Chapter 1

This is my first fanfic. Please enjoy. :)

Disclaimer: I don't own Steven Universe

One afternoon Steven was sitting in front of the T.V. He was trying to find something to watch but there was nothing on. While he was channel surfing he began to think about the time he and the Crystal Gems found his mother's scabbard and how it affected Pearl. Then he remembered how Pearl reacted when he told them about Lion and how Pearl had her breakdown. Although he tries not to think about it he still couldn't shake that feeling that maybe the crystal gems, especially Pearl, may blame him for his mother not being around.

Then he thought of a song he once heard from this guy named Rick something. It was called "Cry for Help" and he kept thinking that it kind of reflected on how he feels at times. The line that stands out the most was "and when she goes I feel to blame." There was times when Steven wondered what the Gems (mainly Pearl) really think of him. Why do they hide their feelings? Why can't they cry for help?

Soon Steven began to feel tired and saw the sun was setting.

"I guess I'll get ready for bed now," he said to himself. So he put his pajamas on and lied down and got in the covers. He went to sleep, but unfortunately he still couldn't get that awful feeling he's going through right now.

So this was just a little introduction before we get to the real story. Sorry if it seems rather short. The song mentioned here is called "Cry for Help" by Rick Astley. If you don't know who he is then look at his well known song called "Never Gonna Give You Up." ;)

Anyways thanks for reading it and see you soon.