Dear Paul,

In hindsight I should have known that it wasn't Blendin, I mean all of a sudden someone appears willing to give me the solution to all my problems. He's a time traveler not a mind reader and now because of my mistake I'm being forced to watch the world burn.

I realize that I was being selfish but I just wasn't ready for summer to end, not when I would be leaving both my brother and friends behind. I should have just talked to Dipper to see if this was what he really wanted to do, while having our birthday party a day early so that my friends could come before saying goodbye. Instead, I tried to trap everyone in an endless summer that they could never escape from unless I said so. Even knowing that I would just come back once summer rolled around again, but without Dipper how could I survive?

I probably should have mentioned this from the beginning but the real reason I wanted an endless summer was so I wouldn't have to say goodbye to Dipper. We have always done everything together so for him to suddenly want to stay behind without me, it just hurt. I saw what being apart did to Grunkle Stan and Ford and I didn't want that to happen to us. We had promised each other that it wouldn't, but when he said that he was staying behind I couldn't help but think it would. Despite knowing that it wouldn't be goodbye forever, as Dipper did say he would visit and we could always call or video chat, but ever since Ford came we've been spending less and less time together, and this is when we share a room. I felt like at first we would talk everyday but as time wore on we would talk less and less until I was only sending unanswered letters. It was a stupid thought I know but that is what went through my head.

Anyways, you probably think that I am just blowing things out of proportion, but what do you want from me I am still twelve after all. You're probably wondering why I'm telling you all of this but, after I did what I did I just couldn't talk to my family about this as the wounds are still raw. Thanks for listening to all of this you're a true friend.

Love,

Mabel

Hey guys so this is a continuation of Mabel's Inner thoughts during Dipper and Mabel vs. the Future, wow that episode was intense. Anyways, during that episode Ford stated that Mabel became pen pals with the pizza delivery man which is who she is writing to in the letter, I just chose a random name for him. I was also thinking of making this a collection of one-shots and was wondering what you guys wanted, if yes give me suggestions please and I will do my best on them. Check out my other stories too

-ShadowDragon1553