hi I'm here again..with a new story..to irritate u all..again a pure duo..no couples...bit dfrnt so don't try to find connection with FW.. main concept given by Gadhadada (GD)..dada let me know if u r satisfied
.will try to update regularly..but schools and tuitions..u all can understand na..jyada computer se chipkungi to marr paregi..
Acha chalo lets start
Abhijeet entered inside the house, looking around
"beta mein tere ma hu..tum Abhijeet ho..mera beta"
he silently closed his eyes, to fade away those voices..
It was a period when he was searching fr himself, he can think of only what he lost..his mind didn't give him permission to think what others are feeling, through what trauma they are going through..
He hated to be called as son, as friend, as officer..
And he had to pay fr that..isn't the payment a big one?
He looked around, this was the house where he was brought from the hospital and an old woman welcomed him..she demanded she is his mother but fr him she was not only a stranger but also someone whom he didn't like to talk much..
He was afraid, afraid of those tears, afraid of those lovely calls, afraid of the relation who meant world for her and didn't exist fr him..
When she was not in front of him he used to address her as 'maa' but in front of her he never got the courage..
Strange na? One who can fight criminals so easily, even shoot tigers was scared of calling a mother 'maa'
Abhijeet moved forward, the house is looking dull and shabby..it's not maintained regularly..webs are clinging on the wall..
He was searching for something to clean it up when his eyes fall on the opened door of a bedroom, it used to be his bedroom..she said that..
He peeped in..
The settings, the furniture..matches his taste..but during those days he was not able to think anything logically..
He moved inside..
A young man was lying on bed holding his head in both palms
a elderly woman entered "beta sarr mey dard hey na?dawai liya?"
"haan haan le liya..jaiye aap pls jaiye..sb ki sb jab dekho mujhe..ahh..jaiye na"
"beta mein chali jaungi,pehle aap baitho aapki sar pey yea tel malish krdu aapko aram milega"
he sat up harshly "kaha na nahi cahiye koi aram..aap jati kiu nahi..leave me alone..go"
she silently moved out in tears, he falls back on bed burying his face in pillow started shedding salty drops
Abhijeet sighed remembering how many times he behaved the same way with her, his mother..
Yes he had accepted her as his mother, but it was late..very late..once ACP sir tested weather his memory is really stable or not using his mother's picture...but when she was there...!
Abhijeet touched the bed crown "maa aapko bhi to thora samjhna tha na? (his voice chocked) haan pata hey beta samne ho aur puche aap kaun to dard to hoga hi per aap to ma thi na? Ma to bina bole bacho ki dard smjh leti hey..fir mein to itna ceekha chillaya aapne fir bhi mere dard nahi smjha?itni bari sajah de diya? Mein kehta rehta tha aap chali jao..to aap ne uss bat ko itni dil pey le li?mera dil kitna darta tha akelepan se wo nahi dekh paye aap?meine kaha mujhe akela chor dijiye aur apne tanha hi chor diya?aisa nahi krna tha na ma?"
"beta ekbar kehdey maa..ek bar bula dey..taras chuki hu mein yea maa sunne ko..ekbar"
"aab to bula raha hu na mein..kya koi beta thori der se bulayega to ma jabab taq nahi degi?yea kaisi sajah hey haan.."
listening to his own loud voice he stopped, sat down on the dusty floor only "maa..itni sajah kiu de di ma..itna bara gunah ka bojh kaise dhota rahu sari jindegi?"
he attached his head with the bed, when his eyes fall on the cracked mirror in the room
"aap jati kiu nahi..mein to janta taq nahi kaha jana cahiye..kaise jau..warna mein hi chala jata..mujhe nahi rehna kisiki saath.." he folded his hand "mujhe akela rehna hey aap jao pls.."
"beta mein.."
his teary voice again turned harsh "aap ne kaha tha na aap kahi aur rehti thi..haan mein bhul gaya sab to tamasha dekhne agayi?"
"Abhi beta.."
he punched hardly on mirror making it crack "nahi hu mein kisika beta,nahi hu mein Abhi..nahi hu..koi nahi hu mein..bas ek bojh.."
"beta aapki haath se khoon.."
he banged again on mirror "kaha na nahi hu mein beta kisika..aap meri Khushi cahti ho na haaan?to chali jao..jaha rehti thi aap wohi..jaoooo"
she silently looked at him fr some seconds moved out..
He was standing there itself when she came back with a suitcase and first aid box..
Kept the first aid box on table "daba laga lena..mein jarahi hu..ek ma apne bete ko humesha khush dekhna cahta hey aur aapke liye to mein sayed sbse bari dard hu.."
she moved out, he kept on looking
he forwarded his hand to stop her "maa..pls..nahi..aap nahi jao.."
Abhijeet felt someone holding his forwarded hand, which brought him to present
he looked at the new entry with a jerk
"Daya..meine maa ko kaha aur wo aise chali gayi.."
Daya sat beside him "Abhi wo to bas ek accident.."
"nahi mein uss din unhe nikal diya gher se..tumhe pata hey..wo mere samne ja rahi thi meine roka nahi..aur fir mein aram se so bhi gaya..haan.."
"Abhi tum soye nahi they, blood loss se behosh hue they bekar ki baat mat kro.."
"per mujhe unke piche jana cahiye tha na?fir wo uss train mey nahi baithti..wo accident nahi hota..ma naraj ho gayi thi isliye sajah.."
he hugged Daya tightly "Daya itni sajah kiu diya unhone..tum maaji kehte they na..haan pucho na apni maaji se ki unhe meri dil ki baat sunai nahi di..bas mere chikna chillana hi sun payi wo.."
Daya was silently rubbing his back giving him time to relax..
"Abhi.."
"unhone apne bete ki muh se maa na sun pake itna dard hua..yea kiu nahi socha ki unki bete ne khud ko hi kho di.." Abhijeet looked up "haan meri galti hey..mein bahut batimeeze ki..bahut jyada..bete ka koi farz nahi nibhaya..per tab mujhe kuch samjh nahi ata tha..tu tu janta hey na..sbke najar mey pagal.."
"Abhi..nahi.."
"Daya tune maaf kr diya..tujhse bhi to battemeji ki thi..haan maa ko bahut sataya..ma to ma thi kiu nahi kiya maaf..yaar bol na..ma to aise nahi hoti na.."
he broke down in crying
Daya weaved in his hairs "maa ji ko mauka milta to wo jarur ajati Abhi..per bhagwan ne unhe wo mauka hi nahi diya..maaji tumse gussa hoke nahi gayi thi..pakka, unhone socha sayed kuch din akele rehne se tumhe thik lage..koi maa apni bache se itna gussa nahi hoti Abhi bilkul nahi"
Abhijeet looked up at Daya who nodded
"kaash ek bar mauka mil jata mein apne sare farz nibhata..maa ko itni khushi deta ki bas..bas ek bar mauka to de deta wo uparwala..per nahi unhone bhi wohi suna jo meine cheekha..le liya ma ko..(he paused) Daya.."
"hmm"
"aj wohi din hey jis din ma chali gayi..yaar mein kitni badnaseeb hu na..ma ko na agni de paya na asthiyon ko baha paya..dhund hi nahi paya uss train accident ki beech bikhra kata hua lasho me se apne ma ko..koi nishani..jisse sanakt ho yaad hi nahi...Daya ma ko mukti to mili hogi na?"
Daya cupped his face "tum aise karoge to maaji ko shanti mil sakta hey?"
Abhijeet looks down "pata hey ma ki yaad roj ata hey..per jab kabhie kidnap hota hu yea hospital mey goli lagne ki bad dard se karata hu ma bahut yaad ati hey..jab tuje lekar koi tnsn ajati hey..tu jhagrta hey..baat nahi krta, woha hspitl pahuch jata tab ma se tere shikayet krne ka bahut man krta hey"
Daya smiled tearily "taqi mujhe khub daant pare hey na?"
Abhijeet nodded "tab mein akela bhi to ho jata hu na?ma ki bad ek bhai hi to mila wo bhi ruth jata hey to darr lagta hey na?"
Daya smiled..
Abhijeet rested back his head again on the bed, Daya too leaned against the bed..
"tujhe yaad hey ma ki accident ki news ki bad tu hi le gaya tha mujhe accident spot pey.."
"haan aur pehle bar apne strong se senior ko bacho ki tarah rote dekha..koi gussa nahi kuch nahi..har taraf jale kate cheezo aur insan ki beech baith k rone lag gaye"
"mein ma ko dhund raha tha..nahi mila to laga aab to mere pehchan aur pehchan dene wala sb khtm..mujhe to yea bhi nahi pata woha se tu mujhe gher kaise laya..apne gher kaise le gaya.."
"kuch kerna nahi para..meine kaha chlne ko aur tum baat man liya"
"acha?"
"hmm..pata hey tumhe gher le jake Adi..tab ki dr Aditya ko call kiya, usne check krne time mujhe bahar jane ko kaha tha..tumne mujhe jane hi nahi diya kaha tum bhi chale jaoge..mein ja nahi paya..aajtaq..Adi ne kaha trauma mey ho..jan k nahi kr rahe..per mujhe laga dil se kr rahe ho.."
Abhijeet sighed "sayed mere dil ka tab mujhe bhi nahi pata tha..per aj pata hey..aj bhi yeahi darr lagta hey kahi tum bhi..pata hey isliye tere se itna darr lagta hey..koi galti kr du to tera samna krne se darr lagta hey..kahi tu nafrat.."
"Abhijeet..pagal ho tum.."
Abhijeet smiled
"daant mat dikhao..gussa krta hu tumpey..per nafrat..(he looks down) kabhie kabhie gusse mey bahut hurt bhi kr deta hu..per kya kru..aur kisipey gussa nahi ho sakta na?"
Abhijeet nodded "kr lena jab jee cahe jitna cahe gussa..bas ma ki tarah dur.."
Daya pressed his palms..
Both remain in silent fr few seconds then Daya said "chalo..time ho gaya..maaji ki barsi ki puja hey na.."
Abhijeet sighed "chal.."
Daya moved out..
Abhijeet glanced at the room once more, moved out found Daya standing in front of another room..
He moved there, both stared at the room fr some seconds then moved out of the house together in total silence.
Abhijeet still praying fr one more chance, may be god listen to his prayer..miracle may happen..
R and R