This is a Hetalia Fanfic. The main ship that will be shipped is Prumano but it will start with Spamano. I wanna try to make this a multi-chapter fanfic. I don't know how this thing will go because as I am kind of putting it together as it goes. This is one of those fanfics that I don't really have a plan for so we'll see how it goes.

I decided to write this fanfic after listening to a couple of songs on youtube. I'm not the best writer but I still like to write. I would love any constructive criticism. So please go ahead! Anyway, hope you like it!

Antonio had always enjoyed when him and Lovino were together, ever since they met in freshman year. They had been together for about 2 years or so. He thought of these times when he was at the bar alone; drinking his sorrows and sadness away, drinking to forget. He looked down at his glass; swirling the dark red liquid in it. He usually drank sangria or beer but somehow, this time, he chose wine.

He looked down at his wine and remembered that this was Lovino's favorite. He remembered because Lovino would always get the same bottle of the same wine when they went out to get dinner or at home when sitting watching tv or reading. He sighed, put his elbows on the counter and his head in his hands.

It had been about half a year since they had broken up.

Back when they started out, it had been so good. But he guessed it was only the honeymoon stage blinding them from the truth. Because once that was over, they argued almost 24/7. It started out with bickering or a small argument here and there when one of them did something wrong like misplace a cellphone or forgetting to feed the turtles they owned. But then they turned into nasty fights that resulted in Lovino going to stay with his brother Feliciano for the weekend or worse for a week.

Antonio would go to Francis and tell him about what happened. His French friend consoled him and helped him through what happened. Even Francis's boyfriend Arthur helped by making him tea and baking him comfort food and patting his back awkwardly.

After a week and a couple of days after, Arthur kicked Antonio out and told him to go home to Lovino. The two made up and went on for a while in peace until another fight would spring up a week or two later.

The last time they fought was the last time they were together.

Antonio was at the bar with France and Arthur. Francis was the one who asked him to go out for drinks and Arthur went together with Francis to make sure he didn't get too crazy.

Unfortunately, Arthur was always the one getting piss drunk and Francis had to call it a night when that happened they would drag a drunk and very talkative (not to mention sing-y) Englishman home.

This time though, it had been different.

They went out for drinks and instead of being the more sober ones, all three got really drunk and things went south.

Lovino had apparently tried calling Antonio multiple times to see where he was. They had planned to go out to a double dinner date with his brother and his boyfriend that night. He thought it strange that Antonio would forget about their plans or not answer his phone.

After a while of Antonio not answering, he got worried. He called Francis and Arthur, and Arthur was the one who finally answered after the 2nd time he called.

" 'Ellooooo?" the word was long and dragged out. His speech had become very slurred and slightly thicker in accent caused by of all the alcohol in his system messing with his words.

"Arthur? Are you drunk? Where's Antonio? Is he with Francis? Are you with them? Did you all go out to drink again?" He threw question after question at Arthur.

Arthur chuckled and said" You ax' soooo many questionsss. Weeee went out to drin'sss. Hehehe. Hey Frog! Ge' me ano'er drink! Hey An- Antoniooo hey!" giggling and Antonio's voice are heard on the other line when the phone was being passed to him.

Lovino's stomach did a flip when he heard the giggling. It had been a couple octaves higher which obviously hadn't been from either of the two other men. It sounded higher pitched and more female than any male laughter.

He started to seeth. He didn't want to jump to conclusions, that is until he heard what was a female voice call out to Antonio to come back to her.

He hung up his phone. He was in a rage now and needed to get to where they were at that moment. He grabbed his coat, his car keys and drove to the usual bar that the three were known to go to.

Once there, he turned the car off and just sat inside. He didn't know what to do. Lovino's mind was racing at a hundred miles per hour and his nerves where on edge. He was afraid of walking in and seeing Antonio cheating on him.

He took a long, deep breath and got out of his car.

When he walked in, all he saw a bar full of the usual college students from campus. His eyes then fell on a horrible scene.

Francis and Arthur were making out at one of the other tables at the back of the bar. Which was not the surprising part in any way and was actually expected from the two. But they weren't the only ones making out.

His heart sank the moment he saw Antonio, kissing or more like eating face with another person in the back of the bar. They were going at it and the girl's hands were up Antonio's shirt while he had his hands on her sides getting dangerously close to her ass. Lovino's hands clenched at his sides, his face growing red blotches from the anger he was feeling; he stomped over to the two, a yell boiling up in his chest and throat.

"ANTONIO FERNANDEZ CARRIEDO WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING!" he yelled at the Spaniard as his whole body shook with anger. Antonio startled broke the girl and him apart and looked up. Through his drunken haze, he finally realizes what was happening and looked at Lovino with a terrified and dumbfounded look, his mouth hanging open and smeared with red lipstick from the girl who wore a startled look on her face.

The girl got off of Antonio in a stumbled movement and looked back and forth at Antonio and Lovino, "Wait...what's..."

It took her a moment from how drunk she was too but she finally realized what was happening and looked over at Toni with anger in her face, "You have a boyfriend!"

She took a few steps towards Toni again and slapped him across the face as hard as she could. "You're an asshole. I can't believe you lied to me!" she spat in his face as she grabbed her purse from the booth next to him.

She turned to Lovino, gave him an apologetic face, and in a sincere voice said, "I am so sorry honey. He told me he was single. I never meant for that to happen. I swear!"

Lovino looked over at the girl, he had always had a weakness towards women, he just shook his head at her in embarrassment, "It's not your fault. You don't have to worry about it. Just please go…"

The girl apologized one more time and left; Lovino turned back to Antonio, the fire returning in his eyes, "you!"

His hand reared back and landed a punch square in Antonio's jaw once, grabbed him by the front of the shirt, and leaned in close," I could do so many worse things than that punch. I want to beat the crap out of you right now actually, but you know what, I don't want to ruin my new clothes and I don't want to deal with this crap anymore. We are done! Now you can really be single and kiss whoever the fuck you want!" He let him go and was about to leave but turned back to say one last thing. "Oh and by the way, what a lovely birthday this was…Don't bother talking to me again you insufferable prick."

And that…was the end of their relationship. All because of that unfaithful night. He just couldn't believe it ended in that way and he blamed himself every single day for it.

When Antonio went home the next day he saw that not only was his apartment trashed, but all of Lovi's belongings had been gone and his apartment felt colder and emptier now.