Why didn't I notice before" Kate exclaimed as she began scanning Alec's arm with her eyes and fingers.

"Haha it's alright. There's not much damage, just a couple of cuts and bruises. It was just a precaution more than anything" Alec admitted shyly.

"It's hardly okay Alec. You have enough scars on your body" Kate scolded.

"They're my badges of honour" Alec stated with a small laugh.

"Seriously?" Kate questioned, almost in disbelief.

"Yeah seriously. You know like anyone…of course I feel self-conscious about them from time to time but, these scars are reminders of my survival. Both physical and mental. Kind of like a tattoo, they all tell a story and as difficult and harrowing as some of them may be. It's a reminder to me that I got through it" Alec explained, thoughtfully. Kate sat back and thought about what he said. He had a point and it was a beautiful way of looking at it, instead of being ashamed.

"So…..this might sound like a stupid question, but….how did it go with you parents?" Alec asked.

"It…um went better than I expected I guess. I told them everything, including what h-happened…that night and they just burst into tears. That had absolutely no idea what I had been through and hadn't even noticed a change in me. It was good for me to be so open with them for the first time but…why has it left me feeling so…empty?" Kate described.

"That's a good thing. I know it might not feel like it but, it is. You've shared your burdens and it's to people that matter the most and care enough to take some of it on. I know it might not seem like it Kate but, things will get better. They're just going to take a while but, you have the support system now. I hope you know that I'm here if you need anything. Don't ever feel like you're a burden. If I can't handle it I'll tell you. Not that I'm saying I will….j-just yeah" Alec reminded.

"Thank you Alec. It really means a lot….and you being here" Kate spoke shyly.

Alec smiled at her before he leaned back in the chair and stifled out a large yawn, his eyes watering from how good it was. His eyes were starting to feel really heavy and his body was weak. Alec could feel his muscles ache as they desperately cried out for relaxation and his mind wanted to be it at peaceful ease after a full day of trying to keep him functioning, as well as processing his thoughts and feelings.

"Are you tired?" Kate inquired as she looked over to the boy.

"Hmm? No no. Just um…just having a minute" Alec dismissed, not wanting to admit he was run down.

"It has been a long day. It's strange I almost feel as though I'm dreaming and that none of this has happened…almost like I'm not involved or that I ever felt depressed" Kate commented.

"I feel exactly the same way. I'm struggling to actually describe what I'm feeling right now" He replied as he closed eyelids softly.

"It's pretty strange" Kate sighed as she too leaned back in the chair.

"Life is strange" Alec stated.

Kate looked up at the ceiling, pondering on Alec's statement. It was true. Life as beautiful, wonderful and creative as it can be, but it was also cruel, malicious and unkind. It was difficult for any individual to maintain a happy medium, regardless of who you are. It doesn't take into account of colour, race, sexuality, gender, age. Everyone was effected, some particular groups more than others but, ultimately everyone suffers. People who've never smoked a day in their life and remain healthy can get cancer. A parent will have to bury their child due to being born with cruel condition. A young teenage boy will spend his life hiding away his sexuality because of the abuse he receives at school. A girl will stop herself from eating because she is of the strong minded belief that she is fat. A girl will try to commit suicide from bullying and from being raped from a fellow student. And a boy will see his parents die before his very eyes and bury his entire family, leaving him alone in this world.

Life was cruel.

But, from these hard and upsetting moments it brought people together, it makes people stronger and appreciate the small beauties in life. Such as staying up to watch the sunrise, sitting by the side of a still lake, helping an old lady with her shopping bags, helping that man change his tyre. From all of what had happened to her, Kate hoped that this would improve the school, the students, the staff, the curriculum and the policies they adhere to. From darkness comes a light. Despite all that had happened to her, Kate had her life and had people who cared about her. Due to her ordeal, she had become closer to Alec, something she had wanted since they first met. They always say you know when someone special and will impact your life. They were right. When Kate met Alec at first she found herself unsure how to take his kindness and concern, it was something unusual for her and normally if people were being nice, it was for an ulterior motive. But, despite her initial thoughts and discrepancies, Alec persisted and showed his real self. Despite everything and despite knowing him for so little of a time, he stood out from the crowd. Kate didn't want to be all mushy but, she felt like her and Alec were fated to meet each other and be together. Not like that. But, just two people who felt complete around each other. Although that didn't mean she didn't want more. Her mind returned to before, how her and Alec nearly kissed. Kate had never wanted so more. She was so unsure of her feelings, what these emotions meant, what Alec meant to her and the looming memories of what took places nearly a week still impaired her significantly. She didn't know what she wanted…but she wanted that….she wanted to feel loved.

Kate jumped slightly when she felt a slightly heavy impact on her shoulder. She looked down to see Alec's head resting against her, his eyes closed and his face vacant. Kate could hear his gentle breathing as his eyelashes fluttered delicately. Even though he wasn't awake, Kate couldn't help but blush at his touch and get giddy at the thought of how cute and simple he looked when he was asleep. Moving her hands, Kate decided to lift his head gently from her shoulder and lower it slowly onto her lap. She rested him so that he was on his side and facing outwards towards the door whilst she sat against the chair. Almost unconsciously, her hand began to run across his hair and face, gently stroking him as he continued to sleep.

'He must be so worn out' Kate thought to herself as she watched the boy inhale and exhale. She delicately touched his scars and cuts. Still so fresh. It hurt her to know that his body was covered in them. But, then she remembered what he said before. He had done so much for her, things that she could never repay in kindness. So she promised there and then that she would get better for Alec. She didn't want him to worry about her anymore or to get himself into difficult situations to protect her. Kate remembered how angry and adamant Alec was before about getting her justice for what happened. It was noble but, not necessary. Of course she wanted people to take responsibility for their actions. However, what she wanted the most was for things to return to normal or as normal as they could be. She hoped that after today that things will get better. Kate couldn't dwell on what happened and let it define her. She needed to move on. Her eyes felt heavy as darkness began to encompass the room.

"Job 17:9. "The righteous keep moving forward, and those with clean hands become stronger and stronger." Kate spoke out loud to herself, before she too slowly joined Alec in a much needed sleep.

And there you have it. Sorry once again for the lateness of this. I feel personally like this chapter doesn't have a lot happening in it and seems abit short but, I promise you I have some great stuff lined up. Please follow, favourite and/or review. It lets me know what you guys think and feedback really helps.

See you in the next one :)