Hey guys, it's jaelyn here and this is my first story here but anyway I hope you like it ++ be sure to give feedback

•italics are flashbacks

++ sorry it isn't that long but I will try to make the next chapters longer

"Freak,crazy,psycho" the voices of the people in the halls echo through my same voices I have been hearing since 9th grade when I made a sudden outburst that made it seem like I was crazy when really it was just a bad day for me.I remember everything from that moment toward like it was yesterday.

I keep my head down as I walk through the halls,trying to avoid the rush of people that somehow keep bumping into me as I try to get to my first class of the is probably one of the things I hate most and that night come as a shock to most people because I am passing all my classes with an a+,well except gym but I mean it's basically just pointless so exercise.I open the door to my first period class to see that no one has made it in yet.I sit there for about 5 minutes when my crush comes in, Danny hands start shaking lightly as he walks past my desk and our eyes meet.I quickly put my head down and reach into my bookbag to grab my drawing notebook.I flip through the pages when I come across a drawing that I did a couple weeks ago,it was a little bear with a tear rolling down its face.

*skip to the middle of class*

I am in the middle of a worksheet from the teacher when I feel something hit the back of my head.'just ignore it and if will go away' I say to myself as I continue to do my stops for a couple minutes when I start feeling something hit the side of my face so I turn to the side.I see a black shadow figure,the same figure I see in my dreams well nightmares. "OH MY GOD,"I yell and fall back out of my seat "MAKE IT STOP PLEASE".I look around me to see the teacher and every student in the class looking at form in my eyes and roll down my face but I don't care anymore.I start full on crying and I roll into a fatal position,holding on to my knees.I start shaking really bad,probably because of my anxiety and I feel like I'm gonna pass out. "EVERYONE NEEDS TO BACK UP AND GIVE HER SOME SPACE" I hear the teacher say as I zone out.

I think I passed out or something because I woke up in the nurse's office and when I went into the hall when the bell sounded,everyone started looking at me."HEY LOOK IT'S CRYBABY EVERYONE" I heard someone yell that day and everyone started laughing.

It was the day that i officially became known as crybaby and the day that I started hating life even more than I did before