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A/n: Hello: D It's me! I'm back again! I'm gonna be writing another ExT fic. Lol! It sets out a very different approach, sorta anyway. This one just came from an inspirational writing. I don't know how I got it but I just did. A simple piece from an author who happens to feel many different emotions at one time. So, sit back and relax.
*-*- - - - Knowing the broken soul - - - -*-*
*The beginning*
So it begins.....
A tale with my heart being torn to pieces all over again....
My fear for falling in love...
All over again...
So tell me..
Was it my mistake to fall with my face flat down.?
Behind my mask of a thousand faces....
Did anyone see how different I turn out to be?
Even with my tears....
No one understood how I felt....
I feel like death coming towards me...
I am afraid to die..
For I know that when I do...
I will never love again...
* *
Raven beauty with sparkling eyes of Amethyst.
Intelligence, high IQ, talent, child prodigy.
Star, only child, filthy rich, loved by many.
Enchanting, dainty, polite, demure, perfect.
She who holds all this was only human. Walking through the halls of the Daidouji mansion with her backpack on her back and a couple of folders in her hands, she made her way down to the dining hall. School was going on like usual. Today was no different. In some ways it is but in some other ways, it wasn't. She looked at her watch and searched for her mobile phone. It was due to ring any moment. She counted backwards from 10. By the time she reached '1', her mobile phone rings, she picks it up and answers it.
"Moshi- Moshi", she answered.
The caller seemed to be in distress with her homework. She smiled at the panicking voice of her best friend. It was about 7.25am and it was just about an hour more till school starts. Her friend decided to finish her homework as soon as possible and quickly said goodbye. She smiled and pressed the hang up button. As she walked down the staircase, she is greeted by many of her servants and her butler, Martin. She smiled at them and greeted 'Good morning' to each and every one of them. They replied her greeting with a sad smile, knowing what fate the young mistress had.
She walked another 5 minutes into the main hall and took a left turn to the dining hall where her mother was already there like usual, on the phone and eating her toast. She gave her mother a quick kiss on the cheek and greeted a silent 'Good morning' to her. She went over to the other side of the long table to her seat. In front of her was a perfect silver platter with a sunny side up egg, two sausages, a mushroom and a tomato on it. It was a typical English breakfast, one of her favourite breakfast styles despite that she lives in Japan. To be exact, in a little town call Tomoeda.
She got her napkin and placed it on her lap. Then, she took her knife and fork and began to cut the sausages into tiny little pieces before dipping it in the egg yolk which she broke. A maid came in with a cup of coffee on the tray. She placed the coffee down in front of the young mistress. She smiled and said a word of gratitude. The maid left with a smile on her face. The young mistress added a couple teaspoons of sugar into her cup of coffee. It was her favourite, Caramel Macchiato. The dark black coffee had cream on top with caramel on the cream. She liked the caramel touch to it. She sipped the beverage filled with caffeine and continued eating her breakfast.
Her mother got off the phone and turned to her. Her mother announced that she will not be home for a whole week due to her meetings that are held all around the world. Managing a toy company wasn't easy for a single widowed woman. Her father had died when she was a child. She never got to know her father but he had left her a lot memories lying around the house. Portraits of him and her mother hung all around the mansion. She had her father's amethyst eyes and her father's nature. Her mother apologized for not being able to spend time with her. She smiled at her mother saying that it was alright.
When she was done with breakfast, she bid farewell to her mother and got all her things together. She put on her shoes and walked out to the limousine which was waiting for her. Her driver, Francis greeted her and smiled. She returned the favor and got into the car. The ride to Tomoeda High School was a quick 15 minute ride. Once the driver stopped and got out of the car to open the door for her, she got out with her bag and folders. She muttered another word of gratitude to the driver as she walked into the main entrance of the school.
"Daidouji-san!" a group of three girls greeted.
"Ohayo Daidouji-san!" a tall squinty eye boy greeted.
The girl smiled as she walked towards the group of people who greeted her. The guy was Yamazaki, the one who's very interested in telling lies and scaring people. The three girls were Reika, Naoko and Chiharu. Chiharu and Yamazaki are together. They've been in a relationship since they were in elementary school. Together, they walked into the school together. They belong the one of the most popular students group. All of them were known rather well in school.
Yamazaki was known for his lies and of course, his leadership skills in classes and outside activities. Reika was known to be as the co-captain of the cheerleader squad. Naoko was known for her brilliant writings for the school newspaper and Chiharu was known as the other co-captain of the cheerleader squad.
The other people who were part of the group that was not present at the moment was Syaoran, Sakura and of course, Eriol. Syaoran was the star soccer captain of the school's squad. Sakura was the captain of the cheerleader squad and Eriol was the best piano player in the school. All of them contribute a lot to the school in many different ways. They were also academically brilliant.
As for her, she was the star of the school choir. She was also the top student in the entire form. She was by far, the best student in school. She held position as the school's head prefect as she was a senior student in the school. She was much admired and well respected in the school as much as the other members of the group. As one of the girls in the group, she was one of the prettiest and sought after girls as well. She stood at 5'7, slim and dainty. She had a brilliant figure and a starry look. Long layered shoulder length raven hair cascaded down her shoulders matched up with the amethyst eyes that carry wonders of mysteries.
In a group, they walked into the school and parted to their separate lockers. Reika's locker was just next to hers so she had Reika walking with her. As she clicked in the combination and opened the locker, a few envelopes from secret admirers fell out and a long stem of dark red rose lie inside the locker on her books. She picked the envelopes up and put it in the box in her locker that she had got specially to collect the envelopes. She took out the rose and smelled it, instantly knowing who it was from. She turned around to catch the sender's eyes and caught them. She gave him a nod and smiled. The sender replied her smile and walked over to the two girls. Reika giggled.
"Ohayo Reika-san", he said.
"Ohayo Hiragizawa-kun, I'll be leaving now. I have to meet up with Naoko and Chiharu", she said.
He turned towards her and smiled. She turned around and replied the courteous smile.
"Ohayo Daidouji-san", he said, lifting her hand to his lips, leaving a kiss on it.
"Ohayo Hiragizawa-kun, thanks for the flower again. Although I must ask for you to stop putting flowers in my locker, I always end up clearing them out into the trash can every week and I really don't like to waste your effort like that", she told him.
He smiled at her. Besides Sakura, Eriol was also her best friend. They have been the closest of friends and have confided in each other whenever they needed to. He knew her by observation and she knew him by his words. They were usually seen together in the music room, practicing and talking. The two was also thought to be a couple by many students although they weren't. Together, they walked to class and met up with Sakura and Syaoran who were both blushing due to the many teases from Yamazaki and Chiharu. Sakura gave her a big hug and she smiled.
"Tomoyo-chan!!!!!!" she said.
"Ohayo Daidouji-san", Syaoran greeted.
She gave Sakura a quick squeeze and replied Syaoran's greeting. Just as they went into the class and to their respected seats, the bell rang signifying that class has started. The teacher walked in and called the roll. As in cue, students raised their hand when the names were called out. The class was in session and the first period was math, one of her favourite subjects. She looked in front, got her books out and paid attention.
* * *
Her life seems so perfect, doesn't it? She had everything a normal girl could ever want. Her smiles were just so assuring and her facial mask took place everyday. She was lucky as she have every material thing that could be offered. She was just the perfect figure that everyone would admire and of course, cherish like a porcelain doll. Such beauty must be treated with fragility and respect.
She had feelings too. She had also fallen in love once, just for the wrong person. It would be a rather unacceptable relationship if it did manage to work. To fall for your best friend who is a girl was just disgusting in the eyes of the higher society. She knew it and she got over it. After all, she could see that her best friend was better off with someone else who could bring her more happiness than anyone else in the world. Her best friend's happiness was hers as well.
Her tears were never seen. Her heart ached inside but never outside. The only person who have ever seen her at that certain phase was her other best friend, Eriol Hiragizawa. He had appeared at her house one night when she was crying and he was there to comfort her. He had held her in his arms and spent the night with her just to ensure her security and friendship. He had given it to her without her even asking. For that, she was grateful.
Behind the mask of the girl and the many secrets she held was one of the biggest obstacle of her life. She was diagnosed with an illness. She had lung cancer. To be more specific, she had Malignant Mesothelioma. It is when the cancer cells are found in the sac lining of the chest or abdomen. In her case, it was on the chest. It was also one of the most uncommon types of lung cancer and only 5- 10% types of lung cancers are of this kind. She was on her hardest part of life as she was on stage 4 where all of the cancer cells have spread to distant organs and tissues. Even with treatment, the doctors reckon it was too late for her.
No one knew about her illness besides her mother, the people who lived in the mansion with her and herself. It had all started when she had started coughing out blood, have shortness in breath, chest pains, fatigue and constant pneumonia. She was always sick and had always given the reason of just having a cold. After all, her immune system was usually weak. She was never known to do any hard sport activities. When she went to the specialists, they had all said that it was far too late for her. Nothing can cure her anymore. They could try to stop it from growing and possibly delay her cancer cells to give her a longer lifespan but it would not save her from her fate.
The fate that she carried was far too harsh for a 17 year old. She had so much to live for and yet, life had treated her so cruelly. Being optimistic in everything, this to her was just another obstacle in life. She had acceptance and had already accepted the fact that it was going to happen. Those were her strong points. She was always optimistic in everything. She had always thought of the brighter side. Maybe that's why she thought it would be easy to just let go and live life at its fullest. What she didn't expect was that, life wasn't just going to let her let go just like that without another obstacle. One of the hardest in fact. One that will inquire her emotions to be shown. It will be one obstacle that will either crush her forever or make her stronger. Which of the following?
-That is for you my dear reader, to find out-
Oh... And of course....
Not to forget...
Her name is Tomoyo Daidouji...
This is just the story of the last moments in her life....
*to be continued*
A/n: A very short beginning but I do hope you like it because it's a trilogy. This is the first chapter of three. I want to keep it short and simple but yet, I want to let it out. I hope you do enjoy this and you will like it. So do leave a review and tell me what you think. Thanks.
A/n: Hello: D It's me! I'm back again! I'm gonna be writing another ExT fic. Lol! It sets out a very different approach, sorta anyway. This one just came from an inspirational writing. I don't know how I got it but I just did. A simple piece from an author who happens to feel many different emotions at one time. So, sit back and relax.
*-*- - - - Knowing the broken soul - - - -*-*
*The beginning*
So it begins.....
A tale with my heart being torn to pieces all over again....
My fear for falling in love...
All over again...
So tell me..
Was it my mistake to fall with my face flat down.?
Behind my mask of a thousand faces....
Did anyone see how different I turn out to be?
Even with my tears....
No one understood how I felt....
I feel like death coming towards me...
I am afraid to die..
For I know that when I do...
I will never love again...
* *
Raven beauty with sparkling eyes of Amethyst.
Intelligence, high IQ, talent, child prodigy.
Star, only child, filthy rich, loved by many.
Enchanting, dainty, polite, demure, perfect.
She who holds all this was only human. Walking through the halls of the Daidouji mansion with her backpack on her back and a couple of folders in her hands, she made her way down to the dining hall. School was going on like usual. Today was no different. In some ways it is but in some other ways, it wasn't. She looked at her watch and searched for her mobile phone. It was due to ring any moment. She counted backwards from 10. By the time she reached '1', her mobile phone rings, she picks it up and answers it.
"Moshi- Moshi", she answered.
The caller seemed to be in distress with her homework. She smiled at the panicking voice of her best friend. It was about 7.25am and it was just about an hour more till school starts. Her friend decided to finish her homework as soon as possible and quickly said goodbye. She smiled and pressed the hang up button. As she walked down the staircase, she is greeted by many of her servants and her butler, Martin. She smiled at them and greeted 'Good morning' to each and every one of them. They replied her greeting with a sad smile, knowing what fate the young mistress had.
She walked another 5 minutes into the main hall and took a left turn to the dining hall where her mother was already there like usual, on the phone and eating her toast. She gave her mother a quick kiss on the cheek and greeted a silent 'Good morning' to her. She went over to the other side of the long table to her seat. In front of her was a perfect silver platter with a sunny side up egg, two sausages, a mushroom and a tomato on it. It was a typical English breakfast, one of her favourite breakfast styles despite that she lives in Japan. To be exact, in a little town call Tomoeda.
She got her napkin and placed it on her lap. Then, she took her knife and fork and began to cut the sausages into tiny little pieces before dipping it in the egg yolk which she broke. A maid came in with a cup of coffee on the tray. She placed the coffee down in front of the young mistress. She smiled and said a word of gratitude. The maid left with a smile on her face. The young mistress added a couple teaspoons of sugar into her cup of coffee. It was her favourite, Caramel Macchiato. The dark black coffee had cream on top with caramel on the cream. She liked the caramel touch to it. She sipped the beverage filled with caffeine and continued eating her breakfast.
Her mother got off the phone and turned to her. Her mother announced that she will not be home for a whole week due to her meetings that are held all around the world. Managing a toy company wasn't easy for a single widowed woman. Her father had died when she was a child. She never got to know her father but he had left her a lot memories lying around the house. Portraits of him and her mother hung all around the mansion. She had her father's amethyst eyes and her father's nature. Her mother apologized for not being able to spend time with her. She smiled at her mother saying that it was alright.
When she was done with breakfast, she bid farewell to her mother and got all her things together. She put on her shoes and walked out to the limousine which was waiting for her. Her driver, Francis greeted her and smiled. She returned the favor and got into the car. The ride to Tomoeda High School was a quick 15 minute ride. Once the driver stopped and got out of the car to open the door for her, she got out with her bag and folders. She muttered another word of gratitude to the driver as she walked into the main entrance of the school.
"Daidouji-san!" a group of three girls greeted.
"Ohayo Daidouji-san!" a tall squinty eye boy greeted.
The girl smiled as she walked towards the group of people who greeted her. The guy was Yamazaki, the one who's very interested in telling lies and scaring people. The three girls were Reika, Naoko and Chiharu. Chiharu and Yamazaki are together. They've been in a relationship since they were in elementary school. Together, they walked into the school together. They belong the one of the most popular students group. All of them were known rather well in school.
Yamazaki was known for his lies and of course, his leadership skills in classes and outside activities. Reika was known to be as the co-captain of the cheerleader squad. Naoko was known for her brilliant writings for the school newspaper and Chiharu was known as the other co-captain of the cheerleader squad.
The other people who were part of the group that was not present at the moment was Syaoran, Sakura and of course, Eriol. Syaoran was the star soccer captain of the school's squad. Sakura was the captain of the cheerleader squad and Eriol was the best piano player in the school. All of them contribute a lot to the school in many different ways. They were also academically brilliant.
As for her, she was the star of the school choir. She was also the top student in the entire form. She was by far, the best student in school. She held position as the school's head prefect as she was a senior student in the school. She was much admired and well respected in the school as much as the other members of the group. As one of the girls in the group, she was one of the prettiest and sought after girls as well. She stood at 5'7, slim and dainty. She had a brilliant figure and a starry look. Long layered shoulder length raven hair cascaded down her shoulders matched up with the amethyst eyes that carry wonders of mysteries.
In a group, they walked into the school and parted to their separate lockers. Reika's locker was just next to hers so she had Reika walking with her. As she clicked in the combination and opened the locker, a few envelopes from secret admirers fell out and a long stem of dark red rose lie inside the locker on her books. She picked the envelopes up and put it in the box in her locker that she had got specially to collect the envelopes. She took out the rose and smelled it, instantly knowing who it was from. She turned around to catch the sender's eyes and caught them. She gave him a nod and smiled. The sender replied her smile and walked over to the two girls. Reika giggled.
"Ohayo Reika-san", he said.
"Ohayo Hiragizawa-kun, I'll be leaving now. I have to meet up with Naoko and Chiharu", she said.
He turned towards her and smiled. She turned around and replied the courteous smile.
"Ohayo Daidouji-san", he said, lifting her hand to his lips, leaving a kiss on it.
"Ohayo Hiragizawa-kun, thanks for the flower again. Although I must ask for you to stop putting flowers in my locker, I always end up clearing them out into the trash can every week and I really don't like to waste your effort like that", she told him.
He smiled at her. Besides Sakura, Eriol was also her best friend. They have been the closest of friends and have confided in each other whenever they needed to. He knew her by observation and she knew him by his words. They were usually seen together in the music room, practicing and talking. The two was also thought to be a couple by many students although they weren't. Together, they walked to class and met up with Sakura and Syaoran who were both blushing due to the many teases from Yamazaki and Chiharu. Sakura gave her a big hug and she smiled.
"Tomoyo-chan!!!!!!" she said.
"Ohayo Daidouji-san", Syaoran greeted.
She gave Sakura a quick squeeze and replied Syaoran's greeting. Just as they went into the class and to their respected seats, the bell rang signifying that class has started. The teacher walked in and called the roll. As in cue, students raised their hand when the names were called out. The class was in session and the first period was math, one of her favourite subjects. She looked in front, got her books out and paid attention.
* * *
Her life seems so perfect, doesn't it? She had everything a normal girl could ever want. Her smiles were just so assuring and her facial mask took place everyday. She was lucky as she have every material thing that could be offered. She was just the perfect figure that everyone would admire and of course, cherish like a porcelain doll. Such beauty must be treated with fragility and respect.
She had feelings too. She had also fallen in love once, just for the wrong person. It would be a rather unacceptable relationship if it did manage to work. To fall for your best friend who is a girl was just disgusting in the eyes of the higher society. She knew it and she got over it. After all, she could see that her best friend was better off with someone else who could bring her more happiness than anyone else in the world. Her best friend's happiness was hers as well.
Her tears were never seen. Her heart ached inside but never outside. The only person who have ever seen her at that certain phase was her other best friend, Eriol Hiragizawa. He had appeared at her house one night when she was crying and he was there to comfort her. He had held her in his arms and spent the night with her just to ensure her security and friendship. He had given it to her without her even asking. For that, she was grateful.
Behind the mask of the girl and the many secrets she held was one of the biggest obstacle of her life. She was diagnosed with an illness. She had lung cancer. To be more specific, she had Malignant Mesothelioma. It is when the cancer cells are found in the sac lining of the chest or abdomen. In her case, it was on the chest. It was also one of the most uncommon types of lung cancer and only 5- 10% types of lung cancers are of this kind. She was on her hardest part of life as she was on stage 4 where all of the cancer cells have spread to distant organs and tissues. Even with treatment, the doctors reckon it was too late for her.
No one knew about her illness besides her mother, the people who lived in the mansion with her and herself. It had all started when she had started coughing out blood, have shortness in breath, chest pains, fatigue and constant pneumonia. She was always sick and had always given the reason of just having a cold. After all, her immune system was usually weak. She was never known to do any hard sport activities. When she went to the specialists, they had all said that it was far too late for her. Nothing can cure her anymore. They could try to stop it from growing and possibly delay her cancer cells to give her a longer lifespan but it would not save her from her fate.
The fate that she carried was far too harsh for a 17 year old. She had so much to live for and yet, life had treated her so cruelly. Being optimistic in everything, this to her was just another obstacle in life. She had acceptance and had already accepted the fact that it was going to happen. Those were her strong points. She was always optimistic in everything. She had always thought of the brighter side. Maybe that's why she thought it would be easy to just let go and live life at its fullest. What she didn't expect was that, life wasn't just going to let her let go just like that without another obstacle. One of the hardest in fact. One that will inquire her emotions to be shown. It will be one obstacle that will either crush her forever or make her stronger. Which of the following?
-That is for you my dear reader, to find out-
Oh... And of course....
Not to forget...
Her name is Tomoyo Daidouji...
This is just the story of the last moments in her life....
*to be continued*
A/n: A very short beginning but I do hope you like it because it's a trilogy. This is the first chapter of three. I want to keep it short and simple but yet, I want to let it out. I hope you do enjoy this and you will like it. So do leave a review and tell me what you think. Thanks.