23/10/18

I realised that I didn't post this message to Little Light when I posted it on my other writings.

12/10/18

Hi lovelies.

I know, it's been awhile. Too long.

First of all - apologies to everyone who wanted me to continue this story. I want you to know I do appreciate very single one of you for taking the time out of your day to read my terrible writing, I really do. And I want to assure you that the story of Alison and the twins will continue, I'm not going abandon it or you all.

It's been a long time since I wrote anything. I was in not only a writer's block but a complete artistic block as well (does that make sense?). I didn't paint or write or even read for almost a year because there was just... nothing. It was hell, in all honesty because I did have ideas floating around in my head, not only for Vampire Diaries or Harry Potter, but others as well. I had images in my head I wanted to capture on paper and books I knew I would adore if I just had the energy to read them. But for whatever reason, I just couldn't. If you are a writer or an artist or anyone who is creatively inclined, you know the feeling all too well. Hopefully, it didn't last as long as mine has but still you understand. And if I'm being perfectly honest, I'm still struggling to figure out my life - where I want to be, what I want to do. I'm only just realizing that I need to make myself happy because I have plenty of time in my future to make other people happy. I feel like I am behind in life, like I'm not at this level I should be at. I'm just exhausted.

That being said, I will continue this story and my others. I am however going to completely re-write Little Light, just because I feel like I could be better, as well as this story. I know I can. I'm going to re-write or at least edit my other works as well. Once this goes up, I am going to wait about a week before taking down 'Let The Lambs Play' and getting rid of all chapters bar the first one of 'First Time' and my others. Start fresh. I will also be posting a new piece soon, set in The Walking Dead world. I won't say much about it but I will say that it was the piece that started me writing again. I only recently got into The Walking Dead and after reading a few other works, I took that idea and started writing. It's been on and off but its the only writing I have really done in the last year or so that I've wanted to race home to write more of. I won't post it until after I have edited/re-wrote the others first. If anyone wants to be notified when I post the newly edited first chapter of 'Little Light', just say so in the reviews and I will write you all down and notify you directly through message. Same goes for any other of my stories, including The Walking Dead one if you are curious.

So, thank you all again. I just wanted to let you know what is happening, what I'm planning to do. I will be posting this message (rant? diary entry?) in my other stories as well, though obviously tweaked to the story it has been posted in. Remember, these will be taken down after about a week, so make sure you have a good read now because after next week, they are gone.

Be kind everyone,

unconditionally-infinite