years, alot of years later, shizuo and izaya have moved place to place
extras: 'you promised'
don't need to read, optional.
includes character death
short, just some event that happens afterwards like an epilogue
now they can no longer travel as shizuo has grown old
and is dying
replies i have haven't replied to in a while:
on hold me close, guest: um ok, thank you for your cracker, but i have no idea how to response to you, i'm glad you enjoyed it? c: aus are the best for wacky ideas
love sessions, guest: idk, are they? c: wolf girl: you're welcome, have some tea
full out blonde war, drowninginthehourglass: i will, i think, thank you for feeding me c: random is kappa's word for the day
collage romance, poc: i told you you saw nuthing :c i laughed when you called the holy kappa ugly c':
thank you for your input for me to continue
but
there's so much that i should with school au eggs, like so much
like make music with me, kappalings want that soon and nice to meet you tsukishima with the most demands as this one, thank you for your cracker, and to answer you, there is actual luv between izaya AND delic's side
i said MAYBE when hibiya comes along, probably not for a loooong time though or forever
for this story, drowninginthehourglass: when you're around with cray cray people that share (non stop) ideas 24/7 about shizaya, they'll probably be really insane to be true in canon that's why aus
thank you for enjoying my eggs c: (basically they're kinda helping me for fluff month, you didn't hear anything)
back to the story with izaya angsting some more
i wasn't suppose to come back here
but i did, here's your update in december, entries for fluff month will probably continue
lucky 13 should come soon
bold for shizuo's voice/flashback words from last chapter or extra effect on words
50 years later or more
'..Human lives are so short and yet they can be so fragile.' Izaya couldn't help but think as he watched his lover's breathing gradually become shallower.
Shizuo was dying.
And Izaya didn't age a day.
'I knew this would happen.
Why.
Why was it that I stayed?'
Izaya thought back to that day.
'You promised..'
Running a youthful hand through Shizuo's snow white hair that was once dyed blonde, Izaya stared at him for the longest time.
Memorizing the shape of Shizuo's eyes, the curve of his cheekbones.
Burning into his mind every eyelash, every wrinkle that had set into his skin over the years.
Everything to engrave his face forever into Izaya's mermory.
They lived a happy life, but Izaya knew it had to end someday.
'You promised that you'll find me again..'
It had been sixty five years.
Sixty five years since he had met this mortal in his arms, and fifty years since they fell in love.
Shizuo could no longer move, he could no longer caress Izaya's hair, kiss his lips or embrace him gentle.
He could barely breath now, his time was up.
But even still, Izaya couldn't bring himself to leave.
'I'm right here..'
Even after all these years, Shizuo's tender smile never failed to make his heart pound.
And clutch hard, it hurt to see Shizuo like this.
On his death bed, shallowly hanging on to life.
Barely, just for Izaya.
Shizuo had promised long ago that he wouldn't leave Izaya.
Even though Izaya knew it was a lie, it made him feel warm inside that Shizuo still promised to stay with him.
As it seemed their time together was coming to an end.
'Come and find me again..'
Even Izaya could feel the life draining out of his lover's body.
"I will always be the one for you, I promise." Shizuo's youth voice repeated in his head.
'Shizu-chan..'
"Stay with me Izaya."
Shizuo will be no more.
And Izaya will be alone again.
"I love you."
Shizuo's breathing was close to a silence and Izaya's heart was on the edge of following it.
"Live for me."
"Good night, Shizu-chan," Izaya whispered for the last time as the gentle rise and fall of the man's chest came to a halt.
'Thank you for loving me.' Izaya sealed his lips over Shizuo's one last time, feeling a tear run down his cheek.
Shizuo was gone.
As Shizuo's last request, Izaya, with trembling hands, took Shizuo's wrist and sunk his fangs into Shizuo's remaining blood stream he had to offer.
As Izaya drank, he closed his eyes thinking back in the past memories, remembering that one night Shizuo found him resisting blood. And instead of sweet, Shizuo's blood tasted bitter.
Bitter like his aching heart of one who has lost the one they loved. With no more to give, Izaya released his lover's fragile hand and licked the wound as he always did.
"It doesn't matter."
It was time to leave.
"As long as I live, no matter how many times it takes, I'll find you again and again and love you."
That's what he thought, but Izaya couldn't move away.
As if time has stopped just like Izaya's body.
in to the future with Izaya still being alive, you know, cuz of blood
Izaya had forgotten how it felt to be so truly alone.
And it hurt all the more now that he knew how it was like having every day filled with happiness. Here he was, another several years later, he went back to where it all ended. Izaya was at Shizuo's grave site sitting in front of the tombstone, he would come ever so often to burn out his everlasting sorrow.
What was there left even. Why was he here, why couldn't he just leave it all.
Why was he still here.
Why am I living..
"As long as I live, no matter how many times it takes, I'll find you again and again and love you."
In silence, Izaya continued to bury himself with the memories of the blonde to keep him going and his words to his heart from shattering again and again.
Suddenly Izaya heard footsteps, he turned his head, and came face to face with a youthful man in his 20's with brunette hair and a long white scarf covering his neck.
Something about the appearance tugged at something in Izaya's worn heart, but he ignored it, wearing one of his thick masks up once's more.
"Who are you?" he asked the newcomer.
There was a moment of silence before the man shrugged his shoulders and began to speak. He said it in a voice so familiar it brought tears to Izaya's eyes, "I don't know. All I know is that I finally found you."
Trying to ignore the painful familiarity of the voice, Izaya asked again, "What do you want with me?"
Again, those shoulders shrugged, and that voice said, "I belong with you."
Izaya felt as though his was holding his breath. "And who told you that?"
"My heart did." There was a moment of silence.
"What's your name?" Izaya asked regardless of his heart pounding in his chest furiously.
Those lips turned up in a familiar smile and Izaya's eyes widen.
It couldn't be.
It's impossible..
"Shizuo."
Izaya felt himself freeze in place.
"As long as I live, no matter how many times it takes, I'll find you again and again and love you."
No way.
the end
no seriously this shouldn't have been here anyways, you were done a month ago
but here it is
oh well short epilogues are kool
update:
reply to reviewer, heartpaint: it's a personal option, it was quick and i was doing it with a sour mood
because of that hero again invaling my river
and attacked me with a hairdryer
curse you yoshihiko, he pressed the red button
but i'm glad you liked it c:
for a new story
ha ha you're funny
it'll be an idea for the future
probably not going to be able to do it though
-hides-
leaves kappacumbers for kappalings to eat
feed me crackers (reviews)
bai
-the kappa who should have did another entry but it's december now
so torture izaya again? c: