Became Fierce

I never knew that I could fall in love and be a wild girl. Wild girl who hates princess gowns and contests, mostly every girly thing. But deep inside me, I'm bubbly and girly, yet I'm still the strong and brave girl. I left my guard down when I was such a young age, I have to admit that I was weak when I was young and Ruby was the only who can protect me.

I can protect my self, I am sometimes underestimated and I can't blame them. My strength covers my flaws, and I am afraid that I will be vulnerable to the world of pain and fear, but most of all from heartbreak. I have many flaws, it irritates me and it makes me want to get stronger just to hide theses flaws. I might be flattered if someone protects me, but it's not the same. It feels like the wild girl is actually a weak little girl, which I'm not! Ruby knows this part of me, yet he still protects and I don't understand why.

I pray that Ruby remembers, and I scold myself that I'm sounding like a crazy girl... Which I might be one, but it's embarrassing!

I shake theses thoughts away as I trained with my seniors, juniors, and beating a huge stuff animal that Ruby bought me. When he says he doesn't remember I beat the pulp out of him, I don't let my tears fall and I don't show any of my flaws. I won't break down in front of him nor anyone.

All theses years I've been wanting to known as fierce, but when I am with my closest friends and family I can be as both fierce and a kind girl. I might not sound like the Sapphire that everyone knows, but hey not a lot people don't know who they really are.

I am Sapphire, the one who became with the pokemon and nature. The one who wants to be invulnerable to the pain, suffering, and the heartbreak in the world. How stupid of me;I know this is impossible for me.

I became fierce, when I fall, I always find a way to get right back even though I need help from someone else.

The most important thing is that you need someone, not just someone. You need those people that make you fierce, brave, and special to make you powerful. You need friends and family... Your loved one.

—Sapphire