Story Summary: a series of one shots where Jane is submissive to Maura. Varies from sexual to lifestyle (24/7 sub). Will be mostly Jane and Maura. MATURE AUDIENCES ONLY!

Chapter 1- Cleansing

Chapter Summary: Jane has had an extremely bad week and needs to be cleansed. Only Maura knows how to help her.

Rating: Very M

Kinks: Caning/Force Crying (I don't know if that's a thing but that's what I'm calling it)

She needs this. She didn't want to admit it but she needed it. She needed Maura home to help her, to ease the pain to erase the memories.

She had been building a murder case for two months. Her only witness was placed in Jane's care and Jane was supposed to protect her. While on watch Jane saw a man fitting their suspect outside of the dark hotel. She ran after him only to discover it wasn't him.

When she returned her witness was dead. The poor woman only in her teens was stabbed to death 4 times and the killer left no trace. Now their case was ruined, two months of work for nothing and most importantly Jane couldn't help but feel guilty. The woman was killed on her watch. She was already scared and Jane remembered the last thing she told the woman:

"Don't worry. I'll be right back."

Jane punched the wall, not hard but hard enough to gain the pain she wanted to feel. She heard Maura enter the house and left her spot in the corner. Usually it was Maura who put her in the corner during a punishment but Jane would sometimes give herself punishment when appropriate.

Maura sighed seeing Jane in pain. She knew what happened and what Jane would need tonight. She was always willing to give Jane what she needed after all she was to Domme in this relationship but Jane would have to asked first which was difficult for the detective.

She walked to Jane and kissed her. She felt Jane collapse into her embrace. She pulled them down on the couch and held Jane. She waited until Jane's breathing to calm. She pulled back and waited.

Jane didn't want to say it and looked at Maura hoping she would understand. Maura looked back equally demanding that Jane say it. The engaged in this battle of wills until Jane exhaled deeply admitting her defeat.

"Maura I-"

"I know. I know you need the beating tonight but-"

"I need to feel the pain for days to help me get over this please."

"Very well."

"How bad is it?" Maura asked in order to determine the amount of pain Jane needed.

"Bad tonight"

"I see. Go in our bedroom and take off your pants and underwear. Bend over the bed and don't move."

Jane did and Maura sighed. She went to their box and grabbed 3 objects and returned to their bedroom. She opened the door and saw Jane hanging there off the bed. Her head was bowed and she gripped the comforter awaiting the punishment.

She walked up behind her and hugged Jane. Jane loosened up and then breathed deep. Maura's scent engulfed her. She loved Maura's expensive perfume. It made her smell like a French queen and Jane was her servant. She moaned and shook in anticipation.

Maura pulled back but Jane knew not to pursue. She bowed her head again and waited.

Maura moaned. She already loved Jane's perfect body. Her strong arms gripping the comforter, her trim athletic build from years of sports and training and her curved ass, presented in all its glory. It was soft but firm. She loved to play with it, worship it and fill Jane till she couldn't take anymore. Then removing the toy or fingers and see how much Jane was willing to be stretched only for Maura did she instill this trust and that trust is what allowed Maura to do this.

Maura cleared her throat to get into character. She put a soft fluffy towel over Jane's back and Jane knew what was coming.

"Now Jane you will receive 20 licks with the cane, you are not allowed to move and I want you to release any emotion you're feeling. If you need me to stop just say red."

Jane nodded and took a deep breath.

Maura raised the wooden cane and carefully but forcefully brought it over Jane's ass being sure that it didn't hit the towel. Jane screamed and gripped the blanket tighter. Maura got to 5 and Jane was trembling. By the time Maura got to ten she was on the verge of tears.

Maura stopped and saw the emotion of Jane's body.

"Jane." Maura warned.

Jane willed her tears back. Maura frowned and grabbed Jane's hair. She pulled it back and held Jane in this position.

"Jane." She warned again.

"I told you not to hold back, no do I have to punish you further?"

Jane didn't respond.

Maura shoved Jane's head back onto the bed and held her there so she was barely able to breathe. She let up eventually. It wasn't that Maura was cruel but being dominated was part of the game for Jane and something simple like that means a lot for Jane.

Maura raised the cane again and hit Jane. She heard Jane mutter something.

"Speak up!" Maura yelled then struck Jane again.

"My fault." Jane said. Maura knew she was getting somewhere.

"Louder."

Strike.

"It's my fault."

Strike.

"I left her."

Strike.

"Harder Maura."

Maura stopped for a moment she hadn't been holding back and Jane was already red. Many times when Maura punished Jane, Jane would eventually slip into sub space and would ask for more but not realize the danger of it. She rarely gave into to Jane's request at that point because Jane could get hurt. This time however was different Jane didn't enter subspace or at least not yet.

"Alright I'll go harder but you must speak louder for the last five and then your punishment is over."

Jane nodded.

"Now what is your fault?"

Strike.

"I...I left her alone."

"Good stop blaming and start apologizing."

"I'm sorry."

Strike.

Jane was on the verge of tears again. She just couldn't let them fall. She wasn't worthy of such a cleaning action.

"Jane cry!"

Strike.

"I'm sorry." Jane said as the tears began to fall. She couldn't hold them back anymore.

Strike.

"Louder!"

"I'M SORRY! IT'S MY FAULT! I'M SORRY!"

STRIKE.

Maura threw the cane and grabbed Jane. Jane crumbled into her arms and pulled them onto the floor.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry."

Maura put her arms around her and let her sob in her chest. Jane kept repeating "I'm sorry."

"Shh. Baby It's ok. Your punishment is over. It's time to feel better."

Jane looked up at her. Her tear stained face pained Maura's heart. Maura had to remind herself that Jane asked for this. She lift Jane and put her in bed (on her stomach as Jane wouldn't be sitting for at least a week) and grabbed the ointment they used in situations like this.

Jane gasped as she felt the ointment on her pained ass. The cane hurt but the marks of love it left made her smile. Only Maura knew how to handle her, heal her, and cleanse her.

Maura put the ointment back then washed her hands.

She returned to Jane and went to the mini fridge that they had installed in their drawer for nights like this. Maura hated leaving Jane alone for a long time due to subdrop. It only happened once but Maura blamed herself for a week and from then on had ordered a fridge to be installed.

She pulled out a water bottle and some small finger foods. She returned to Jane and rubbed her back.

"ust…ease..aura" Jane mumbled.

"shh. Sweetie. I'm here."

Maura handed Jane water and was relieved to see Jane take a few sips. Jane took a few bites of food but then gave it back to Maura. Maura understood and put the food and water on the bedside drawer. Maura the helped Jane get into a comfortable position. That happened to be with Jane's head on her chest. She wrapped her hands around Jane and rubbed her hair. She could feel Jane crying still.

"Shh. Baby it's ok. Shh. I'm here."

Jane eventually calmed enough and relaxed. Maura never moved from her position.

"Shh. Time to feel better."

"I don't want to. I-"

"Babe. You need to feel better. It won't come all at once but it'll come. Your punishment is over. There is nothing you can do."

Jane was about to cry when Maura kissed her. Maura swallowed Jane's sobs and as they pulled away she felt her heart ache for Jane. The canning was successful but it would take more than Maura could provide for Jane.

Jane settled onto Maura's chest and cried.

"That's it. Let it out. Good girl."

Jane cried for about 10 minutes. She then sighed as the rest of the sadness felt purged. It was a heady feeling to finally be free from that sinking feeling and she eventually fell asleep.

She needed this. Needed Maura to come cleanse her to make her pure and release her demons. Maura did as only Maura could. I was only Maura who knew how to treat her. Who could blur the line between pain and pleasure enough for Jane to crave that high. They didn't do BDSM all the time but when needed Maura was there, just as she would be there every time. Jane began to feel something. It was strange since they have been together for two years but Jane felt a new love for Maura.

As they both slept Jane felt that Maura's love had over powered the pain and was curious as to what else Maura could do to cleanse her.

Fin