These Feelings

Chapter 1. Feelings Time!

Author's Note: Hello! So this is my first fanfiction and my way of writing is still rather clumsy. But I hope that you guys like it. Here we go!

Karma has been feeling something strange. He was definitely not sick, since he doesn't feel tired at all (well, even if he does, he's not going to admit it). He felt… flustered and butterflies seemed to be travelling in his stomach. But the strange thing is, it only happened when Nagisa was around. He was so sure it was the hidden bloodlust that he only found out recently. He was so sure.

There was no way it was something else except for bloodlust. It's not like he liked Nagisa or anything like that…right? Yep! Definitely- there was no way. No way…

He was too focused and engrossed in his thoughts that he didn't realize Nagisa, who was already standing beside him. He flinched as the blue haired boy called his name.

"Karmaaaaaaaa-kuuuuuun!"

That feeling again. He brushed it off as if he was a boy who got an iPad and his old worn-out toy. He answered, probably sounded a bit grumpy.

"Yo, Nagisa-kun! Yeah?"

"Do you want to go eat lunch with me?"

"Sure…" Why was his heart beating so fast?

They ate their lunch under a big tree along with Kayano, Maehara, Isogai, and Okuda. Maehara suddenly asked-

"Karma, are you dating anyone?"

Karma almost choked on his food. But fortunately, he successfully remained calm and reserved. He felt like this was the topic he wanted to avoid the most.

If he doesn't answer, answer too fast or even hesitate to answer- they would find something suspicious. Especially, the person who is sitting right next to him with pigtails the same color as the sky. But, there isn't anything suspicious and what does any of this has to do with Nagisa? Everything flips his mind in less than three second.

"Ah, no. I don't have anyone now", he answered confidently, but inside, he was panicking.

"Do you need me to introduce you to someone?" Maehara teased.

"Nah. That would make me feel like you're some kind of aunty who likes to introduce people"

"Hey!"

"Besides, how would you know you like someone?" Karma asked. It was simply a casual question.

"Ah~ Seems like Karma had no experiences in love, eh? ~", Maehara hasn't learned his lesson and he continued with the teasing.

"What about you? You breaks up every time." This definitely kept his mouth shut about unnecessary things.

"Ah, well. When you're in love, your heart beats faster, you feel flustered, and you get butterflies in your stomach", Maehara said, sounded like a love expert.

Karma's heart skipped a beat, isn't that what he was feeling? He glanced over at Nagisa. The sun was shining through Nagisa's beautiful blue hair. His ocean blue eyes sparkled, as if they were a pair of big, precious sapphires. Under Karma's eyes, Nagisa was surrounded by stars- many wonderful stars.

That night, Karma flopped on his bed. So that was love? So, he really loved Nagisa? At that moment, he was conflicted between two decisions. He was selfish and he didn't want to let this feeling go away. It would hurt him. But on the other hand, if he forced Nagisa, he would hurt him.

What will he do? Did that mean he had to confess?

It was the first time, Akabane Karma, has ever experienced love. Also, it has while since the last time he was this worried.

Nagisa-kun is a guy, so he probably will just be gross out. If I confessed, we may not be friends anymore. Am I brave enough to take this risk? Even if I'm not, I don't think I'll be able to see the person I love as my friend any longer.

Karma sighed. Who knew love was so complicated? But, when you fall into it, there's no way to get out. It's like a spider web, and he was just one of those flies.

A hopeless, little fly.

Meanwhile, at the Shiota Resident-

"I'M YOUR MOTHER! DON'T FORGET THAT YOU CAN LIVE BECAUSE OF ME! I DID EVERYTHING FOR YOU! ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS TO LISTEN TO ME"

Nagisa collapsed at the corner of his bed. His hair flowed down, as messy as it can get. Somehow, he found himself in a pink dress with little purple bows.

"Don't you ever dare to deny your mother ever again!"

To be continued…..

Author's Note: So this is my first fan fiction chapter, I hope that you enjoyed it. The fluff didn't come out yet but I can guarantee that it will. Also, Karma seems to be just a little bit out of character. But you know what they say, people change when they're in love… )