Author's notes:

So this is my first fanfic ever and I hope you'll enjoy it. Before beginning I really want to thank radar7189 and Till the fat lady sings who are both extremely talented writers. They motivated me to write this and publish it, corrected my mistakes and all. Thank you, you are both awesome :)

Anyway, Lost Girl is not mine, same for the characters.

Enjoy!

Bo heard the door slamming hard against the wooden frame. Looking at the empty space around her, her mind barely registering what had just happened. Tamsin had admitted her love for her and she didn't reciprocate it. Now, the Valkyrie was gone and she couldn't help but think about how Tamsin looked broken. How she broke her. She had never seen her like this, so vulnerable, so sad, so heartbroken. It was as if with every word coming out of her mouth she was ripping out yet another piece of the Valkyrie's heart. .

'Damn it, Tamsin… I just... I wasn't ready to hear that... Oh God, what have I done?' Bo thought as tears started welling up in her eyes.

She finally decided to move so she could grab her phone, wiping her tears in the process. But once she held the phone in her shaking hands, she wasn't sure what to do. Calling Tamsin would obviously be in vain since the Valkyrie had made it abundantly clear that she didn't want to be followed. Calling Dyson so they could go look for the Valkyrie was also out of the question.

After a few minutes, the Succubus dialed the number of the only person she knew she would find some comfort in. Kenzi. Right now she needed her best friend, her soul sister, more than anything.

Waiting for Kenzi to pick up, Bo tried to calm herself by taking deep breaths and slowing her heart beats. However, that did little to relieve her of her fears, she felt terrible and was worried sick about Tamsin. After all, there was no one more apt at self-destructing than Tamsin, and Bo knew this very well.

"Come on, Kenzi, pick up…" Bo murmured to herself. Soon enough, she was relieved to hear the voice she'd been craving to hear on the other end of the line.

"Yo Bobolicious! What's up?" Kenzi said, in her usual cheerful voice... However, the seconds were passing and Kenzi could hear nothing else but a deep, agonizing silence.

"Bo?" Still nothing. "Bo? What's wrong?" The human was starting to worry for her best friend she had left not long ago, after her return from Valhalla.

"I screwed up, Kenzi..." Bo replied eventually, her voice cracking a little more with every word.

"Come on, talk to me, what happened?"

"It's Tamsin."

"Wh… Tamsin? What about her? Is she hurt?" Kenzi asked, feeling panic taking over at the thought that something had happened to the Valkyrie. Indeed, after Tamsin's rebirth, the human had become very close to the Fae. She had seen her grow, thus discovering a different side to her: the vulnerable one. Kenzi even came to consider herself as an equal to Tamsin, some sort of maternal figure or a protector, even if she was just human and the Valkyrie one of the most powerful Fae she knew.

"No no… Well… Yes but... emotionally speaking," Bo replied, not sure how to explain the actual situation. "It's all my fault, Kenzi, she told me she loved me and I just… I wasn't prepared to hear that, you know? Everything is so complicated in my life right now, and my relationships, as well. Lauren and I... I don't even know what we are now. But Tamsin… She surprised me and I broke her heart... so badly... Damn it, please forgive me, Kenz, I… I didn't know she felt this way for me ..." Bo sobbed, letting herself slide against the wooden wall until she landed on the hard floor, her knees pulled up to her chest, one hand covering her face while still clutching the phone tightly in the other one.

"Oh God, Bo... I had my suspicions that she has strong feelings for you... I should have spoken to you about it... But the real question is… Do you love her, Bo?" Kenzi asked, feeling dismal for her Tammy but also for Bo, knowing that the Succubus was remorseful.

"I don't know, Kenz," Bo answered, slightly shaking her head. "I guess so… yes, I mean... I care a lot about her and we were getting pretty close but… I just don't know…" She cried, unable to hold her tears back anymore.

"Calm down, Bobo, just breathe, okay? Everything is gonna be okay," Kenzi said calmly, trying to be as convincing as she could be, knowing that her friend was in dire need of comfort. After a minute, hearing that Bo's sobs were finally quieting down, she continued: "Where is Tamsin now?" she asked, trying to hide the concern still present in her voice.

"She left after... we talked, I tried to keep her here but she doesn't want to be followed. I'm worried Kenzi, you know better than anyone how she can be when she gets all emotional," Bo said, becoming more anxious at the thought that the blonde could be lying hurt somewhere, all alone.

"I'll try to contact her, okay? Just stay calm and try to relax a little, Tamsin is a big girl, and she's tough, she can take care of herself, alright?" Kenzi responded, reassuring Bo a little. "Besides, you told me yourself, she doesn't want to be found right now, so there's nothing more you can do Bobo! I'm sure she'll be back in no time," the human replied, hoping she was right and that her Tammy just needed some time alone to clear her mind.

"Yeah… you're right. Just… keep me posted, okay? Tell me when you have any news… Please?" Bo asked knowing that the only person Tamsin would possibly talk to would be Kenzi.

"Sure, Succulicious," the human answered, a slight smile on her lips.

"Thanks Kenz..." Bo ended the conversation still worried but relieved in some way that her best friend at least didn't seem to be mad at her for breaking Tamsin's heart.

'I just have to wait. It shouldn't be too hard,' Bo thought as she walking around in circles. "Oh fuck I need a drink." And with these words she ran upstairs to get ready before heading for the Dal. She desperately needed something to keep her mind busy, and she knew she couldn't stand to be alone just then.

Busting out of the crack shack, Tamsin was feeling upset, sad. Broken. Her whole world had just been torn into pieces in a matter of seconds, with only a few words.

As a Valkyrie, Tamsin was not used to dealing with emotions. She had been taught to shut her feelings down because if you let your emotions control you on the battlefield, you were vulnerable and if you were vulnerable, you were dead. Feelings are weaknesses and a warrior isn't weak, it's as simple as that.

But since her rebirth and largely due to the fact that she had been raised by a human, especially when this human turned out to be Kenzi, she had learned to break down her walls and open up to others more because 'having feelings and expressing them doesn't mean that you're weak but just that you care, and that's a good thing, Tammy', Kenzi had told her one day.

This life, her last one was so much different from the many others she had had before. This time, she had friends who were like family to her… A family. She had never had one before.

Until a few minutes earlier, opening up to others had brought her a lot: friends, family, happiness, everything... She never thought that it could also bring her the complete opposite.

She had always felt something for Bo, something that continued to grow unrestrained. She didn't know why though but with time she discovered that that 'something' she felt deeply inside of her was nothing else but Love, pure Love.

In her previous life she would have denied this feeling but since her rebirth and especially since becoming Bo's roommate after Kenzi left for Spain, she had grown sick of hiding her love for the Succubus. So she let her feelings out, exposed to the whole world to see.

And it worked, well at least that's what she thought because Bo had never rejected her. She hadn't rejected her when she literally offered herself as Bo's birthday present. Neither when she kissed her, on multiple occasions, or when she had called Bo 'my girl' or 'girlfriend'. So of course she thought the Succubus loved her back, even if they never had a 'heart-to-heart' about it. It was simply obvious to Tamsin: She loved Bo and Bo loved her as well; they were deeply in love with each other.

Yet, when the brunette rejected her, and disparaged her love, she felt betrayed, stupid and hurt. Goddamn, did it hurt... She'd never felt anything like that before. She would definitely have preferred to be stabbed directly through the heart than to have to put up with this. And although the Valkyrie was used to the physical pain, in that moment she felt as if every fiber of her body was screaming, tearing apart. It was practically unbearable.

She needed to escape this, all of this. She started running, as fast as her legs could carry her... She had absolutely no idea where she was going though, and she didn't care, she was just hoping that the farther she would get, the better she would feel. Her body hurt like hell, screaming for her to stop and yet, she didn't listen.

After running through the rain until she lost track of time, Tamsin finally stopped in a dark, narrow street. The kind of back alley that would have freaked out anyone, but not Tamsin.

Her whole body was sore from the run but her heart was suffering so much more. Her vision became clouded and the Valkyrie didn't know if it was because of the rain or because of the tears that hadn't stopped running down her cheeks since she left the crack shack.

Abruptly, the pain in her heart grew stronger. So much stronger that she couldn't stand up anymore. She fell on her knees, letting an agonizing scream escape from her lips. Crying, she placed a hand over her heart, gritting her teeth at the effort of fighting back the unbearable pain engulfing her, but nothing worked. Her breathing was ragged, and it was only getting worse and harder to breathe with every second. Tamsin knew she had to calm herself but she was paralyzed, unable to control the flow of emotions destroying her body.

Suddenly, Tamsin heard a voice behind her, despite the sound of the rain falling against the pavement and of her heavy breathing.

"Well well well… Could this be the traitorous Valkyrie, here, kneeling on the ground?" the blonde female said with an irritating smile on her face, carefully moving around the Valkyrie so she could face her.

Tamsin, on the other hand, didn't even bother to raise her head to answer, still struggling with her breathing and pain: "Go… to Hell… Stacy."

A snarky laughter escaped the other blonde's throat: "Oh Tam-Tam, your courtesy will get you killed one day," she responded. She studied the Valkyrie closer and realized with great satisfaction the amount of suffering the other Fae was experiencing. Her smile grew even wider. "I can't believe this is true... On your last life, you finally found your warrior, your soul-mate, and sadly for you she denied your love," Stacy said, laughing harder.

Tamsin raised her head, frowning a little, surprised by what her 'sister' had just said. Stacy looked at her, understanding why she looked confused.

"Tamsin..." she began, sighing. "You really thought that Freyja, the goddess of love and also the mother of the Valkyries, wouldn't know about you and the Succubus? I needed to see it by myself... and I have to admit it... It was worth the trip, really," Stacy said taking a step towards the other blonde before continuing: "I've been waiting for centuries to see you like this, Tamsin, suffering and alone like I was when you used to humiliate me when we were in school together. I just didn't know that a Succubus, who by the way isn't a warrior at all, would be the one to break you." She stopped to laugh again. "I've been beaten by a baby Fae, a dumb, silly, stupid, unenlightened sex-machine. Don't you think it's funny Tam-Tam? I think I should go see her, just to thank her, you know? After I kill you of course," Stacy finished, getting ready to fight, as she knew all too well that her words must have enraged the other woman.

And she was right, Tamsin had heard enough. Still struggling to regain control of her body, she finally stood up and looked at the other Valkyrie with a death glare. "Oh you really shouldn't have talked about her like that, bitch."

Their faces darkened as both Valkyries readied for their fight. It was going to be a bloody one.

Meantime..

Bo went out of the crack-shack, car keys in hand, on her way to the Dal. It had finally stopped raining but the air was still cold. She reached her car and moved to insert the key in the lock when suddenly she felt someone behind her. She turned around briskly but didn't have the time to react, as her back was slammed into the side of her car, a dagger pressing lightly against her throat.

"A… Acacia?" Bo asked hesitantly as soon as she recognized the woman.

"Where is she, Succubus? Where is Tamsin?" asked the older woman in a commanding voice.

But before Bo had the time to respond, Acacia let out a painful cry, removing her dagger from Bo's throat to place it over her heart.

"We have to find Tamsin, something's wrong with her... really wrong... I can feel it," the Valkyrie said looking at the Succubus, her eyes full of fear.

Author's notes:

So what do you think about it? Please drop me a review and let me know if I should continue it or not. If you have a suggestion or anything, let me know!

Thanks for reading. :)