I DO NOT OWN ANYONE OR ANYTHING IN THIS STORY BESIDES THE OC'S.

A/N: YOU ASK AND YOU SHALL RECEIVE, HERE WE GO AGAIN. I HOPE THAT THIS SEQUEL LIVES UP TO ALL OF YOUR EXPECTATIONS, CHANGED UP MY STORYLINE SOME IN HOPES TO MAKE IT LONGER AND GOING TO TRY MY DARNEST TO MAKE SURE IT DOESN'T END UP BEING 18 CHAPTERS LONG.

I woke up from my slumber, I must have passed out after having sex with Roman. Wait, having sex with Roman? Roman? I rolled over to look at the bed behind me not feeling nor seeing another body within the contents of my bed. It was me all by my lonesome again and realized that must have been one heck of a wet dream I had, but why was I naked? I never sleep in the nude regardless of the situation. I slowly sat up pulling the sheet with me to cover my body. I stood up still pulling the sheet with me as I walked the distance to pull on a robe to cover my naked body before I headed out of my bedroom. I had to get myself a cup of coffee to wake up after that dream I had sustained last night. When I got into the living room, there on my patio stood the muscular Samoan man proving that I didn't have yet another intense wet dream the night before and what I remembered in very great detail wasn't just a dream. It was very real. I slowly and nervously walked towards the door, all of this was a mystery as to why last night happened? Why he was here standing on my patio and why he hadn't ran yet? I stepped out onto the cemented patio feeling the slight breeze, pushing a strand of hair behind my ear trying to prevent at least that one strand from blowing as Roman's hair was pulled back into yet another ponytail. From where I stood I could see a smile come across his lips as he held a cup of coffee between his two hands that rested on the other side of the railing that his forearms were resting on.

"Good morning." Roman said as he slowly looked over his shoulder at me as I smirked.

"Morning…I was kind of surprised you are here still." I said honestly as I stepped further to stand beside him as he turned to lean against the railing to face me.

"Why is that? You thought I just wanted a quick fuck?" Roman asked as I just shrugged as he chuckled. "I made a pot of coffee, it's probably not that fresh anymore because it was made before Court left." Roman said as I nodded.

"I came out here to get some coffee…you want another cup?" I asked as he nodded as I led him inside where I rinsed out the pot and going through the routine to brew a new pot of coffee for the two of us as Roman began to look through the cupboards. "Hungry?"

"I think we kind of worked up an appetite don't you think?" He asked with a smirk as all I could do was blush as he pulled out a box of the pancake mix.

"I haven't made nor ate pancakes in a few months now."

"I'm going to make them and you want some?"

"Absolutely." I said as he made himself at home by making us each two pancakes each, which was kind of a nice gesture and something I can get used to again, someone cooking for me I mean. Roman made the two plates, even down to buttering and putting syrup on them before carrying the two plates to the table as I poured the two cups of coffee and I was beyond surprised at myself that I even remembered how he liked his coffee at this point. I went out to the table putting the two cups down in front of each plate for us to enjoy the breakfast that I was sure will be very interesting to say the least.

"So, no I didn't come back here just for the sex…I mean, yeah when you left that day a few months back you did leave me with the biggest blue balls that day."

"It's not like that I wanted to leave, I was just as horny as you were but didn't think having sex really was right at that moment considering we were fighting and I was upset…"

"That is true…" Roman said as I bit at my bottom lip.

"You know Seth and I didn't do anything that night…" I said as Roman nodded.

"I know, Seth told me that nothing happened between you two regardless…I trust Seth, if it was Dean things could have been different…" Roman said as he took a sip at his coffee. "You lost how much again?"

"Fifty pounds." I said nodding feeling pretty accomplished of myself, "But of course eating pancakes doesn't help me any in this weight loss."

"You have to eat to lose weight." He said as I chuckled rolling my eyes at him as he put his fork down, "But the reason why we broke up, those surgeries…I don't get why we even broke up because of that…" Roman said, I honestly didn't get it either as I let out a sigh as I tried to think of the right way to explain it as I finished chewing the food that was in my mouth.

"It wasn't the surgeries per say, I was beyond upset at you for not supporting me for wanting to get surgery…"

"But why did you even want to get the surgery? Losing weight naturally is the better and healthier option out of all of them." Roman interrupted.

"It wasn't about the better or healthier option, to me…I felt like I was trying so hard to lose weight and it wasn't coming off as fast as I wanted it to come off. I wanted as much off in the soonest amount of time so I thought surgery would do that, I would lose all this weight it would be the best scenario and option for me and for us."

"Wait, for us?" He asked confused.

"I know that you say you love, I mean loved me for me and you loved me at my biggest weight but I wasn't suited for someone of your stature. I wasn't perfect for your career nor your family so to me all this pressure of needing to lose all this weight to make myself happier and for our relationship to be better, for your family and career…" I explained as he nodded, it seemed like he understood that logic.

"Why didn't you go through it after you left me?" He asked curiously as he leant back in his seat with almost a proud smile on his face as I rolled my eyes at him.

"I guess a few good people made me see how I shouldn't go through with it and I began seeing a therapist which has helped me greatly." I said honestly, I hated admitting that I saw a therapist but honestly I think Seth was right about seeing someone to express my feelings and get past all of this stuff that is built up.

"You going twice a week still?"

"Nope, once a week now…"

"Has it helped any?"

"Greatly…I think it's something I should keep at for a little bit while longer." I said truthfully feeling confident that I am getting somewhere with this and getting better in all of this.

"Back to the weight thing, how much do you want to lose?" He asked as he took another bite of his pancakes.

"I want to lose another sixty pounds."

"Where would that put you because that is extreme?"

"170 pounds."

"That's it?" Roman asked.

"Yeah, for my height and weight I should be lower than that but I think I would be happy being at that weight." I said shrugging as Roman was in disbelief with that weight and how much more I wanted to lose.

"So why haven't we spoken over the last few months?" Roman asked, one of the most dreaded questions ever.

"It's not like I didn't want to talk to you, you know how many nights I had wanted to call you just to hear your voice or text you I'm sorry just so I can talk to you again. I just thought you were still angry with me and didn't want anything to deal with me due to how bad I had hurt you." I said as I just stared at my pancakes poking at it as he chuckled.

"I was the same way, I missed you so fucking much over the last couple of months but so much of a pussy to even text or call you…I was pitiful, I felt horrible for Dean and Seth because they had to deal with this lion cub being depressed and it wasn't a pretty site." Roman said as I couldn't help to laugh at his comparison to a lion cub.

"A lion cub?"

"Yes."

"Why not a lion? You are a beast, at least that is what they say." I said with a shrug.

"Shut up, I can compare myself to whatever I want to okay?" He asked as I chuckled and nodded, "So, we cool?"

"We cool as in we are back at stage one and being friends or we cool as in we are back to being boyfriend and girlfriend?"

"Considering we fucked last night, I think we are at the second one." He answered as I blushed and couldn't help but to smile. "What time is your therapy session?" He asked as I checked my phone for the time.

"Um, we got like a hour and a half, so we need to hurry up because I need to shower yet."

"You want to conserve water and time by showering together like old times?" He asked as I smirked knowing where this would lead to and I couldn't resist by saying no to him, we had a couple of months to make up for.

"You think I would say no to conserving water?" I asked with a chuckle and a smirk.