Chapter 1

This is my first ever fanfiction please keep that in mind, reviews would be really appreciated positive and negative please be constructive. Sorry that the first chapter is a little short they will get longer I promise. Btw this is Tanya Bella so if you don't like this kind of pairing then this story is not for you. PS all mistakes are my own.

Oh I don't own twilight or its characters just my storyline.

I was walking along minding my own business wondering how my life had gone to hell, when suddenly something cold rammed into me. I fell ungraciously to the ground muttering all the way about ass's that don't watch where there going. I look up from my spot on the ground to see a blonde angel standing above me. She was looking at me intently as if I was a bug to be squashed. "Sorry" she muttered "its ok" I got myself up when I heard a sultry voice in the distance call out the name "Kate" the owner sounded exasperated. The owner of said voice was absolutely stunning if the women who knocked me over was an angel then this women was a goddess. She had gorgeous blonde hair that shown in the winter sun, she had looks that would put any model to shame. "Are you alright?" she asked me before turning to glare at the women called Kate "yeah I'm fine".

She nodded her head, while giving me a once over with her eyes….. her eyes were the most beautiful colour of gold I had ever seen then it dawned on me gold eyes shit she's a vampire, of course it was just my luck to run into a vampire what am I a walking supernatural magnet! No wonder she's gorgeous she has supernatural good looks on her side.

While she's checking to see if I am ok, realization sinks in as she puts the pieces together after seeing what I am wearing. I become very self-conscience very quickly. I just want to leave the two vampires be. I'm embarrassed to be standing beside them, I look like crap right now. I have been wearing the same outfit for the past 3 days. Buts it's not my fault it's as if I have that many options. I've been homeless now for the past 6 months, ever since Charlie kicked me out stating that he "couldn't deal with my self-imposed depression" as he put it, "over that Cullen boy".

"Come on Bella you need to move on, he's not coming back you need to move on with your life not wallow in self-pity". "I'm fine Char-Dad really I am, I've made plans with my friends to go out this weekend". The look of relief on Charlie's face breaks my heart, he really doesn't know what to do with me.

That was the first time I lied to Charlie about getting better. How could I not lie to him after everything he has done for me?

"Bella I don't know what to anymore, I can't seem to help you, me and Renee were talking and agree it's best if you move back in with her. " I won't go back I can't "I argued. Tears of frustration sprung to my eyes, "Bells this isn't healthy, I can't deal with the depression anymore its not fare on either of us" I shook my head and walked out of the kitchen not able for another argument I didn't have the energy any more to fight with Charlie. I couldn't believe this, first Edward and my so called family and Rosalie leave me behind stating I'm not good enough for them and now my very own father is turning his back on me.

"Honey, honey are you ok?" "sorry" I got caught up in my own thoughts" I said sheepishly. I finally look up at the women in front of me. Our eyes meet and I swear I feel my heart get warmer. She gasps in shock. I shake my head trying to clear it from the blonde induced haze it seems to be in, I have no idea what's going on. I try to concentrate on the other woman Kate I think but I couldn't really concentrate, the goddess is looking at me like im the most important person on the planet. Kate looks back and forward between us with a smirk plastered on her face "congrats Tanya" she chuckles for what reason I have no idea. I shake the fog from my brain and pick up my backpack and sleeping back off of the ground from my earlier collision. I murmur a goodbye.

I continue on my way as originally planned, I need to find a dry safe place to sleep tonight. As I scurry down the side walk I throw a glance over my shoulder to the two vampire. The goddess is still standing rooted to the spot in deep shock, her friend is looking at her concern written all across her face as she glances in my direction she sees me looking back and nods once as if to say bye.

What I didn't know as I walk out of sight, is that the goddess unthaws and whispers the word "mate" in my direction.

There you have it my first chapter and fanfiction I hope you like it, I hope to have another chapter up soon.