A.N. Hi…I'M SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU GUYS HANGING! I KNOW IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME AND I PROMISED A MATURE CHAPTER AND I DIDN'T DELIVER AND I'M SORRYYYYY :( I've been super busy and I can't stop feeling guilty. I hope this makes it up to you. As always, enjoy!

WARNING: Mature themes! DO NOT read if you find this offensive. You have been warned.

We pulled up to a hotel only half an hour after I realised what was going on. My heart was fluttering with nerves and excitement, pondering the idea of us, two hormonal teenagers, being together for the weekend. Sure it would be a great time to just relax, recover and enjoy each other's presence, but Jacob would want something more, wouldn't he?

I know I did.

Jacob got out and walked over to my side, opening the door with a rather gracious bow.

"M'lady, the hotel awaits your presence."

I barked out a laugh and slapped at his chest, taking his proffered hand and getting out the car.

"The Olympic Lodge." I voiced the hotel's name out loud, liking the ring it held.

"Yep. It's all ours for the weekend." He said with a smirk, dragging the words out in a sultry manner. He tightened his grip on my hand and lead me in.

After checking in, we walked to the elevator, the tension rising between us as we stepped into the metal box. No doubt Jake could feel the fear rolling off me.

He looked like he was about to say something when the bell dinged, the door opening and revealing to us our floor. I walked, a little faster than was necessary, and opened the door to our hotel room.

Why was I acting like this? Jacob loved me, he himself said we would have done the deed if it wasn't for his morals.

I walked in the living room and through the arch that led to a beautiful bedroom. It all looked so romantic, the way it was all arranged. Soft, yellow lights casted a warm glow on the room, accentuating the wispy candles dancing in the background. Rose petals littered the bed, their flowery scent ruling my senses.

I gasped as I heard the bedroom door shut gently behind me. Soft footfalls made their way to me, hot arms snaking around my waist.

"Do you like it?" Whispered a low, husky voice.

I was not able to make even the smallest sound, resorting to nodding to voice my opinion.

"Now. Can you tell me why you were so scared in the elevator?" He asked, brushing his teeth against the shell of my ear.

I shivered and shook my head, too embarrassed to tell him why.

"You know I'd never hurt you, it'd kill me." I shook my head once more. "Then tell me Halo, please." He pleaded.

Without turning around, I stepped out of his arms and took a deep breath. I reached for the hem of my shirt and gripped it tightly, pulling it over my head. I heard the sharp intake of breath behind me, causing the anxiety in me to dwindle a little.

I reached behind me for the clasp of my bra, swiftly undoing it and tossing the clothing aside.

"Halo? What are you doing?" He asked, unable to conceal the longing from leaking into his voice.

"Testing the hotel air. What do you think I'm doing?" I sassed, proud of myself for not letting my voice shake. I was all ready to do it at Billy's but now that we're truly alone…my nerves had taken over.

"Halo we should rest; it's been a long week. Ma-maybe we should…uh…go to dinner?" He offered, his paper thin determination wavering.

I still could not bring it in me to turn around and look him in the eyes; though I'd need to do that soon. I closed my eyes and undid the button of my jeans, slowly pulling the zipper down. I heard an audible gulp and smirked, knowing what effect I had on Jacob.

"Why go to dinner when we can skip that and get straight to dessert?" I teased, bending forward slightly and pulling my jeans off my legs.

"Fuck it." With a growl, Jacob's resolve crumbled to ash, leaving behind pure want.

I gasped, losing my balance as one moment I was standing, next I was surrounded by pillowy softness.

My wolf, with his onyx-like orbs, loomed over me, hunger swirling in their endless depths. My legs instinctively parted, allowing him to settle himself between them. His scorching hands roamed my legs, over the slope of my hips and in the dip of my waist before trailing back down to my thighs.

He pulled me closer to him and crashed his lips upon mine, eliciting a startled moan from me. I wound my fingers through his thick locks, pulling him even closer to me; no matter how close we were, it never seemed enough, my body always aching for something more.

Jacob pulled away, trailing kisses down my neck, allowing me to gulp in some air. He lowered himself, leaving a line of fire down the valley of my breasts, down my stomach and planted a soft kiss just above my panty line.

My head was spinning, unable to cope with the amount of overwhelming passion swirling around us. I gasped as I felt his hot mouth latch onto the peak of my left breast, gently nibbling. I arched my back, pressing my chest closer to him. He brought his right hand up to my forgotten breast, giving it just as much attention.

He then switched, suckling on my right breast and fondling my left.

I sighed and closed my eyes, gently tugging on his hair, bringing his face back up to me. I joined our lips once again, savouring in the feel of him pressed against me. His growing desire was brushing against my core, sending shots of fire to pool in the pit of my stomach.

I inched my hands closer to his belt buckle before finally catching the cool metal in my fingers. I fumbled with it, my frustration growing with each second. A light chuckle rumbled against my lips as Jacob pulled away. With one hasty movement his pants and boxers were on the floor, along with my panties, with the rest of our discarded clothing.

Once again we were locked in the throes of passion, enveloped in a bubble of love and pleasure. He set himself right by my core, looking at me for permission before entering gently. I dug my nails into his back as he stretched me. I knew it would be painful the first time around, but this felt like a hundred needles jamming into me at once. I bit my lip to hold in a yell, not wanting to make a big deal out of nothing. He pushed in a little further and then stopped, noticing the stupid tears that had leaked out of my closed eyes.

"Halo!" He urged. "I'm so sorry, maybe we should stop. Do this another time? God, I'm such an ass."

I shook my head, not trusting my voice. I felt like crap. After all, I was the one who had wanted this so badly and here he was beating himself up for nothing.

I lifted myself up and kissed him softly, "Keep going, I'm okay."

He looked unconvinced but brushed away my stray tears with his lips.

With each movement he made, my body went lax with pleasure and tense with hunger. With each thrust we shared, I was being pushed closer and closer to the edge of the cliff. Moans and grunts surrounded the heavy-aired room, sappy violin music existing only in my hazed thoughts.

The muscles in my abdomen jerk as I'm being dragged closer and closer to release; by the way Jake was controlling himself, I knew he was close as well.

He reached down and flicked my bundle of nerves, finally throwing me off the edge. I bit down on his shoulder to muffle my screams; my hips jerking wildly, riding towards the last drop of pleasure I could find.

Jake thrusted three more times before his release took over the wolf in him. He groaned and pumped his last before collapsing on me; careful not to crush me.

He rolled over and looked at me, a blissful smile stealing his lips. He looked so perfect; flushed cheeks, tired eyes, a lazy turn of the lips. I didn't even want to imagine how I looked right now, probably a quivering mess. But it doesn't matter. We had just shared our first together; we had just shared our love in the most sacred way.

"I didn't know that love could be this heavenly. But with you…with you, I can't begin to say just how amazing it is." Jacob whispered, kissing my forehead with such gentleness, I wanted to cry. "I love you so much, Halo. Even if we never did this again, my love for you will never waver. And I promise you that."

I placed my hand on his cheek, showing him my love through my eyes and movements. I, once again, couldn't bring myself to talk; I'd only cry or babble like an idiot.

He rolled me over and adjusted me so that my back was pressed up against his chest. With a final 'I love you' and kiss, we drifted off into undisturbed peace; together.

I opened my eyes to find soft, yellow light peeking through the chiffon curtains. I looked next to me to find an empty space. Where was Jake?

Before I could panic, Jacob walked in wearing his boxers, holding a tray of food. How cheesy. But I couldn't help but smile at his how adorable he was.

"Breakfast in bed for the beautiful sleepyhead." He rhymed, eliciting a laugh from me.

He handed me the tray and dropped down next to me, propping himself up on his elbow to stare at me. I took a bite of toast and looked down at him.

"What?" I mumbled through the bread in my mouth, crumbs falling. Classy.

He chuckled and swiped away some crumbs from my lips before bring his finger to his lips. He licked it clean off while staring at me dead in the eye.

I gulped audibly and set down my nibbled toast.

"Is there som-" I started before he grabbed my waist and crushed his lips down on mine.

Food forgotten, we continued a repeat of last night; unable to sate our greed.

That's how spent our weekend alone. Going out for an hour or two before coming back and making up for lost time.

It saddened me to know that we had to leave this ecstasy soon, but I could worry about that later. Right now, I wanted nothing more than to be lost in Jacob.

Lost. How blissfully unreal.

Our little paradise. Lost.

A.N. There you my beautiful readers! I'm so sorry for the immense delay and I don't blame you for giving up on me. But this little potato hopes that you fellow potatoes will pardon her :D? Oh and by the way, Halo and Jacob did the deed for much longer than I had described. I just didn't know how to carry it on. *SpongeBob French narrator* "twenty minutes layteur"? Also, please let me know how I went on my first mature chapter. And of course, leave me comments on how I can improve and what you liked :) Let me know what you think!