Shego sat on her bed quietly pondering her thoughts. She had been thinking about her red headed nemesis for a while and a few other females. She would never tell anyone not even Drakken; but yes she was a lesbian.

She had known since she was but a young adolescent girl going through high school; a pretty young blonde named "Alicia" had been her classmate. During a lot of her first year Shego had masturbated over this girl and been drowning in angst over her.

Eventually during their senior year Shego had finally spoken to Alicia and even admitted her crush. The girl in return smiled and apologized saying she had a boyfriend but hoped Shego would find love.

At the time this had hurt Shego deeply and she had drowned her sorrows in beer and cried heavily. But it got better when she started college; she had developed better friendships and even a relationship.

The girls name was Jean; she was an art student and a huge nerd; however she was very cute and a closeted bisexual. The two dated for a long time during Shego's college years however later on Jean moved away causing them to break up which deeply hurt Shego.

Now in modern day she was working for a man-child Villain who went about world domination the wrong way and was an incompetent buffoon. But the pay was good and they had the same enemy so...she stayed. Her present relationships were few but still very passionate. Her hook-ups though had a large amount but happened when Drakken was never around.

But she longed for a proper relationship with someone; one filled with trust, loyalty, honesty and passion. She may have been evil but she still had feelings and desires like any other human being.

"DAMNIT!" Shego yelled crossly collapsing onto her pillow in frustration. As if being a villain wasn't stressful enough she had to deal with the complexities of her sexuality.

Suddenly there was a loud knocking on her door "Shego? Whats going on in there? Are you having another tantrum? You know I have to clean that up!" Drakken yelled sternly from the other side of the door.

Shego sighed heavily; her boss may have been a man-child but in subtle ways he showed he cared. He was like the dad she never had as her own had walked out her and her mother when she was a kid.

"Nothing Dr D; Just having a bad day" Shego grumbled crossly her head buried in her pillow.

Dr Drakken sighed heavily "Your always having a bad day Shego; your personality is like your menstruating 24/7. But you've always been fiery ever since I hired you as my henchwoman" he said solemnly.

Shego smiled to herself; as much as Drakken did get fed up with her moodiness, sullen attitude and temper he was good to her. He made sure to look after her now and again even though she was independent.

She opened her door via a switch under her desk; there may have only been one way into her room via outside but there was a way in via inside.

"Thank you" Drakken said gratefully as Shego allowed him to enter. His inner maternal instincts kicked in when he saw her troubled appearance. He said nothing as the door closed behind him.

He grabbed a nearby chair and sat beside her bed and folded his arms giving her a stern look. Something was up with his partner in crime and he needed to know what; he needed her to be her fully functioning sarcastic self like she always was.

"Now spill" Drakken said firmly. He wasn't going to leave until he knew what was going on and what was on her mind. He may have not been the brightest bulb in the world but he was a total idiot either.

"It's complicated" Shego muttered crossly. There was no way Drakken would understand any of this; if anything he would probably shit bricks.

"I got time" Drakken said causally with a cheeky smile. It was rather amusing to see Shego acting so much like a little kid. It was really quite adorable and it made him realize how much she hid her feelings.

Shego smiled impressed by this; as much as he annoyed her wasn't such a bad guy. She sat up still hugging the pillow for comfort and bowed her head.

"You know how everyone always asks why I don't have a boyfriend" Shego muttered shyly her face partially covered by her pillow.

Drakken nodded "Yes it the most popular topic among other villains; a few of which who fancy dating you" He said a hint of annoyance in his voice.

Shego was like a daughter to him; annoying, bitchy, short tempered and someone he knew not to piss off. But he cared about her a lot even if he didn't show it and hated how the other male villains treated her like a prize.

"And I'm always rejecting guys confessions and watching Orange is the new black" Shego stammered biting her lip.

"Mm hmm" Drakken said curiously raising an eyebrow suspiciously. She really had gotten into that show lately and yelled at anyone who disturbed her.

"And how I'm always getting so close to Possible and never seem to pay attention if we go somewhere crowded on business?" Shego whispered her body shaking.

"Yes" Drakken said in a slightly annoyed tone. He began to ponder all the things Shego was telling him all of these winding around the cogs in his brain.

Women; rejecting, gay shows and intimacy with the enemy

Eventually Drakken's eyes widened and his jaw dropped; he was blown away by what Shego was saying and didn't know quite what to say.

"S...Shego you mean you're a...a...a.." Drakken stammered in shock. He had expected her to say she hated men but not this. He wasn't mad not at all...just mind blown.

"Lesbian" Shego said quietly fear hinting her tone. He was shocked now but he would probably be mad; I mean he always was about something.

Drakken shook his head and frowned at her crossly "Shego!..." he yelled crossly.

Shego began to shake and shrank where she was; she didn't know what he would do. I mean she could use her powers on him but she was too upset or troubled to. She closed her eyes and grabbed her pillow.

Suddenly she felt a hand on her head "Why didn't you just tell me" Drakken said solemnly his tone more gentle.

Shego was taken aback by this; he wasn't mad? He wasn't going to yell at her? He wasn't going to throw her out?

She looked at him in awe her green eyes filled with shock "Y...You're not mad boss?" Shego asked in confusion.

Drakken gave her a baffled look "Why would I be? I mean you're still your green moody bitchy self despite your sexuality right?" he said crossly.

Shego's eyes welled up with tears and she hugged her boss happily; she hated his ass sometimes but she needed it today.

Drakken patted her back awkwardly just letting it happen; he wasn't a huggy person so he was just taking it quickly.

Eventually he pulled her off "Ok Ok don't get all mushy on me" he muttered crossly.

Shego sat there smiling gratefully her eyes glassy with tears; This had meant so much to her even if it didn't to him.

Drakken got up to leave "I'm off to order some more tools from a business partner; I'll just let you chill" he said awkwardly and left.

Shego sat there smiling to herself happily "Thanks Boss; that meant more than you know" she whispered.