I'm trying guys. And I'm really hoping I can get back into writing this because goddamn my momma didn't raise no quitter. I'mma rise from the ashes and tell my brain that I CAN do this, and people will enjoy reading this little story I started.

But I might need a little help. Can anyone who still cares about this story message me, I don't care about what. Motivational speeches, praise, criticism, hell, even ideas. Because I've been a prisoner of my own mind for long enough and I've finally got the courage to ask for help.

This is MattyJones, and I am most certainly not signing off on this story just yet