Tyler was mad at me yesterday when I left him in the state he was in but I didn't care. I just want to relax and not worry about anyone but myself for myself. So today is a me day. Im doing what ever I want. I got dressed, put on my swimsuit and walked down to the beach.

The wind was in my hair, the weather was warm and there was no vampire or hybrid around. I could have just hung out with Care or Elena but I need some me time.

When I found a spot on the beach I sat down and looked into the water. It was so-

"Beautiful"

I look up to a dark skinned man with blue swim trunks on. I rolled my eyes. God! All I wanted was to be alone!

"Look I have a boyfriend and-"

"Me too."

"Oh" I slapped my hand to my face. "I'm so sorry, I've been having a bad week."

"Don't sweat it. You just seem nice and like you could use some company. What's your name?"

"Bonnie. What's yours?"

"Ben. So you here by yourself?"

"No I'm with my boyfriend and some friends. We wanted to get away you know?"

"Yea I understand completely. David and I wanted the same thing, we thought what better place than here?"

"Where is he?"

He looked to his left and pointed.

"Actually here he is now."

A tall white man appeared and sat next to us.

"Dave this is Bonnie. I was keeping her company."

"Hello Bonnie." He smiled.

As we sat for a good ten minutes talking and laughing I couldn't help but think wow. They are so good together, it reminded me of my passed relationship. As we all later back into the sand I got what I came for, some relaxation. But then a shadow blocked the sun from me. I opened my eyes to none other than Damon Salvatore.

"So when you are no where to be found you are sitting here flirting with two other guys?" He said

"Damon leave."

Ben got up and looked at Damon.

"Bonnie lets go you're done here. Everyone has been looking for you."

"I can do what ever I please Damon so you can go back and tell them where i am and if they need to contact me they have my number."

"Is there a problem Bon?"

"Listen stay out of this." Damon said

Ben and David stood up.

"I think it's time for you to go, she doesn't want you here and nether do we."

"You have some nerve while you're sitting here with my girl!"

"First of all Damon I'm not your girl anymore so cut it! Second of all look at them!"

He took a second and his eyes wondered.

"What's you're point?"

"They're together."

Damon widened his eyes and that's when I got up and left. I went to my room and started packing.

I can't take it anymore. I need to go home, work on some spells or something. Get my mind off...them. All I wanted was a nice time with some friends and this happens. I walked outside and open my rental car door. Suddenly a gust of wind brushed against my neck.

"Bonnie don't do this." Damon said closing my door.

Out of all the shit he put me through with Tyler and me and me and him he has the nerve to say this?

"Damon let me go." I said

"That's the problem Bon. I can't. And I don't want to." He got closer and caressed my face. I accidentally leaned into his hand.

"You like that?" He whispered in my ear then sucked my neck. "The way I take you into my mouth...only I can do that, can make you feel full."

"Damon. C'mon move."

"Stop! Stop fighting us."

"How about you stop following me."

I pushed him away and just looked at him. Then it started to rain. The scent of a rose went in my nostrils. The only person that smells like that is Elena.

"Look. I know you don't want to hurt Tyler-"

"Shut up!" I yelled on the verge of tears.

"What do you want from me Damon?! You want me to admit that I love you? Fuck it! I do! I love you! But I need to stand by Tyler."

"I need you. I only want you. You're the only person I live for."

"Stop lying to yourself. You live for Stefan. You live for eating sorority girls and killing people for no reason. You live to be the enteral stud that you are. You don't need me."

"Bonnie shut up. You know I've changed, even if it's just a tad bit."

"What ever Damon I'm leaving. See you in Mystic Falls and tell everyone I'm sorry but I had to go.

"Bon-"

"Besides, if you really wanted me back you're not gonna get me smelling like Elena Dickhead."

"Wow Judgy, always know how to ruin something. I was hoping we can talk about that later."

Wow are you serious? He's really trying to get me back smelling like her. I finally got in the car and turned the engine on. I put my foot on the brake to shift the gears.

"She smelled it!" He blurted out

"Smelled what?" I said waiting for the lie.

"What else Bonnie?"

I thought about and of course he would be talking about that. "Arousal? Damon you got to do better than that."

"I'm serious. When she came in she tried to give me a hand but since it wasn't you...I went limp..."

It took everything in my not to burst out laughing. But I failed.

"Wowww Damon Salvatore thinks of me in the shower."

"That's enough Judgy it's not that funny. I haven't been able to hold you or let alone be with you so what do you expect? I need a little attention."

I took one last look and shook my head and proceeded to drive off. Everyone was going to upset and wondering why I left but I'll just see them later.